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busy mom

Posted by Jennifer at April 14, 2012
Tags: Anxiety  2012 April

I have really bad anxiety and used to b really shy to the point people thought I had no personallity n was boring. Im 25 now and over being shy anf im a really friendly girl however I have no friends only aquaintances idesperately want friends but ive accepted im gba b a,loner. I have a bf but he makes my life rally stressfull and I feel trapped. I want to just run Away fron my life. I have 3 kids so thats not really possible. All I ever do is work takibf care of people in rgeir homes and cook n clean. I cone home to a dirty house everyday even tho my bf is home alll dau long. He recently lost his job so now I have to worry about,paying all the bills.i have no money for anything I want now. I just want to be able to have sun fun in life but its all the same and,when im not working im home w the kids. My bf hardly ever wants me to go anywhere and last time I went out he told my 7 yr old that I was out drinkin n driving!im constantly accused of talking to my ex and deleting it, I get attitude from,him when my kods dad calls to talk to the kids, I gta always hear him put my ex diwn and if I say anything thats bc I want him still.i just am very stressed out right now and feel like everyday nothing good will happen, theres no me time, no excitement at all and im to the point where I dont wana b around my bf bv I fed up w his inmaturity and im tired of him taking ec
Verything out on me. Im really tired of having no friends too.


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By Truth at 14,Apr,12 11:54

After reading this post, I'm pretty sure you were, in fact, out "drinkin n driving!".

Fuck you, drunken booze witch.
By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 12:05

Hope you feel better about yourself now, truth.

You probably need more help than the dear mom above.
Hope you find the strength within yourself to help yourself.
By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 13:57 Fold Up

There you are. I was waiting for you to make another post. Look, to make myself clear, I mean no disrespect or irony, I just happen to find you the most interesting person in here. So, do you mind telling me a bit about yourself, maybe to help me understand the mindset behind all these posts? I really hope you havent's misunderstood me and your answer won't be "fuck you" or sth.
By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 14:56

He's a troll. This kind had been studied long ago. Just google word troll.

Some trolls are cool. Most of them not. This particular one seems to be a fat troll with no intelligence to speak of. Means that he is most probably a nihilistic kid who will eventually get over it or, in the worst case, he is a full grown loser living in a basement with his mother.
By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 15:00

Maybe, maybe not. I'm still expecting his answer.
By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 20:28

Seriously? Like any troll is going to answer you honestly...
By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 15:59 Fold Up

He has a certain kind of STD. Fucked a random stranger and now he's living with the disease. To release the pent-up anger, he's leaving rude, mean posts here and there to make him feel better about himself. A pretty classic way to draw people in and have everyone's attention directed to him. How pathetic.
By Truth at 14,Apr,12 19:50 Fold Up

How could someone mean "no disrespect or irony"?? There's nothing to really understand here. I fucking hate people who whine about things that they have 100% control over. I particularly hate people who want to kill themselves, because they're usually fucking liars who live on sympathy from others..they're psychic vampire shitweasles who need the favor of being told to shut the fuck up, for their own good. So i don't think there's really anything really interesting in my posting behavior.

There's always the chance that someone might wake up and say "Hey, I really am the cock gobbling fucktard truth spoke of, and maybe i ought to do something about that besides blowing my moon pie face head off!"

Plus, it is awfully goddamn fun making people like the two fags below so angry they have to post very nearly clever's funny knowing I stole a slice of their life.
By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 19:55

Thanks for answering.
By anonymous at 16,Apr,12 09:03 Fold Up

Sorry, wrong person buddy, I'm new here.

By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 12:02

Dump him. You know that's what you have to do, it's written all over your paragraph above. I know you don't want to do it, but you have to. He is bringing you down. He is bringing your children down. You have your children to worry about as TOP PRIORITY. Get him out of your life and focus on supporting yourself and your children.

You can do so much better than him. You are better off with no one at the moment, than someone like him. In the future, down the track, if you even need a partner, find someone who at minimum has a job and loves children and loves you. But you don't need a guy (or gal) to be happy.

Do something! It's your life. Only you can change it. Change is hard, but what's the alternative luvvy? Get rid of him or get so depressed cos he brings you down so much and lose hope altogether? Your kids deserve to have the awesome Mother I know you are. You know what you have to do.

Good Luck hun. May you find the strength within yourself.
Luv, a 25 year old female!

By at 14,Apr,12 13:28

I would be straight with your boyfriend and tell him the truth about your thoughts. If he doesn't want to help you then dump him. He sounds like he is just freeloading off you at the moment. You will find someone much better.

By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 16:43

Your friends are your aquaintances,just open up a bit and be yourself.Enjoy being you and doing what u like,and people will be drawn to that.As for the bf scenario,relationships are suppose to be built on trust,honesty,committment and allowing freedom,allowing the other person to be who they really are with acceptance.

By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 16:49

I was browsing google,and it pains me to see how many people are suffering.All i can say with all honesty,is all people have their trials and tribulation
Deaths,sickness,breakups,depression just to name a is suffering....but it always is in constant flux,nothing stays the same.hang in there.


By anonymous at 14,Apr,12 19:09

god bless you, pray to find the answers to your problems. learn from your mistakes, and if that friend of yours cant help you emotionally, spirtually ,and finacially its time to kick him to the curb.

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