I'm just fucking sad and pathetic...I love people that can't or won't give back that love in the same manner. I feel a huge whole in my heart growing larger and I've started drinking...to much too often.
I don't want to talk to my "friends" because it's just sad; I don't want to talk to women because they think it's pathetic; I won't talk to a "shrink" because it would be a career ender for me.
Some times I feel like ending it all but I have a son, he would lose all respect for his "hero" as he says he see's me.
I was told by a friend that I should just act like I don't give a shit about women but in fact I do and find it difficult to hide that. I don't know why...
Yes, I know this is sad and pathetic...I just don't know how to deal with it! | |
My aunt's father molested her well into adulthood and then she was called a skank by the whole family.
Some people's fathers both beat and molest them. Some peoples fathers set them on fire. Some peoples fathers abandon or kill them. Not every guy who successfully shoots a load into a c-nt is a hero.
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