I fucking HATE this motherfucking recession. I have a shitty little house that I wouldn't be able to sell or rent if my life depended on it, I make approximately $120 a week, and have to support myself (along with my house, and all the fucking bills that go along with it) on this piddly little amount. I can't get a fucking job because, despite the fact that I am well accomplished and pretty fucking intelligent (despite all the casual profanity) I can't get hired at the most basic fucking places (i.e. fast food, retail, etc.) because I look like shit on paper, mainly due to the fact that I have lived in poverty my entire fucking life and couldn't afford to finish college (not even a fucking associate's degree.) So basically the one thing I'm fucking skilled at is massage and the only place that would hire me is a chiropractic office that is paying me less than 50% of what a massage therapist should earn per massage. So basically I have to eat their shit sandwich and smile and say "please sir, can I have some more?" Because I can't get anyone else to fucking hire me. I'm smart and skilled but that means shit when a phD is taking your job as a cashier at the local liquor store because there aren't any other fucking jobs available. I should be happy because I have a roof over my head, but in reality, I am very close to losing said roof.