I'm sat here on my bed, tears in my eyes reading everyones stories. Why is mental health of a family member always an atribute in fuck ups? Well i'm 20 years old, my life is shit. My mum has never understood me, she has always been rude to me and treated me like crap, my dad left when I was 8, he used to hit my mum and I have not seen him since. My sister, well shes just the middle child, annoying cow she is at 18 years old, doesnt work, just does college. So the youngest, my brother, my dearest beloved, urgh, he is autistic, not diagnosed, mum has just always thought he is, and I think he is too. I have the smallest room in the house, everyday when I come in from work my mum has a go at me about walking through the door and getting a drink of tea or eating food, when she is addicted to chocolate coffee cigarettes and weed. She complains that I dont pay enough money in the house yet she opened an account online in my name and charged £400 in debt and didnt tell me about for a year!!!! And now I'm paying it off!! My brother locks himself in the living room and has not even spoken to me since Nov last year, because I shout too much around him and annoyed him that much he wont speak to me, I shout because my mum doesnt discipline. I cannot stress enough how annoying she is with him, he is 12 years old, doesnt life a finger, gets his dinner brought to him, drinks etc, he attacks, he throws you out of the room when he wants, he does whatever he likes, he has a life of luxury whilst everyone else in the house suffers because of it. She never tells him off ever, even when he attacks me, kicks me, growls at me, punches me, throws things at me, its just calm down. When will she ever understand children need more than calm down, they need telling off when they do wrong, rewarding when they do well, emotion, role models etc. I am so sick of my life! I wish I could just run away, anywhere. Why do I have to face this life, what the fuck did I do to deserve this?