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Posted by anonymous at June 18, 2011
Tags: Family  2011 June  Juvenile problems  Loneliness  Money

My life is boring. I'm 17, and it's summer vacation. You'd think I should be going out with friends and having a good time, but all I've been doing is staying at home. My everyday activities consist of only watching TV and surfing the internet.

My "friends" never call me to hang out. Most of them are out doing something or they just don't give a sh*t about me. It's sad because I've known my "friends" for years, but now they only feel like acquaintances. I have no best friends, and that sucks. I have no one to talk to. I've never had a boyfriend, and I don't think I'll ever be able to have one.

I f*cking hate being poor. You can't go anywhere since everything costs money. I hate the fact that for my last year of school, I'll be wearing the same clothes I've been wearing for years. It's embarrassing because they have holes, the color is faded, and my family can't afford to get me new clothes. I want to help provide for my family. I've been trying to get a job, but no one wants to hire me.

My mother is literally psychotic ever since she lost her job. It's annoying to be up during the day only to hear her screaming and talking to herself like a maniac. So, I do my best to sleep all day just to avoid her as well as my father. My father never talks to me, except after he's done using the computer for hours on end - which is sick considering the fact that he only uses the computer to talk to other girls. I hate my father for cheating on my mom. I hate the fact that my mother knows this and is okay with it.

I feel lonely at night. There's no one to talk to. I wish I could have someone, maybe a pet to keep me company, but that costs money too. I have two older brothers, one of which never talks at all, and the other who likes to get drunk/stoned as hell. My stoner brother has a job, but he chooses to waste it all on his sh*t drugs and alcohol rather than helping us out.

... I wish my family actually had money, I wish my mother was sane and was like her old sweet self, I wish my brothers would be more sympathetic about our situation, I wish my life was like my youngster days.


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By anonymous at 15,Jul,11 17:17

i can totally relate, except i have a best friend or 2 i ever get to see and i do get new clothes, except i dont have a lot of clothes with words or anything like that. when i do go shopping for clothes, all i do is look for sales. its kind of sad. my mom is miserable. she took it out on me and said i cant go to the movies with my friends. fucking bitch! i dont have a social life at all except maybe going out with friends once or twice a year. all i do pretty much is be on my laptop. i have cerabal pulsy so my voice is fucked up and i have bad social skills. i hate being a teenager. its probably one of the bitchiest things about life. i think its safe to say my life is ruined. i really feel for you. i hate my life too

By anonymous at 17,Jul,11 08:35

OMG,I'm almost 17 and your life is almost the same as mine,I feel very lonely at night & have a poor-ass family,what you need to do is hang in there,as you get older more doors will open up for you,more better luck awaits you in the future.CHEERS!
By anonymous at 17,Jul,11 10:45

Ha. Not if you are an American. We are about to hit a Depression that could be even worse than the one in the 30s if the powers that be can't compromise on the debt ceiling. Our time of prosperity is over and no matter how hard some kids can study and work, they will end up having to compete with people in the 3rd world content on making 4-5 dollars a day sewing soccer balls together. The baby-boomers ruined this country and no child has a future. All of their schooling means nothing and is redundant these days. Your fault for being born too late.
By anonymous at 20,Jul,11 16:48

your so right about that
By at 21,Jul,11 17:14

Wish you were some one who i know, so i could do something

By anonymous at 22,Jul,11 11:36

I think you should let your parents solve their own problems. Dont trouble your mind thinking about your dad cheating on your mom or you mom doing nothing about it. There is nothing YOU can do about it, and thinking about it, and being angry with them about that, is only going to make your day (and life) harder.

I am not so creative, and i dont want to sound like a smart ass. But you do have a computer at home, and internet. Why dont you find a way in internet to fix your clothes. You have all summer ahead of you. Instead of sleeping all day, and feeling sorry for your self, get those clothes out, and try to change them a bit so you have something different to wear next fall. Or at least so that your clothes dont have holes.

Leave your house, go out and try to find a job. Maybe a couple of hours a week in a coffee shop, or some neighbor that needs a baby sitter. Opportunities will not come knocking at your door while you are at your computer. And highschool jobs are not to be found in the internet. You need to go out there and check on them.

By anonymous at 24,Jul,11 05:37

You are like me! But I decided to fight! You are beautiful and intelligent! You can make friends! Dont worry!

By anonymous at 24,Jul,11 23:50

I am 23 and grew up as u did. Life did get better I have alot going for me and make decent money bar tending and I go to college as well. I can buy everything I need and want myself and it's very freeing. The one thing u can't buy is a friend as to why I'm on this site, I have a hundred acquaintances which is nice but not a single real friend. I know I have time and so do you, hang in there I'm telling you it will get better I thought my life was hell at your age and I can't believe how much it changed in only a few years I'll make it too.

By anonymous at 06,Aug,11 22:39

Omg exactly like my life!! Except for the cheatin father part but exactly like that! I freakin hate my life and i dont think no one gives a eff about it ive had like one bf and everyone tells me im hot but wtf my life suxx my mom tells me she doesnt have money wen she does and get mad wen i dont give her 5 dollars!! 5 dollars! My dad goes to work come home and look up jesus stuff on the computer (im not atheist or anything but come on ) i jus hate everythin!!!!

By anonymous at 26,Aug,11 09:03

hey my name's madhav. R u on fb ?

By anonymous at 07,Sep,11 23:30

Wow.. I am in the same situation as you. I'm a 17 year old guy and I basically spent the entire summer alone. I had friends just like you, but they hung out with other friends and left me alone. I felt so utterly miserable; the only friends I had were online. I also have given up all hope of forming a relationship with anyone, clearly, no one is interested. I used to be able to live this lonely type of lifestyle where I would come home and live my life through video games, but I can't take it much longer. I look around at all my friends and they have everything. Even the total jerks at my school seem to have a the cutest girlfriends in school. All I can say is life sucks and I feel your pain. When it's this bad, I suppose the chances are it can only get better. Remember, we can still reshape our life in college, high school doesn't mean much. However, when I look at all these sad stories about people living so lonely lives, I can't help but feel depressed..

By anonymous at 28,Oct,11 10:02

You need God he talks to every one and Im alone too if you need a friend email me

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