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What is my meaning in life?

Posted by Cupcake_sprinkles at May 26, 2012
Tags: Loneliness  2012 May  Unemployment

OK most people may think, Iv'e got my whole life to live... im 21.
BUT, Iv'e been to college, iv'e got two diploma's in art, and yes, yet again, most people may think that's more than alot of people. Iv'e been UNEMPLOYED for over 3 years.
I have no friends. I barely speak to anyone, and im really insecure.
I have a bf who has ADHD, he barely listens to me, neither do his family.
They seem so volatile.

I live in an area, where its hard to make friends, i have so called "friends" online, but that's where i spend my days... online. Never out in the real world, with people!
I feel so empty.
Noone ever wan't to socialise with me, im quiet, it takes me a while to trust a person, but, surely that's normal? right?
Most days im stuck at home, alone. Online, just wasting my days away...
i know that nothing will ever change until i do.
But how can i!?
I've got noone to talk to.
My family barely call, and when they do they barely speak to me much.
I don't know how to cope anymore
Help me?


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By anonymous at 27,May,12 09:09

same here im 21 ive been unimployed my entire life (rich ass dad) online the whole time gaming and chatting blah blah blah no friends just a male with the above story basically
By anonymous at 13,Jun,12 07:21

I envy you so much, it's not funny.

By anonymous at 27,May,12 10:16

The first thing you need to do is get out and find a job. Even if its just at Walmart or Burger King or something. This will enable you to make your own money and depend on yourself, as well as, meet new people. Put away the computer and get out into the real world. Go to the library or park or just do SOMETHING. Make your own happiness, one day at a time.
By anonymous at 27,May,12 19:56

Exactly. Op said she has trouble finding a job (unemployed for 3 years).
By anonymous at 13,Aug,12 00:33


By anonymous at 27,May,12 12:42

It is difficult to be unemployed. Hope you get employment soon.

By at 27,May,12 12:51

I also am very very lonely. As a child I never felt comfortable in my own skin. So I Hung with the rebels/heads,smoking drinking...I joined the navy at 17 and spent 14 yrs in. I loved the comraderie amongst us military men.I got cancer at 30 and had to leave the navy,now married with daughter. Again couldn't fit in with people,so drinking and drugs took over...NOT THE ANSWER!!! But it was the only way I felt I could meet ladies.Got my daughter every weekend,so it was my normal time,no drinking,somebody to love and hang with. 2 yrs ago she turned 18, now I rarely see her...I quit drinking over a year ago,and now I spend all my time in front of tv. Gained 50 pounds,health probs,can't do much..100% disabled veteran. To bad I hate life. Thanx for letting me vent.

By anonymous at 27,May,12 14:24

you said it yourself lol you are only 21...

If you are an art major you will have a hard time finding work.

Let me drop it like this, create your own success, maybe you paint, or build websites, start your own thing and build it up yourself.

Really you are only 21, so cool it, otherwise you'll look back at this at 31 and be like wow i was so dumb. no kidding.

By anonymous at 27,May,12 16:32

Even tho it may seem like things will never get better, believe me, they will. And then something else will challenge you. You sound like me when I was your age, depressed and lonely. But life is full of ups and downs, and unfortunately some people seem to have more than their share of downs. All my life I have felt like I never really "fit in" and I have had many downs in my life. But I never give up, as much as I sometimes want to. You are taking a step just by opening up and reaching out to people, if only online for now. But perhaps it will open up doors and someone or something will come along to keep you strong and keep you trying for a better life.

By anonymous at 27,May,12 16:34

If you have been in college why on Earth are you spelling I've, Iv'e?
By anonymous at 27,May,12 17:15

shut up u twat !!
By anonymous at 27,May,12 17:16

that was to the spelling idiot above .. not to you .. i feel for you .. good luck
By anonymous at 27,May,12 20:10 Fold Up

What's that? Op has no friends, no job. Just learn to spell and all your problems will disappear! Abracadabra!!

By anonymous at 27,May,12 19:08

Blah blah blah.... Paper or plastic LMFAO

By nevergivein at 28,May,12 08:40

OP, don't give up. Don't let these guys get to you. Prove them wrong.

By anonymous at 01,Oct,12 10:30

I'm 21 and in the same situation. You have to get out more. Look for local job lostings. You may need to start out in food/restaurant biz. They're always hiring and the hours are flexable.

Once you land a job you can network/make new friends there and you'll have some money to go out with. Of course continue to look for work in your profession. This is just a good way to start out. Some money is better than no money

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