I fucking hate my life I live in a shity trailer in the middle of nowhere with absolutely no real friends literally woman I burn for ignores me when ever I try to talk to her it was just Christmas and I spent the whole night curled up around a toilet puking my brains out and I was completely sober and have been forced to stay that way for over a year while every body around me has their escapes all I want in life is for my car to run at least decently I mean really is that really to much to ask? Iv poured money into it and no matter what it still runs like shit it can't even sit at a red light without dying I go to school full time and I work but there's no joy in my life I had to leave all my friends and family and my pretty ok life over night to move out to this shity little life that I live now which I was told it would be better all and all I have to say WHAT THE FUCK YOU GOD DAMN LIARS!!! But what the fuck ever you know I got a slut of an ex girlfriend that has every body at my school thinking that I choked and beat her for the 6 months we were together when i have never lade a hurtful hand on any woman in my life and now I can't get a girl to even say hi to me I truly hate waking up in the morning and dragging my self out to school I mean come the fuck on I live 2 miles away from the nearest neighbor and 10 from town masturbations has even lost it's fun my so called family tells me "relax it'll get better" well how the hell are things supposed to get better when every thing blows up in my face literally every thing my computer crapped out on me I swear I am never meant to be happy all I want is to have a car that I know will start and run good to get me where I need to go hang out with the woman that I burn for have a beer and smoke a bowl but no instead I have to stick with a life of anonymity where I hate everybody I see every day I need to find a dealer in my area so I can at least have I little chance of the slightest mental escape it's simple as that so that's the sum of a week of my life I know there are others put there that have it worse but at least they have at least one friend to talk to I have no one to call when I need someone but whatever fuck it all my life is shit and that's the way and I guess it will be that way for a long time | |
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