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I am, I exist; perhaps.

Posted by Who knows. at June 14, 2012
Tags: 2012 June  Philosophical

I am 25 years old. From the time I was brought into this world, I have lived a life of frugality, extreme hardships, mockery, degredation, abandonment, negligence, abuses of all kind, and the list will continue to go on and on. It is a gift that we have the ability to cease our existences. Make no mistake, we die alone. Whatever we do, in trying to live our lives in such ways as to achieve fulfillments and satisfactions, we struggle within. I am drunk at the moment. I have had about two bottles of red wine. Yes, I used what remained of my money. At least before I die, I would like to have tasted the feeling of comfort. Alcohol has become comforting; only then am I able to fully express my emotions.

No one alive is capable of surviving all the things I have gone through. Even Satan himself will cower away from living my life. No one is capable of enduring my hatred. I despise, I hate, I abhor. Who out there has a heart? Love does not exist in this world. We are a race of greedy, hateful, and deceitful macabre populace. If there is a god out there, then I challenge him! How dare he bring me to this world and suffer undefeatable consequences, for and to which I am never the master of!

I intend to die and no one is capable of stopping me. My plans are to be put into actions; they must done. You, who read, dare not laugh at me. I curse anyone who mocks or belittle my incurable sufferings. We are in the process of dying since we were into this world; I am taking me leave.

You, who read, the music of life is composed of majors and minors. What little we have to achieve in this world! I have but one advise to whoever may be reading this; be kind to others and make no one suffer. Perhaps, yes perhaps, you may be able to look into the eyes of your demons and see in them sorrow.


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By Truth at 22,Jun,12 16:25

The problem with wine is that it's as expensive as the same size bottle of vodka, but it doesn't get you nearly as drunk. I'd go with vodka if I were you. Your writing would be so much better if you were quite a bit more drunk, I think. As it is, you barfed out a bunch of nonsense. I think you're wrong about satan. I died once and it wasn't my time so I came back but I kicked him in the devil balls before that and he asked me why I wasn't more afraid of him. I told him I've been married to his sister for 30 years so I got no fear left. Anyway, he would live your life differently, starting with drinking vodka rather than wine. He doesn't care about you anyway. I don't think god does either.

Where do you get your demons? I'd like to get a couple.
By sexiest woman alive at 30,Jun,12 11:06

the problem with you is you're a lowlife troll who revels in dissing others to get our attention. didn't your papa teach you how to be a real man? well, if you permit me, i'd like to tell you what a real man should be: a real man goes to work on a daily basis and have no time trolling around 24/7 on a website meant for people to vent their frustrations, sufferings, pain, etc. a real man doesn't make up bullshit about anyone and definitely isn't an attention-whore. Now, take your vodka and shove it up your ass since you're not going to be a real man you nutsack-juggling cum-bubbling ass-munching cock-sucking FAGGOT!!!!!!!!!!! I hate you!
By anonymous at 30,Jun,12 11:17 Fold Up

FUCK YOU TRUTH! you're despicable, detestable, obnoxious SCUMBAG. you belong to the intestine cause you're a filthy parasitic worm trying to be a human. quit feeding yourself off of other's hard earn salary and get a fucking job. if you're too lazy to do that just fucking kill yourself nobody likes to keep a never-do-well vegetable at home while somebody else works hard for ass!
By anonymous at 27,Dec,12 18:41

Yes I agree. Truth is a despicable piece of maggot infested shit. Lower than shit. Lower than a tapeworm. This fucking execuse for a man belongs in the LOWEST DEPTHS OF A SEWER. YOUR A FUCKING DEGENERATE TRUTH BORN FROM YOUR MOTHERS ASSHOLE. YOU FUCKING ASS WIPE.

By anonymous at 23,Jun,12 04:04

Man.. I have another one of there. You write very well, as Aston said, and this pain will cease eventually. Hell, i once almost slit my throat once because i was so down. But guess what, i didn't. Yes, sadness depression hate, it happens to everyone. But what makes it so deep, is how you deal with it. Yes my friend your life may be hell, but remember, there will always be happiness some ware. You do have yourself don't you?
By Dum at 23,Jun,12 04:05

Well said
By anonymous at 25,Jun,12 23:50 Fold Up


By Fuck God at 23,Jun,12 12:34

Think your life is bad? That's nothing compared to those of us who've suffered through your idiotic ramblings. I think you should kill yourself, sissy wine drinker. Two whole bottles? All by yourself? Ooooh... your such a wildman!
By anonymous at 23,Jun,12 16:20

This is despicable cruel and pure evil. Your writing hateful things to hurting people. That's lower than think alcoholism and depression is a joke you ignorant fucker? I'd like to slap and punch your fucking face you degenerate troll. And also blasphemous. You fucking trolls are the lowest form of life and pure evil and you have ruined and destroyed this website. You motherfucker trolls don't belong on this website. This website is for hurting and troubled people to express themselves and for moral support. You fucking trolls have degenerated this website with nasty cruel rude and idiotic comments. I wish you assholes would get off and keep off this website. You fucking trolls are pure evil and prove the Devil rules this fucked up world.
By at 24,Jun,12 02:27

I love to shoot my hot load in your mother's ass.


The Devil
By anonymous at 24,Jun,12 15:18

Look at yourself in the mirror before you go to bed and think about how you pass your time. Stop being a dick.
By anonymous at 24,Jun,12 18:44

To the 3 comments up top, you all going to hell. You think your little fucked up post supposed to be funny. Don't even joke about God and religious stuff even if you believe in it. The post up top by the name F*** God, you need to be ashamed of yourself. You most definitely need to pray your ass off for what you just said. All needs to be washed with holy water and cleanse of pure evil.
By anonymous at 30,Nov,12 12:09

Dont judge lest you be judged
By anonymous at 27,Jun,12 18:16 Fold Up

Well said

By anonymous at 24,Jun,12 02:47

Why don't you shoot your hot load up YOUR MOTHERS ASS AND UP YOUR OWN ASS. And Devil is just what you are motherfucker. Fuck you and fuck this human race.
By anonymous at 24,Jun,12 03:09

I shot it in the corpse's mouth! she died twice. stretch your anus.

By anonymous at 30,Jun,12 10:47

shut up mongoloid. go eat your papa's tiny wang. you're pathetic you have to troll on here to get attention you anus munching balls licking diseased excuse for a retarded human being!

By anonymous at 24,Jun,12 15:13

Anus yourself. FUCK YOU AND FUCK YOUR MOTHER who made the mistake of giving birth to you. I'd like to slap and punch you but I don't want to soil my hands by touching a piece of shit such as you. And Satan and Devil is just who you are motherfucker. Its too bad your fucking mother forgot to use a condom. Your an advertisement for birth control and for abortion. Fuck you fuck your comments fuck your mother and fuck the day you were born.
By anonymous at 25,Jun,12 01:09

couldn't have said it better myself.
By anonymous at 25,Jun,12 21:09 Fold Up

that was harsh.
By anonymous at 30,Nov,12 12:12

Shit i wish for that everyday. Just to go back in time and tell my mom to put on that sleeve

By anonymous at 24,Jun,12 19:06

This is to the person who wrote four blogs above this one telling those stupid trolls to go to hell. I sincerely hope you didn't include me. Hey I'm as angry and as offended as you are about these cruel blasphemous degenerate dirtbags. DON'T confuse me with those degenerates. I'm being harassed by them myself. Be more careful what you write. DON'T tell me to go to hell. And in case you didn't notice; this world is a hell for countless people who suffer physically and mentally. Its evil scum and degenerates who are happy and its good people who suffer.
By anonymous at 25,Jun,12 01:12

are you, by any chance, the fossil guy who called himself mrscrewd up? you sound so much like him.
By anonymous at 25,Jun,12 01:38


By anonymous at 27,Jun,12 00:33

Oh God what you says makes me feel so alone

my life is shit too I had to grow up fast just so that I could protect the people I love the most and they end up being the most ungrateful and blame me for everything
I'm afraid to give up and somehow what you say scares me
I beg you please dont give up
Even thou we dont know eachother I still care
By anonymous at 27,Jun,12 00:52

Thank you.

By anonymous at 27,Jun,12 18:46

Isn't a little encouraging to know, that despite all the shit you've been through, you are still here?

I'm with you when you say life is least that's what you try so hard to tell yourself because you care too much..about everything..I'm not trying to stereotype, but i'm the same way..

You haven't said much about why you feel this way but, I think it's safe to say that for one, you're too smart for your own good, and two, it's not your fault that life sucks..only you have control over you..and that is all.

Your locked in your own cage of torment everyday..because of your fear and hatred of being something great..or terrible.

don't give up..I'd bet a years pay, that your not as bad as you think you are, my friend.

By repweiner at 01,Jul,12 19:15

You're wearing a black cloak while you write this. I know you are.
Red wine gives you a nasty hangover. Drink lots of water before you go to bed. It will help a little.
What you really need is to get laid. Fat girls are easy and so greatful for the attention. Go pick one of those up. When you sober up I mean.

By Clarity at 02,Jul,12 00:11

I've done some research and I've discovered that the reason love 'doesn't exist' is because you have a microscopic penis. When a girl can finally get past your disgusting looks and get serious with you, they find your almost nonexistant penis and are appalled with you. But don't give up hope--I heard a rumor about some kind of penis-enlargement pills. Google it.

Best of luck,
By anonymous at 02,Jul,12 17:00

This is to clarity. Are you a man or a woman? Are you an adult or a child? Are you a decent person of are you a troll? And finally is this comment you wrote supposed to be taken seriously?why are you talking about penises? This isn't a sex ed class. This is about alcoholism and depression. You seem to be confused about the topics at hand. Confusion not clarity describes your comment. I can't figure out why you would write such a comment.
By anonymous at 30,Nov,12 12:17 Fold Up

Wow, that was actually really boring and immature... your just a little girl arent you

By anonymous at 15,Aug,12 18:09

Im lonely. Im mentally tormented. There is no hope for me.
By anonymous at 30,Nov,12 12:21

Get a cat :) its what i did. Sure maybe iv gone a little coocoo, but tigger is cheering me on all the way

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 08:33

and my final comment to all you assholes who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

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