I'm a police officer for a city in the Mid-West. I sometimes pray that I get shot to death on the job so it looks more noble then taking my own life. Life isn't fair, Only the douche bags and the rich wealthy silver spooners make it in life. It's rare that someone can pull themselves from nothing and become something. I deal with everyone shit on a daily basis, apparently I'm not a human being capable of emotions, apparently I don't have a family, Apparently I don't know what its like when it comes to personal issues, I guess I'm just a robot that serves only one function and that's to arrest and beat people. I'm grateful if I get a smile from someone, it really means a lot. No I don't get a special glee out of arresting you, I'd rather let you go, no I don't like writing you tickets, no I don't like having to hurt you, but you put me in those positions. Don't yell at me, I don't have control over your actions, and no it's not my fault. I see so much pain and poverty everyday that it makes me think everyday life is not worth living. Yeah so, at least you get to go home after every day. Home? What home? My house hasn't been a "home" in over 10 years. My wife is gone, my kids too. MY parents are dead and my best friends as well. I can't remember the last time I've been "home"
Hear my plee. If I'm being an ass, I might just be one, but most of the time it's because I just fished a girls body out of a river, or I just dealt with a nasty situation. Please give me the benefit of the doubt. Please, just respect me and I'll respect you.