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Life has a way of bringing the karma to you

Posted by lectro at December 8, 2011
Tags: Attitude  2011 December  Money  Relationship

I will be turning 40 in less than 2 months . I have had it and lost it all , a few times . From being in a relationship for 5 years which ended up with her turning to a full time relationship with another women and me ending up spending all my time and company which i was runnings, money on drugs and living with prostitutes .

Then i got together with a high school sweetheart , married , had kids ,had the house ect . Started superbike racing and then met a women 12 years younger , had an affiar . She turned out to be Bi-polar and carrying bad STD's . Lost everything again , my job , my house was sold and went back to leaving on unemployment cheques . It has taken two years to get my job established ,and find a decent place to live but my bank balance and earnings do not cover child maintanance and monthly leaving expenses .

Everytime i think that i have broken the my bad luck and curveballs of life , more things come along and knock me down again .

I have given myself an ultimatum . Should things not take a decieded upturn , by the time I turn 40 , I will end my life on my 40th birthday . I can not keep taking the punches Karma keeps throwing me .


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By anonymous at 09,Jan,12 22:52

It sounds like you can look at this a few different ways. You experienced many changes in your life...some of them were dumb luck...and others were simply your fault. Now you have a clean slate. You get to start over...and guess what? You get to learn from your mistakes. You can be better. can be a pussy and leave your kids without a father. If your relationship with them sucks that bad, then fix it. You only get one of these things man (life) and you have to get back up, dust yourself off, and move on with it. Fix it. It's's supposed to be...but then it will be rewarding. And then it might suck again...but you will never know unless you CHOOSE to do something different. You said a "decided upturn". Then decide to have an upturn. Things won't fix themselves bro.

By anonymous at 10,Jan,12 01:40

Things don't last forever. Bad or good. I always try to tell myself that when I get that down. Things will eventually change. At least think of your kids.

By at 10,Jan,12 01:54

When you finally met someone who wanted to be with you (the high school sweetheart), you shouldn't have screwed it up. You couldn't keep your dick in your pants! It sounds to me like you're probably a sexaholic or just a disgusting dog of a man. A girl 12 years younger? Prostitutes? Really? You probably jerk it to "barely legal teen porn" in which the starlet is dressed to look like a 14 y/o cheerleader. Dude, just quit bitching. If you have the balls to cheat on your partner then you should have the capability to act like a grown ass man. Yeah, times are hard so you try harder. I've lived off of 3 to 4 hours of sleep for two months, took care of my toddler, and aced my classes in an extremely competitive program where only 1/2 of my peers passed. Only four people of thirty got Bs and I'm proud to say I was a part of those four (the rest barely scraped by). My point is if you really want something you will try your fucking hardest. You do what you need to do to get ahead and just remember sleep is for the weak. As cliche as it sounds when you get knocked down just get back up again, and kick ass at whatever you're doing

By at 10,Jan,12 01:58

(Sorry I'm posting from my phone and I accidently pressed submit)........ Continuing on from the kick ass at whatever you're doing. Then once you're where you've been fighting to be you look at everyone who has ever doubted you or given you any hardship and give them the middle finger salute and a big "fuck you!". Just remember those people who are there for you and don't take them for granted. And keep your nasty dick in your pants!

By anonymous at 10,Jan,12 17:12


By anonymous at 10,Jan,12 17:43

Fuck all these people i hope ur shit works out
By anonymous at 11,Jan,12 11:43


By anonymous at 11,Jan,12 18:43

Hey. Don't do it. Yeah that really sucks. Bad. But you have to move on. You can you know. Just do it. Just today. Just this minute. Go to a fricken AA meeting. Even if your not an addict they'll help you and you'll know your not alone. Who knows you may even find a purpose. You better still be alive you prick. Don't do it. Believe it or not somebody somewhere loves you and it would ruin them. You know this.


By anonymous at 12,Jan,12 13:09


By anonymous at 22,Jan,12 00:52


By anonymous at 08,Aug,12 00:17

Fuck life .

By Delia at 27,Dec,16 12:41

Mental and spiritual health is imnpttaor. Stay happy and be good to yourself and lifestyle changes are easier to keep. Old habits die slowly and it is not easy. Good luck to you.

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