I am a 21 year old student. I have 4 days left to write my dissertation and I can't do it. I have spent my whole life being shaped my other people, being told I am so clever and bright and all the rest of that fucking bullshit, but I never get help in getting there. I always had to be the best, but do it on my own.
When I was 10 I took an overdose. I thought my mother didn't love, that I was ugly, I was abnormal. I took another when I was 15 and another when I was 18. I feel like I am superfluous, I make no real impact on other people lives, even when I try. I am always that person left over.
I am in a relationship that has gone round a 4 year cycle of hatred and lies and deceit.
Sometimes I lie awake at night and wonder what is the point of keeping up the pretence that I matter.
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"The internet sucks ass"
There's this website on the internet called lifesucksbigtime.com.
It's full of stories by people who think life sucks, well, bigtime, and pretty much all of them are crybaby shitweasels who think the world ought to revolve around them, and if it doesn't then god doesn't exist or they should kill themselves.
Also, people who don't really know the meaning of the word "superfluous" can far too easily Google(TM) it and use it in a superfluous way.
"Dear professor of subject that will qualify my to flip burgers at McDonalds, please insert 143 pages of superfluous nonsense between these quotes"
Therefore, the internet sucks ass.
By,
DonkeyBoy Mclazyfuck
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