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Posted by anonymous at October 7, 2010
Tags: Abuse  Family  2010 October  Relationship

I have always been a happy go lucky person, the sun always would shine for me.
Truth is I was sexually molested by my father up until I was 7, and then by a family friend when I was about 8. I have been fortunate to find a therapist who is fantastic. Finally found a man who gave me an orgasm at 32, but who turned out to be a self centered jerk. We have two kids who treat me like their father, dirt. Life treats me like dirt. Everyone treats me like dirt. Feel like dirt.
The sun does not shine for me anymore. What hurts the most is the children.
They use me. I am tired. Really tired. I think I am done.


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By anonymous at 09,Oct,10 15:05

ya it must suck when your own kids that you love and gave birth turn on you, bottom line is get a divorce if you can manage.

By Zoot at 09,Oct,10 23:16

Get out. Just get out. You are tired because it is wearing you down. So the solution is simepl, (are you listening? Were you telling the truth here?) It will not get better. It will never get better. It will only get worse. So your choices are simple

1. Eat a bullet.
2. Kill everyone: then eat a bullet.
3. Hit the road and never look back, (at this point what do you have to lose? A loving family... hahahahah

By anonymous at 10,Oct,10 03:13

Nobody will treat you as dirt unless you let them. Get more therapy.
Get out more.
Find some friends who share your interests.
Note: I keep fish, reptiles and amphibians and belong to a fish club and a reptile club.

By anonymous at 10,Oct,10 14:57

sun is not always a good thing gives u burns

By anonymous at 13,Oct,10 19:33

Leave them. And start a new life somewhere else. There is no reason why you should stay in that.

By anonymous at 16,Oct,10 22:31

Hey. It sounds like you made some friends here. Life is a bitch sometimes. Not fair to those who deserve it.

There is no one outside of God that can help. Even He is silent most of the time through the toughest damn times of our life. I Have no idea why. Come visit me at Been through a lot of crap but there is a reason for it. Make a comment and maybe you can help encourage people as well. Phil

By anonymous at 23,Oct,10 14:11

Beat those kids into submission

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