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Posted by anonymous at April 4, 2012
Tags: Abuse  2012 April  Childhood

I was raped by my brother when I was little. I finally told my parents and they put a stop to it but also covered it up and made everyone in the house just go on acting like everything's normal. I had to grow up almost my whole life living with the guy who sexually abused me and it messed me up. My parents are nice to my face sometimes but I've always felt that they didn't really love me and saw me as damaged. To this day my brother still lives with them and still interacts with the family, nobody knows what went on and we still have to pretend like everything's okay. I would love to just move away and never have contact with them again but the rest of the family would think I was an asshole because since they don't know everything they wouldn't understand why I would have any reason to not want my parents and my brother to be a part of my life. I also don't want to have to explain to my significant other why we're suddenly not having any contact with my family anymore, since I've never told him and don't want to because I don't want him to look down on me or not want me anymore...even thought it went on when I was little I still have flashbacks and it makes me feel disgusting every day.


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By anonymous at 05,Apr,12 13:20

If I were you I would just leave, get up one night and pack your stuff, take your money from your account, quit your job get on a train and go, your family are evil and don't deserve you, go over a hundred miles away and do whatever you can to find a new life, even if it means just getting a one roomed apartment and a menial job, you will find your feet one day but it won't happen until you 100% cut out your family


By at 05,Apr,12 18:47

I feel really bad for you. It doesnt matter what anyone thinks, LEAVE, LEAVE NOW!!!!I dont know if it would do any good but when you get away please talk to someone. and press charges against your brother and your parents for covering it up. good luck to you kiddo


By anonymous at 05,Apr,12 19:34

WHO CARES WHAT THE REST OF THE FAMILY THINKS. This is your life not theirs.


By anonymous at 06,Apr,12 09:12

You dont have to run away, just tell the truth and yes press charges on your brother. The truth shall set you free. Unload the burden and put it on your brother, you are holding the weight of the guilt caused by your brother. Tell the truth and let him hold the load. Good luck and god bless


By anonymous at 12,Apr,12 13:41

Yes u should really tell someone and yell it out let it out,,, Make it be heard. This next story is mine youl see I went thu allot as well.. it should start with **** in less that doesn't show... good luck


By at 23,Apr,12 01:11

i know how you feel my older bother did the same thing so did my cousin and i have to act like everything is ok and the fact that every night i see what had happend and it still hurts and i have runaway a lot of times and it always makes me feel better so leave just leave sweetie and never look back


By anonymous at 20,May,12 03:45

You need to leave them, they are terrible people, who will only continue to hurt you. Tell your husband or boyfriend or what he is the truth. If he dosn't stand by you, then he's not worth keeping. Get some counseling for the flash backs. It sounds like bottling up those feelings are causing you porblems. But most importantly, leave as soon as you can and never look back.


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