I am wealthy, popular, handsome, and talented. Many people have told me that they wish they had my life. Men always ask me for advice on how they can be more like me. I have slept with more beautiful women than I can remember. I have been to parties only celebrities attend. I have traveled to many different counties of the world. Why aren't I happy? I used to be a poor and lonely kid that no one cared about. My parents died when I was a toddler and so I spent many of my years in a foster home. When I was in elementary school, I had no friends, no one that really cared about me. I was so lonely. One day, when I was 11, I discovered that I had many talents. So I honed and practiced them tirelessly, every single day and year by year by myself until near-perfection, until what I did became recognized by not just my class, or my neighborhood, or my town, but the entire nation, and many years later, the world. I achieved so much success and fortune by my late teens. Now I consider myself to be one of the most successful people in my field. But I am not happy. I am lonely. All of my hard work, but still I can't say that I've ever met a person who truly cared about me, for the person I am and have always been. The only reason anyone wants anything to do with me is because of my success. Fake smiles, fake hugs, fake friendships, fake relationships. Everyone is just using me to get to something they want for themselves. I donate to charitable organizations regularly for noble causes, but they just use me as well. Everyone is a liar. I just wish I had just one person who could see past my money or my fame and see me for who I really am - just another person with the same wants and needs as everyone else. Someone who would still care about me if I didn't have any of this - I never wanted any of this, I just wanted to be happy and every single year that goes by, I can feel my sadness mounting with all of the parties, all of the awards, all of the women. I can't escape, believe me I have tried so hard. I wish I could just turn to that person and feel okay. But I now have started to accept that I will be alone forever.