My story will not look quite that bad but it's killing me nonetheless. I am a 23-years old expat. I've been living abroad for 3 years and I move very often. States, Europe, Hong Kong. By now I feel extremely lonely. I am healthy and sociable but all the people I meet in life stay for a while and then disappear because either they or I have moved. And the people I have back home, after 3 years have moved on. I have a best friend and he's always there so that's what keeps me sane. But my impossibility to develop a relationship is making me miserable. I tend to rush things, because I want things in the present, because tomorrow I may be somewhere else, and that scares people away and makes me look needy. It gets so hard sometimes... I'm far from suicidal but I think I am profoundly unhappy. | |
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