I've been through a whole lot of crap in my life. Im sure many have, but im younger than most of you. It all started when my dad left us. He still kept in touch with us, but sometimes i feel like he doesnt even care about what he did to me. To make it worse, he has a girlffriend but i had to find it out myself. he didnt even have the guts to tell me, and i realized that he is a liar, and untrustable. About 9 months after, i lost my best friend. It was my dog. And he didnt die, he was just too crazy for my family's kind of lifestyle.He wasnt mean, but he just needed too much attention. But, hes happy now becasue he went to a good family. I still get to visit him, but it makes me kinda upset sometimes. I thought i hit rockbottom, but i had no clue what else was in store for me. My sister hit her mid-teens, and i cant even explain her. She is always crabby and is telling me im a terrible sister when shes even worse. I thought my life was starting to progress(barely) because my mom told me that i still might be able to get a dog. But it had to be the perfect one, which i dont mind. About 1 year later, i found out that my grandma had cancer.Well this is where my story ends because this is present time. We know that she probably has less than 6 months to live becasue her cancer was at stage 4 when they found out. I know that there are people out there with harder lives, so i've told myself to keep my head up until everything progresses. To make it worse, i feel like all my friends are unreliable and that i cant tell them anything because their lives are almost perfect. They have no clue what im going through, and i just need someone here for me.I know that there are some hard times in life, and i just need to wait, but i know that things will clear out. For every1 else out there with a hard life, and people who can relate to me, i hope that your lives can clear out. But until then, keep your head up. | |
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