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Everything I worked for is gone

Posted by stupid at January 18, 2011
Tags: Failure  2011 January  Money

I worked hard, I studied harder, I have spent the last two months preparing myself and the last three weeks doing nothing but study. And I failed. It was my last chance to get it right, the last six years and $50,000 wasted on an education that I will never complete. Then just to top it off, my boyfriend gets angry at me because I am upset and he expects me to be Miss Perfect Effing Sunshine all the god damn time.

I feel like screaming, like yelling, like punching things, like hurting myself, like breaking everything in sight. I want to punch my boyfriend in the face because he is the one that spends so much money that I have to work two jobs just so we can survive. He spends and spends on JUNK and then complains when we have no toilet paper. He brought a laptop last week because he was going away for work and taking the PSP and DSI was not enough for him so he went out and spent $1000 in one go and then left me at home with no food, no toilet paper, nothing. I lived on fruit and tin soup for nearly a week until it was payday.

All I wanted was support, someone who would just listen to me yell and cry and be there for me. Not someone who accuses me of picking fights and being melodramatic, I need support right now. I want to just curl up in a corner and die and all I get is critisizm. Might go cut myself now. That should take away the pain.


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By anonymous at 12,Feb,11 22:29

All of these things are your fault. Why do you put up with such an asshole? You have something called free will. And don't try to get sympathy by saying you'll cut yourself. It's time to be a big girl, dump the loser, keep studying, and finish that degree.

By anonymous at 15,Feb,11 10:43

Well, actually it also happened to me, but I'm a man.
And she is always cheating on me. And I only have 1 gf in my life and that's it. No more of this nonsense, I'll end my life here.
By anonymous at 19,Feb,11 00:15

Dont! Fuck that girl! You are better than her. If you kill yourself because of her your just letting her dictate your life. Take control

By anonymous at 19,Feb,11 00:14

Its not her fault, but i agree dump his ass and finish your degree lifes hard you dont need his dead weight. And dude shes obviously hurting dont be a dick. Even if you feel that there is no need to say. Thats not gonna help. This websites sposed to help people

By anonymous at 01,May,12 14:20

Living on a high fiber diet for a week, and at the same time having no toilet paper, sounds like a disaster! God that's funny, I am still in tears, laughing so hard when I read this! Lol

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