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NO ONE EVEN CARES IF I EXIST

Posted by sid at December 17, 2011
Tags: Attitude  2011 December  Sociopathy

Iam from a typical indian joint family. My childhood was so hopeless and pointless, that i dont even remember a single good or even bad event. I came up to college and made some new friends. It was like a start over & I dont even have a clue what I was before. Because no one even cares if I exist. At times I feel I really dont exist. Not that I am unattractive or something. I am not worse for sure, am an average guy.
Now I got into a job after colg. No one in the office wants to speak to me in a friendly manner. Every one for the sake of work or as if I am some acquaitence. But I always say to myself 'I dont giv a shit to what they think about me'. They are not even thinking ofcorse. My friends I made in colg are the only friends, like 5 guys, who really have known me much.
Admist all this shit, thinking of a girl is not my thing. When ever a girl speaks up to me I feel very nervous and stupid. try to control all this nervousness and blushing coz I now who i am inside. Anyways I dont want to drag this any longer.
I dont believe in GOD although I couldn't deny HIM. I am agnostic. But I dont know why one has to lead such a boring and uneventfull life through out.

Yes this life of mine might seem quite normal to you. But this aint so good or worse(both are eventfull, mine is atuck in between, and at the end of the day I dont know what I want or with what I feel better in life.


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Comments:
By anonymous at 19,Jan,12 18:06

You fit the stereotypical asexual Asian character. Maybe your family has set up an arranged marriage for you. Make some money and get wealthy one day and go to Thailand or the Phillipines to get a wife.


By anonymous at 19,Jan,12 18:17

lmfao wow. You have a college degree, a job, and 5 friends. YOU MADE IT lol. Seriously though, that's better than most (more than I got) and your only issue is that your life is too boring? That's your fault. Go out and do something, meet people, get high (or not) and have some fun. The only thing that's stopping you is you. I don't really believe a god exists either but if it does, i'm sure your uneventful ass life is not on the top of its priorities lol.
By anonymous at 21,Jan,12 06:12

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL cannot stop laughing at this.
By anonymous at 21,Jan,12 20:58

Put a DICK IN YOUR MOUTH that will make you stop "laughing"


By anonymous at 19,Jan,12 19:33

You didnt have to mention that your form a typical Indian family. Made it worse.


By anonymous at 19,Jan,12 23:04

Your life sounds amazing...


By anonymous at 19,Jan,12 23:52

i suggest drinking heavily. works for me


By anonymous at 20,Jan,12 05:12

holy shit your like the older version of me


By anonymous at 20,Jan,12 08:07

WE BOTH HAVE SIMILAR LIFE BUT THE THING IS I HAVE FRIENDS WHO USES TILL DATE TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS TO MAKE THEM AS THEIR GIRL FRIENDS OR BOY FRIENDS SO LIFE SUCKS


By anonymous at 20,Jan,12 15:05

What???^


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