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Posted by anonymous at March 25, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 March  Meaninglessness  Philosophical

Life is becoming a troublesome, empty shell of nothing for me. I don't know where to start, I work at a shitty place under shitty management, my family has disowned me years ago. My parents abused me since I could remember, I didn't know I had a brother until I was 16, who I met randomly while he says "hey, ****, how are you, I'm your brother." I can never sleep, I have social anxiety in extreme levels, I'm always worried about what will happen to me and this "closet" of mine that I live in. I have no friends due to my social problems, Im always depressed and lonely, I'm under a mountain of debt. Last "girlfriend" I can remember just used me for everything. I feel alone and scared.
I just don't know what's going to be next. I've always wanted a family that I can call a family. Not some broken down, secretive, backstabbing people who think your garbage.
I've read alot of posts on here that are heartbreaking, but it makes me feel like I'm not alone. If your reading this at 7am, still awake from 2 days ago, just remember, your not alone. Far from it. My heart goes out to all of you who are striving for the best. May god be with us all.


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By anonymous at 26,Mar,12 00:55

i feel for you. get some meds for that anxiety and depression. don't worry abt debt. everyone is in debt. i hope everything gets better for you. g-d bless!

By anonymous at 26,Mar,12 06:48

I do, too. The comment above me is plumb right. You need to get med. for depression coz you sound seriously deep into it. I'm in debt, too. Hardly i scratch by everyday holding 2 jobs i get a meager wage from that goes all to my younger sister's medication leaving me a few cents which i lay away for the monthly bills. Other than that, i hope things to get better for you.

By anonymous at 04,Apr,12 08:57

just to say you are not alone in this ... i'm having similar troubles, today my father got mad at us and he broke everything around him, he goes crazy for no apparent reason and i'm tired of being comprehensive and trying to understand that his background was hard, i just wish he would leave us alone.
I'm very lonely too, 3 months had pass in my own city and all my friends are gone, life is hard when u dont have a shoulder to cry on, i have virtual friends of course, but is just not the same... I don't know, i just wish for the best ... keep fighting.

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