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Why is life so boring and shit?

Posted by anonymous at April 25, 2012
Tags: 2012 April  Meaninglessness

I'm sat here on my bed, tears in my eyes reading everyones stories. Why is mental health of a family member always an atribute in fuck ups? Well i'm 20 years old, my life is shit. My mum has never understood me, she has always been rude to me and treated me like crap, my dad left when I was 8, he used to hit my mum and I have not seen him since. My sister, well shes just the middle child, annoying cow she is at 18 years old, doesnt work, just does college. So the youngest, my brother, my dearest beloved, urgh, he is autistic, not diagnosed, mum has just always thought he is, and I think he is too. I have the smallest room in the house, everyday when I come in from work my mum has a go at me about walking through the door and getting a drink of tea or eating food, when she is addicted to chocolate coffee cigarettes and weed. She complains that I dont pay enough money in the house yet she opened an account online in my name and charged £400 in debt and didnt tell me about for a year!!!! And now I'm paying it off!! My brother locks himself in the living room and has not even spoken to me since Nov last year, because I shout too much around him and annoyed him that much he wont speak to me, I shout because my mum doesnt discipline. I cannot stress enough how annoying she is with him, he is 12 years old, doesnt life a finger, gets his dinner brought to him, drinks etc, he attacks, he throws you out of the room when he wants, he does whatever he likes, he has a life of luxury whilst everyone else in the house suffers because of it. She never tells him off ever, even when he attacks me, kicks me, growls at me, punches me, throws things at me, its just calm down. When will she ever understand children need more than calm down, they need telling off when they do wrong, rewarding when they do well, emotion, role models etc. I am so sick of my life! I wish I could just run away, anywhere. Why do I have to face this life, what the fuck did I do to deserve this?


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By anonymous at 02,Jul,12 03:58

I'm so bored everyday helping my parent at this stupid restaurant for 12years now. Uuuugggghhhhh. My parents don't even have time to bring me to sport practice and I want todo sport so bad. And I'm not allowed to drive yet so. My life is so boring.

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By anonymous at 10,Nov,12 23:46

Well from my experience in life.I'm never happy with anything.Somethings,like jail,is worse than others.So I say to myself.OK,I'm not happy so I make changes.Sometimes I'm happy for a while sometimes I feel no different.I'm 35,and I have become numb with being misserable about everything.It doesn't matter if I move to the other side of the world.I will always be me reguardless of where I go.So lately,as in the last 15 yrs or so,I've lived under the assumption if I where rich I'd be happy.I fear if I were to get rich and still found myself unhappy I would just find a spot to lay down and I would stay there untilled I finally died.Don't get my wrong,I have some OK days but for the most part I'm ready for my next life.Honestly I wonder if there was a mistake anyway.I hate niggers and white trash especially but ppl in general for that matter.This world just quite frankly doesn't suit my taste... And I'm out of fucking milk :(

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By anonymous at 15,Nov,12 21:50

It's just the way things are we can only do other task to distract us for so long. If your bored try video games they're more then one world or try a book it's the same depends if your into visuals or images brought to you through thought. Games/Books New world with each and everyone. Hell, if your real life so boring try a fantasy life just don't forget which one is real.

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By anonymous at 04,Jan,13 01:57

Pack up and leave. You will never be well a using domestic environment. It wont feel easy you will need to learn a whole new way of living thinking and re train you thoughts and behaviour. Abuse causes anger but the upside is the anger is your self esteem trying to get out. Stop shouting start acting as if you were in love with someone, you. If you family cannot love you as you are then you need to find out how to respond. Get legal advice spiritual advice any information that does not involve being violated and thinking it is ok. Then you can begin to understand how to forgive and move on protect yourself and your future. Gratitude will come later. Your safety comes first. Don't expect a relationship to sort it out either it won't until you know what you can do in one.

By anonymous at 07,Jan,13 16:10

Do like i do when any family member gets on my nerves. I beat every one up in my house (mother, father, brother) and then they are all quiet and its peacefull and merry. So thats my advice to you, solve everything with violence, it always works.
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