Well, as you know my character is kinda screwed. I am 16 YO this year, never had sex, never had a gf, never hug nor kiss before, only dated twice. Many people say that I am very handsome, cool, charismatic, but I do not have a good personality. Many girls like me, and I am the type in which girls go for, but I feel unworthy for them. I am so afraid to know them, because I hate my nice good guy and dull personality. I hate myself a lot. Let me tell u all of my problems. I am anti-social, introverted, has social phobia, don't dare to look into one's eyes when talking and very rude, has all kind of irritating and disgusting action while chatting with others, has an unfriendly aroma, kind of shy, low self esteem and confidence, not bold, one very honest and upright man(seemed like a robot)(this was because of my fking teacher in primary school who asked us to be fking honest and obedient and I was the stupid one who became the teacher's pet and listened to her. From then on, I became some very honest, very very upright guy who doesn't know how to have fun.) Well all these could actually screw my teenage life, screw my entire life. First off, people don't like me. They hate my every action, the way I talk and move and do things. I always screw things up. One fine example was when I was in 8th grade of high school. I was the parade commander for morning assembly and I had to shout out the command. When I was on stage, my leg shook like mad. The audiences laughed. From then on, my self esteem was vanished! I don't even dare to keep my head up. Okay that's not the main problem. Despite being so honest and upright, noone likes me. They hate me for my dumbness, stupidity, and so damn fking retard. They call me idiot. Well, of course, girls after knowing that I am like this, they rejected me once again. They only like my cool and handsome looks. Of course, I disappoint them and myself a lot. That's why up till now, I still never had a gf even though I crave a lot for one. I crave really a lot. Noone basically wants to talk to me. Everywhere I go, be it in class, school, outside, I am a LONER. LONER LONER LONER LONER LONER LONER LONER!!! YES THAT'S THE FKING MAIN PROBLEM. I HATE MY LONELY LIFE. Each day in school, I had to force myself to get into the classroom cos once I got into the classroom, I would be sitting at the back of the class all by myself without anyone to talk to. Noone would like to talk to me. Even if they talked to me, I wouldn't know how to react well with others. I couldn't play with them, I couldn't enjoy myself. I hate myself a lot for that cos since childhood, due to the FKING INFLUENCE of teacher, who wants me to be the teacher's pet and be all obedient :" BE THE QUIETEST AND MOST ATTENTIVE STUDENT. BE HONEST AND VERY UPRIGHT". And I was the silly guy who listened to that old woman and became very obedient good boy who never ever play with others, neglected all my friends and just only listen to teacher in class. That's how I became one dull and obedient guy. GOOD GUY GET NO GIRLS. I got the coolness and looks, but I can't get any girls. IT'S ALL THE FKING OLD BIITCH TEACHER'S FAULT. SERIOUSLY. I WISH TO CURSE HER TO DIE IMMEDIATELY AND BURN IN HELL FOR ETERNITY. SHE SCREWED MY CHARACTER, SCREWED MY TEENHOOD AND ENTIRE LIFE. SHE'S ONE FKING OLD BIITCH THAT I WISH TO GORGE OUT HER EYES, TWIST HER NIPPLES HARD, KICK HER IN THE FACE AND SLAM HER HEAD HARD.I remember once when I was a very very young child, I wasn't like this. I can play a lot with others, people liked me a lot. It's all because of that STUPID FKER TEACHER, HER NAME IS AGATHA ANG. AGATHA ANG SHALL BURN IN HELL. She screwed my character and my life basically. Yeahh. That's all.