i feel very lonley. i have a decent amount of friends but not close. i just feel empty inside. i put on a fake fucking smile everyday to hide what i actually feel. i cant go to sleep, i stay up to 4 am everyday knowing i have to wake up 4 hours later for school i keep thinking of dark thoughts that i dont want to talk about to anyone it sickens me how fucked up my mind can be. but i dont want to kill myself i really dont no how people do that. i try to enjoy life but sometimes i cant get away from this feeling and thoughts. and i am a teenager so people will think its a phase and i really hope it is. | |
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