From the very beginning I seem to have been hand picked for suffering and punishment. I have Asperger Syndrome which prevents me from being able to have any kind of normal adult relationship with anyone and makes me so fucking stupid that I can't perform any job past the part time 15 year old type level. If this disability were not enough, I also have arthritis in nearly every joint and have Crohn's Disease. I pretty much can't go 20 minutes without excruciating pain and having to shit my guts out, which provides constant opportunities for embarrassment and humiliation. In the rare times where my illnesses and disabilities don't get in my way, just strokes of plain bad luck will pop up to keep me down. I've worked ten times harder than any person I know and don't have a penny to my name. I'm in $20k of debt, none of which is my own spending, all basically because a "friend" stabbed me in the back and stole my credit card information. I tried taking the case to court and lost because I was too much of a dumb fuck to even do that right. Both of my parents have severe mental illness and I'm largely responsible for looking after them as well as my sister who has severe autism. On top of all of this, I'm going to be stuck single my whole life because I was lucky enough to get some kind of virus that no Dr has been able to diagnose which has caused deterioration in my erectile tissue, making me unable to have sex. Oh yeah, and I'm slowly going blind too.
God just loves me so much.