I'm 26 years old and life just never seems to get any better. I lost my job, my fiance, my apartment, my best friend and turned into a raging alcoholic. I don't even like drinking. I have been looking for a new job since September and every glimmer of hope I get is crushed in an instant. I had to move back in with my family after I lost the apartment and since that is in another state I now have no friends to speak of. Everything just seems to keep going from dark to worse with to hope of change anytime soon. It's a feeling like the harder I try the worse things become. I've been slipping down a rope since this past summer and I think I've finally reached the end of it. What now? How much worse can it get? | |
I guess the point i'm trying to make is don't give up. You post on this site looking for answers. In order to avoid vague philosophical answers, you'd have to ask very specific question, which you can't do given the format of the site. What did your fiance say to you was the problem? What did you like about her? was it a strong relationship? Were her criticisms justified? was there something you could have done differently? Find answers to these questions and then don't repeat your mistakes. As far as those things that are outside your control, defy them and don't let them defeat you. Never, never, never give in.
just keep your head up. this too shall pass.
The only thing I do feel bad about, as far as your situation goes, is that your ex fiance does, in fact, suck a mean cock. She pulls the baby batter right the fuck out of my balls just about every night now. i love it when she sucks so hard her eyes cross, and then I hit her as hard as i can on the back and she's like HEY WHAT THE FUCK???? And then I'm like, well, i wanted to see if your eyes would stay like that after I whacked you...
...funny thing is, I do it pretty much every time, and yet, she's still there suckin away!
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