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Used and Abused

Posted by aj6743 at October 12, 2011
Tags: Abuse  2011 October  Relationship

I hate my life. My man controls me. He lets other men use and abuse me. This Friday am getting taken to a swinging club because he knows there will be willing men there who will want to have sex with me. I feel so ashamed and unloved. I tell my man I don't want to do it but he just says that I always seem to enjoy it all and I will do it. Secretly I feel so violated. He says he loves me but he cant can he?. Am never ever gonna get out of this terrible situation. Apparently am selling my house next year so he can spend the equity on his house to build a Fucxxxx garage and a conservatory .My life will not be worth living,I know he will stop me from seeing my family. I'll end up with nothing. Mind you that's how he makes me feel Like I am nothing. He keeps me so down. He never ever has anything nice to say well except when I have had sex with other men I get called a good girl! (am 43yrs female by the way). I mean wheres my life now? Hes taken complete control of it. Sometimes I think I should just sell up and move away. But where? How? Ill need a job! I have no confidence no self esteem, socially I am detached, lost all my friends because of him. I am just trapped. My kids are all grown up now, they live with me but don't interfere or say anything anymore. Ive lost so much but feel I have nothing left, no strength inside. God what am I gonna do? Friday is coming!!! Hell go absolutely berserk if I back out. !!!!


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By anonymous at 29,Nov,11 15:00

Make a stand. You have to. It will be very difficult, but you can do it. The backlash will be hard, but you have to at least have respect for yourself.


By anonymous at 29,Nov,11 16:47

He controls you?what are you? A robot?


By anonymous at 29,Nov,11 16:58

How does he allow other men to use and abuse you?your the one who allows these men to sex you, so you must enjoy it,i mean i know sex feels good and all but if your gona profit out of it,WATA HELL DO YOU NEED HIM FOR?


By anonymous at 30,Nov,11 03:17

"If you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always got" and remember WHEN you do decide to make that change in your life, you need to stay the course WHEN the resistance comes to deter you from your new found course. Life now is a result of what you have done months even years ago so don't expect a huge change until you have lived a different life for a while.


By at 30,Nov,11 06:07

I feel for you.
There's no way he loves you.
I wouldn't be able to do that to a woman even if I really hated her, yet alone if she were my wife.
You gotta do something.


By anonymous at 30,Nov,11 17:34

Leave that pimp!!


By anonymous at 30,Nov,11 22:58

xD. That dudes a BOSS>.


By anonymous at 02,Dec,11 20:48

Time for you to grow up !

You made the choice to be with this loser
You made the choice to pick him over your family
You made the choice to have sex with other men

YOU !

Pack your stuff and leave him and go to your family and grow up your 43 years old !
Ask yourself if your child had a man who did this what would you say to her ??

GROW UP !

He is useing you and if you can not see this wow !!
what man wants to share there girl with other guys ??

Your just to lazy to walk away from him that is the honest truth so shut up or get out !

YOUR CHOICE your not a slave


By anonymous at 07,Dec,11 16:51

If I knew this guy, I honestly wouldn't have a problem with chopping his penis off, cutting it into slices like a hotdog, microwaving it, and feeding it to him while I sew his asshole shut so he will never shit it out unless he cuts a hole in his ass. Dickheads like him... You need to get SOMEONE
By anonymous at 23,Mar,12 22:17

Brilliant! Love your comment :D
By anonymous at 18,Dec,12 20:35 Fold Up

best 1 ive read all day


By anonymous at 27,Dec,11 22:38

YOU SHOULD WORK AS A PROSTITUTE YOUR ALREADY SOO GOOD.
BTW IS HE BLACK HE SEEMS TO BE A BIG PIMP RIGHT THERE!!!:)


By Audrey at 05,Feb,12 04:46

pack your bags and leave. BUT FIRST GO ON THE COMPUTER AND RESEARCH WHERE THE NEAREST SHEPARDS GATE IS THEY CAN HELP U THERE!!!!!!!! stay strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)
By Audrey at 05,Feb,12 17:02

hey cool im replying to myself!!!!!!
ANYWAY, JUST KICK HIS ASS!!!!!!!!! SHOW GIRL POWER!!!!!!!!
By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 14:55

She will end up getting her ass kicked, dumbass. Take your feminist bullshit somewhere else.
By anonymous at 23,Mar,12 22:15

GO DIE ASSHOLE SEXIST!!!!!!
By anonymous at 18,Dec,12 20:36 Fold Up

ur a bich n u probaly rape girls to so get away u BYCH


By anonymous at 05,Feb,12 14:54

GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!


By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 14:49

He's a cuckold.


By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 14:54

Meaning that he enjoys watching his wife have sex with other men. Cuckoldry is a masochistic fetish. He honestly thinks that you're enjoying it. As ridiculous as it sounds, he doesn't understand that you are in pain. If you make a stand, like someone else said, he will most likely leave you alone.


By anonymous at 23,Mar,12 22:13

Darling, you MUST stand up for yourself!
You are NOT his beloning that he treats you like a tool! Why won't you take control of this?? Why won't you report this??? There are millions of programs to help women who were abused in any way.
If I were you I would tell his straight up!! And if this pigshit man kept on doing this I would report.
One words is report! Report!!REPORT!! You don't want matters to get worse do you?? You are a worthy beautiful woman you must NOT allow such shit to be done to you!
Please be safe :(


By anonymous at 22,Apr,12 20:06

Go away!!! Stop it right away! Get out of there. Anything should be better than living with him. Ask for help at local facilities. I think the police are one of the places you should be able to get help, or another more anonymous facility. ANYTHING is better than staying there. you don't deserve this. So get out of there! ASAP! as in NOW!!!


By anonymous at 22,Apr,12 20:08

If you are still with this man right now...I don't know what to say...


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