once u become ugly or once u notice that you are ugly there is no turning back... you cannot convince yourself that you are pretty.. and ugly brings alot to you. it brings never having a boyfriend, all your friends are prettier and it brings depression. I have never been so insecure , i have no idea what got into me.. and the thing is i dont care if im " pretty " or "cute" i want to be fucking beauitufl and gorgeous!! will i ever be that girl that everyone looks at and says "wowww" NO ofcourse not cause i have thiss fucking huge nose , moustache coming, small lips, weird eyes, nasty curly ass hair... im a girl btw and im only 14 but i feel like life is just going so wrong and i always have bad luck and i always cover my face and im just so fucking ugly its fucking disgusting, i am a joke , i feel bad for people that have to look at me beccause i know i would not want to look at someone that looks like me.. my noseee fuckinggg killlssss me you dont understand i wish i had a cute small nose but noooo i have this fucking hugee shitt.. like wtff i cant take pics cuz of my nose nd on top of all my flaws i have yellow teeth which i dont get because i brush my teeth every day twice a day.................... ughhh i hate myself so muchhh, i always think about suicide but thwen i think what if i change?? maybe theres hoppe i doubt it tho.. im so unexperienced (not tht i should be ) but still everyone made out already with boys nd i had one nasty ass tap kiss when iwas in 4th grade. like i will never get kissed again.. sure im funny, and have a nice persoanlity but be honest would u want a ugly ass bitch with a nice personality or a hot girl with an okay personality? life just fucking sucks and everything just needs to suck a dick becauseee thats what everyone deserves how come god brings so many misfortunes to me... like wtf im ugly i have no mom and my ddadddd iss bipolar like wtf god seriouslu he makes beautiful peoples lifes so good so y cant u make mine good
why id u have to curse me with this awful nose and awful face and body and clothes and just everything bout me is soo wrong.. i do not thing its normal to hate myselff so muchhh. im going to explode one day. i cut myself all the time
i deserve it im an ugly bitch and ugly bitches deserve to get pain. i do not want to be called pretty i want to be beautifuyl . pretty isnt good enough for me, i know im sounding really pathetic butt pretty is the lowest of beauitufl and that is an insult to me, well then again i get insulted everyday its not like it makes a difference. i ont understand why everyone has to be so mean and call me names and talk behind my back about how ugly i am , they think i ont hear when i doo, it makes me so upset i try to build my self esteem and i try to better and be strong, but i have collapsed now and i am not strong , i hate myself i deserve to die something horrible always happens so might as well do something to me god.. harm me like u always do.. make me cry like u always do. i love the pain. u have taught me that the only thing life will bring is pain. nd peoople really dont know me, they think im a drama queen for being upset, but i have been so hurt nobody understands i cant go a day without covering my nose and mouth ask anybody i am so upset all the time and i just need to die, i have to everything will be better and everyone will be happy, i have no true friends anyways.. its my time to go .. so this is my goodbye letter for everyone who will somewhat care... dont bother writing back because i will no longer be here,, i hope youu understand what im going thru... bye..