Well I am a little bit glad because there are others who feel the same way I do.. well i feel so lonely and depressed, i just want to end my life, but i can't. i don't know why? scared? maybe not.. i just live a simple sad life, I only live with my householdkeeper, I have no parents anymore. well, they are alive but i think not to me anymore. they left me here all alone, they have other families now and they are happy with it not thinking about me.. then i can say that i dont have a friend other than those i call friends but are backstabbers who are bad to me when i am not around. i feel like everyone around me dont want me here in this world. when i am with them, yes i am there, but its like i was invisible or something. i talk but they ignore, in everything i do, ignore, ignore , ignore.. i feel like no one loves me or even care about me.. i feel like i am alone in this world, living by myself. i just want to die, i can bet that if i die, still there will no one who will care. well, telling my story makes me feel good a little. thats all.... So depressed in life. I WANNA DIE ALREADY!.... ;( | |
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Go into a quiet room and try not to think of anything. It sometimes makes me feel better. I'm sorry, I barely know anything about you and that's my only advice that I can think of at the moment.
Hold your head up high and you never need to feel sorry for yourself. :)
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