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Posted by anonymous at July 5, 2011
Tags: Anxiety  Health  2011 July

i am 18 married, unable to have children and suffer from mental illness.
I recently developed agoraphobia which is the fear of panic attacks, wide open spaces, and leaving home. I get so scared when i go out that i never leave, i get so scared when im alone that i wait for my husband to get home from work befor i leave my bedroom. I wish i could go back to work i wish i could have children. I wish life did not suck big time.


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