Stop Anxiety
and panic attacks
How to overcome
your powerty demons
Save Your Relationship
No Matter How Bad
Your Situation Appears
Get Paid For
Using Social Sites!

LIFE SUCKS

Stories submitted by real people.

[Tell Your Story]

Categories:

Abuse  Addictions  Alcohol  Anger  Anxiety  Appearance  Attitude  Bad Luck  Childhood  Crime  Death  Disappointment  Drinking  Drugs  Environment  Failure  Family  Friendship  General  Health  Independent circumstances  Job  Justice  Juvenile problems  Life Story  Loneliness  Meaninglessness  Mistakes  Money  Philosophical  Poverty  Prank  Racial  Relationship  Religion  Reputation  School  Sexuality  Society  Sociopathy  Stepdad  Stepmom  Stress  Tragic Events  Unemployment  Violence  


Archive by Month:
July 2012
2012 June
2012 May
2012 April
2012 March
2012 February
2012 January
2011 December
2011 November
2011 October
2011 September
2011 August
2011 July
2011 June
2011 May
2011 April
2011 March
2011 February
2011 January
2010 December
2010 November
2010 October
2010 September
2010 August
2010 July
2010 June
2010 May
2010 April
2010 March
2010 February
January 2010
December 2009
November 2009
October 2009
September 2009
August 2009
July 2009
June 2009
May 2009
April 2009
March 2009
February 2009
January 2009
November 2008
October 2008
September 2008
May 2008
February 2008
January 2008

Ads:

no hope

Posted by nobody at June 23, 2011
Tags: Family  2011 June  Relationship

I Can Not Do This Anymore...I Had A Family Girlfriend For 11 years Kids Dog Cat Grandchild Just Came Into The World..Im 44 turning 45...then i let her go to texas to visit family and she cheats on e the day after she gets there and leaves me in the state that i moved to to be with her and her daughter and my two kids...well the 11 years were awesome..i was in the best part of my life ever...ofcorse i did drive all the way from minnesota to get her and try and work things out in june but in august she went back to be with a married man...the day after she left my sone moved to wisconson and me and my daughter and grandaughter moved back to ohio...well come to find out she got this boyfriend and he has her doing coke...now ive tried and tried to keep things in order..and deal with my losses and keep reasuring my daughter and my son never returns my calls dont know why...i didnt beat my girlfriend and i didnt mistreat my childern i woked my fingers to the bone for them and it seems like i did something wrong when all i did was do the things a man should...i cant take this empty souless feeling anymore noone calls anymore unless its drama i have to fix or reasure or something but its never good...i dont know anymore im a strong man usually and always has the right answer but now it seems im all out of answers and i cant even help myself anymore...i just feel like im slowly dieing...like everyone just turned and walked away and thers nothing left for me...i would have killed myself a few months back but ive been dead before from a car accident and didnt like it one bit...im not a bad looking guy but i do see me ever being with anyone ever again and my kids have all turned on me it seens and my ex is just cold hearted now she used to be soooo loving...and her methead boyfriend always wants to talk shit when me and her talk....i have to talk to her we have a few things like titles to clear up...i was on top of the world and now im in the pit of hell...now dont take this as feeling sorry for myself because i dont..i just dont understand why and how this could have happend...and everyday its seems im lossing more and of that lust for life...and more and more things keep going wrongi had a great job great woman wonderful kids awesome friends...now i have nothing except the cat and the dog...i know the spelling is bad because im just typeing this out and dont care to go over and check it...i just need to know...is there any hope for a loser like me...

Votes:

Similar Entries:
Desolation May 24, 2012
my life also sukc dick November 14, 2009
My life... May 12, 2011
I hope this helps anyone April 9, 2012
Seriously? March 27, 2012


New Comment

Comments:
By anonymous at 20,Jul,11 08:38

Many 45 yr old men start over with a new woman, second marriage and new life if thats what you want. Get over your ex, people change over time. She may have been great to you back then, but now she's obviously a different person and she aint great anymore! Let her go, find someone new. She got bored with you and moved on, time for you to do the same. Its not your fault, its just life.

As far as your kids, that's pretty normal for them to ignore you, they're living their lives and its all about them and their bf's/gf's right now. They're too busy to focus on dad and his problems. Stop being so pathetic and start a new life, move on. I bet if you did that and stop calling them so often they'd start calling you and wondering what was up. That triffling ex of yours might even come crawling back if you moved on to someone new... but don't take her back, she's a slut. A good looking 45 yr old man with a decent job can certainly start again and have a great second act.


By anonymous at 22,Jul,11 19:40

Tough luck is what I always say. Look, life is... Well life. You cannot bring yourself down, you have to keep on fighting. I have no idea what is wrong with your wife, but maybe she has reasons. Your kids are probably dealing with there own thing right now and probably dont even know what you're going through. And maybe the wife blocked your number or something, I don't what or why, in this passage I don't think you did anything wrong, but let's say you did, then she does have the right. I feel bad for you, I really do, it must be very hard for you. But if life gets you on your back, get right back up and keep walking. Hope I helped :)


By anonymous at 22,Jul,11 19:41

And yes there is hope for you :)


By anonymous at 23,Jul,11 05:23

Your kids and grandaughter need u home slice! I barely communicate with my pops but I still rely on him hella n he knows it so he keeps doin what he's gotta do.. it doesn't mtter that ur son isn't returning phone calls.. my guess is he's still relying on u and if so just give him the cold shoulder for awhile. Don't say anything rude either, if u don't have anything good to say, keep the yappa shut, he will learn eventually thru time family comes first. Fill ur soul with some fishing, church going, and talon the kids to the zoo or bowlin or somethin maine. U don't need no damn gf to fill that hole. There shouldn't b a hole anywayz that chic is crazy my man stay away! If u can afford it take care of her kids while she's out bitchin around cuz they need u more than her.. that should be enough to fill that hole, knowing u have kids depending on u to be strong, so at least act like it when ur around them. Go fishing asap, think about life, think about the physical life u literally see while fishing, pray, go to church on sunday even if u havnt gone in a hells week... and keep on keepin on brother.


By anonymous at 27,Jul,11 01:08

you still have a job... there is still a lot of hope for you... even if you don't feel like it, you should start dating again... wake up tomorrow and start afresh. new day, new opportunities.
the faster you embrace that you are alone the faster you will heal. i know you'll be looking for what you had in the past but try ignoring the past for a while.


By Betsey at 27,Dec,16 19:13

Fantastic web site. A lot of useful info here. I am sending it to a few pals ans adatiiondlly sharing in delicious. And obviously, thank you for your sweat!


New Comment