| | Posted by fish at November 22, 2011 |
I committed myself and my business to designing and building a small, affordable, sustainable home. It has cost me everything I had, which was considerable, and has brought me not much but grief and trouble with the local planning department.
Why has it been so difficult to do something good and right for all mankind and the planet? It has ruined me financially... |
| | Posted by not sick [sic] at November 21, 2011 |
...we're fucking disgusting. what a bunch of sickening, self-serving, wretched, detestable things we all are. the way we treat each other, the endless pointless violence, the servile, consumeristic, slavish stupidity of the vast majority of us is utterly revolting. 20,000 children die of starvation every goddamned day. you are owned by megalomanical multinational corportations psychotically obsessed with accruing infinite wealth and power at the expense of your dignity and free will. your sole purpose is to work and produce offspring who will continue to work in your stead when you are dead, and to spend your life convincing yourself it means more than that, so you can keep bribing yourself to get out of bed and go to work for just one more day; hey, maybe today is the day you'll win the lottery and get out of this absurd nightmare. the new [insert product name here] is coming out soon, so there's always that to look forward to, right? maybe you should put on the game or a movie; moronically overpaid and often morally reprehensible gladiatorial/entertainment turnkeys will relax you. oh, but remember to set your alarm clock; you can only afford 2 or 3 hours of sleep less than your body needs before you head off to work again. political integrity for sale to the highest bidder, worldwide police state tactics, heedless rape of natural resources, gang violence, children shooting each other for lunch money or less. think the third reich was bad? the stalinist regime... |
| | Posted by HAHAUSUCK at November 15, 2011 |
It's total BS!!! I fucking hate immigrants who come to the US and get opportunities that LEGAL citizens can't get! I was born and raised here, pay high tax rates so all you whinny immigrant bastards can get on here and bitch that no one likes you!?!?! Gee did you ever wonder why? Maybe it's because you're a leech on society and we are sick of paying for your ass to have a roof over your head, medical care, and not to mention college tuition!! Fuck you all! I'm american, I am barely getting by, my husband continues to work even though his back is blown out because I am trying to get through school which I have to pay for out of my own pocket! No grants for me! And my house is in foreclosure, but because my last name isn't Coslov or Garcia I don't qualify for any programs to get back on my feet. Bottom line, immigrants don't feel welcome here, then you're FREE TO GO HOME!!! And shut the fuck up! |
| | Posted by reed at November 13, 2011 |
Move to north carolina - a year ago-still trying to find a job--Y. Dont know.. Y cant find work. Well beside that-my car is broke again, just got it fixed a month ago-what the hell. Everyone is a certified mechanic- right... Besides that-people here are standoffish-they are like-dont bother me,i dont wanna talk,well excuse me-apparently,people are just a-oles here. This state blows-dont move.here-im leaving soon. Thank God... |
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| Posted by eliott at November 7, 2011 |
Really lonely, although that is pretty much what im aiming for i guess. The world outside, all people, it's just ...not good. I hate being around other people, or that is, i hate showing myself to other people. I dont like myself so i feel the need to be a fake, but being a fake around other people makes me wanna shoot myself, can't stop though. Really would like to ...drop the act, but wanting that so badly just makes me ...act like some, ...i dont know, anyway, the truth is i can't talk to people, can't "connect" with others. I just wanna talk to someone and just feel that awesome feeling of my brain being connected to someone else's. I remember the feeling, but it never happens any more because i effectively block it. All other people knows how to do it, off course, i mean it's not like it's hard, young children do it so easily. I love children! actually children under like 13 i CAN talk to... There is something that happens with people (in our society?) when they grow up that makes me afraid of them. Always so unfoundedly proud, or... i dont know, something. The world around has turned cold, all it gives me is a gray bad feeling. When i read good books i easily start crying witch feels amazing, i imagine being in the book... and here your just in for the ride, in the real world i never let it come to that, never let it come to colorful feelings. Actually, other people makes me depressed because it feels like everyone's motives are bullshit, everyone's fooling themselves, and maybe im the worst, maybe im purposely (though unconsciously) ...lost the thought here:) |
| | Posted by Australian at November 2, 2011 |
I was repeatedly beatened and raped for not being a "real" Australian. I'm white, but not a real Australian. Don't move to Australia if you're a foreign female without a support group or supportive family. Don't move to Australia at all. The people here are dirty, lying, raping, abusive dogs. And if you stand up for yourself, well you simply misunderstood the Australian sense of humour - mate. |
| | Posted by gin at November 1, 2011 |
Everyone has a sad story, so do I but what it comes down to is that people suck in this world. Everyone in my family is dead, my two brothers, my sister and my father all died of cancer. I was fucked by my first and second husband because men suck, they just used me and abused me and all I wanted was love. My mother never loved me, she gave everything to my dead siblings and now that I am the only one left I have to take care of her even after she sold her house and gave everything to my sister and so has nothing now. I am or was religious and those supposed christians used me worse than any non religious person and so christians suck the most! What can I say except that either you fuck people over or they fuck you! |
| | Posted by drew at October 19, 2011 |
people say to pray and that angels will answer your prayers. bullshit. then they say it's part of god's plan that you suffer. always an excuse. neverending. god has never shown himself to me and i've no reason to believe in him and i'm supposed to burn in hell for not believing in him? please. i'm 26 years old and graduated from a top school in california with a shitty useless degree and can't find a decent job because the economy is shit and the truth is, jobs are stupid. our earth is finite yet we treat it like growth can go on forever. i developed eczema on my face a year ago out of nowhere so i feel like a piece of shit all the time even though it's not my fault. i found out that if i eat anything besides chicken and vegetables, my face will break out in eczema and it's neverending, it's dry, hard, red, rashy, TERRIBLE. people are so fucking selfish and evil and our government is completely inept. why shouldn't people be allowed to kill themselves with a painless drug? why hasn't this been allowed to pass? there's so much suffering and people resort to gunshots to the head or knives through the heart. i hate people and i hate this world. a big fuck you to everyone. |
| | Posted by samer321 at October 17, 2011 |
we are in time if u not have one pound you will die hungry . u have money u r good man but if u not have u r boring one . so my story : i am sure it is the same alot of sotries : which is i wana to be me not what the socity want so if ido what i want maybe in final i will die from the hungrey > but if the i was agree with the society i adoubt the socitey he will ate me > so i am now standing beettwen two fires _myself_and socity .
i love to be simple and nature help people and listen to thier problems
and in final they said : u r crazy u not understand thing in the life your active it is very old not agree with society . when i go to hear what is rules his society strcture on it iam here surppriesed > very difficult to be alive with people in the same society u live not on your mind or not on behavior . ok u ask me why not to go to find job: i answer u i tryied but your maind and soul not agree together > so i do not what i say more maybe thereisnot any reason to take moeny or really there is reason > u will tell me if i will take or no .
thanks my god to be live . and write this msg .
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| | Posted by jay at October 16, 2011 |
you do everything for family and friends yet ther e is no gratefulness there or reciprocal kind deed in return,. they are shallow shallow piles of shit
is it that my brain and mind is mopre advanced than theirs, and i should pity them; and just acept that, for myself, i am not going to have a good life. i suppose that at 51 i should already have realised that.. after a life of give give give |
| | Posted by drG at October 14, 2011 |
I hate people. All people care about is themselves. You can try to knock yourself out to constantly stay in contact with them, and all they want to do is bitch and whine about how they're not getting enough attention. I mean fuck, I might have a college degree I'm working on 80 hours a week, and a husband, and an 11-year-old, and a dog, and a house, and everything else...YES, let me drop EVERY FUCKING THING IN MY LIFE TO PAY ATTENTION TO YOU! You know what else? People are boring, and stupid, and completely uninteresting, not humorous. Dull, dim-witted, did I mention uninteresting? Sure, ask me about my day and then interrupt me five seconds into my story so that you can tell me all about your fucking trip to the mall. Great! Then you wonder why I don't want to pay any attention to you! Fuck! People can go fuck themselves. I'm lonely because there's no one worth talking to. So perhaps you can say I'm voluntarily lonely. Great. I'm about ready to eat a bullet. I can't take this world anymore. |
| | Posted by Tod at September 29, 2011 |
I'll admit I've only read a few of your stories, just to get the general vibe of the site. However, I can bet money my life sucks more than yours.
I am a 52 year old man who must register as a sex offender for the rest of my life. Because of that, I can not get a job. I can not find a decent place to live. I can not make friends with or date anyone respectable. I'm likely to die penniless and alone, and possibly homeless.
Oh, but it gets worse. I'm about as ordinary, normal and boring of a guy that you'll ever meet. I don't drink. I don't abuse drugs. I don't even smoke. I've never harmed, harassed, threatened nor been inappropriate with anyone - man, woman or child - ever in my entire life.
If that's not bad enough, read on.
I was living a pretty good life before all of this happened. I worked as an Excel developer for a great company where I'd been for over ten years. I lived in an upscale neighborhood. I drove a nice car. I did not associate with criminals or crack heads. My friends were law-abiding, reputable members of the community. There was nothing about my life, nothing about what I said or did or the way I acted, that would make you think that I was anything more than just a regular guy. It never occurred to me for a second that my life crumble like it has.
A few years ago I developed an obsession with online porn. I started spending so much time looking at porn I would even make excuses to not go to work or be wi... |
| | Posted by anonymous at September 22, 2011 |
I hate.. lower middle class obscurity. It's so.. obscure. No one really gives a fuck about you unless you have tits and/or money. Fucking. Society. Okay, first off, you don't get treated seriously. What's that crap about? We don't even treat each other seriously. The more you resemble the people on TV, the more respected you are. And even worse is that I'm an atheist and am just totally different from everyone else here. Huh, sucks doesn't it? I go to community college. "Ahahaha, what a loser!" Yep, I am one. That's another thing about lower middle class obscurity; You're a loser. I mean, you wouldn't want to be in my situation right? Well, that heading up there says tell my story about how life sucks. Not necessarily your life, but.. my, stupid.. obscure-lower-middle class shit life. I sometimes wonder if this is just some surreal dream I'm having and that I'll just wake up in my beachside house. |
| | Posted by CloviaBel at September 21, 2011 |
Why do people tell me to fight the illness thats likely killing me, when nobody has time for me? I'm so lonely and just found out I'm pregnant with my third child, I try to be happy and giggly and nobody has time for me. I'll do my best to live for my children and i won't have an abortion to save my own life, no matter what people say, I couldn't live myself. My two existing children have a great family to look after them if I die, I just don't get why people yell at me to make a huge sacrifice like abortion of my own child when they have no time for me...........its not a big deal, needed a vent and nobody in the world who wants to talk. |
| | Posted by unknown at September 12, 2011 |
I'm in college and I'm almost finish with it. When I think about it college is oppressive. It sucks that you have to go to college to find a good job. Even that is oppressive. It feels like you are restricted from freedom. You can't do anything without money. I would feel much better if I didn't have to work for anyone, but myself. The fact that we need money to make our lives comfortable just sucks. Money causes evilness. I'm so young and I want to enjoy much of the world as I can. I don't want to feel force to make a living. Unfortunately, I have no choice. It also sucks that people don't interact in person to person anymore. It's all about the internet. I can go on and on about the negative side of society. All I know that society sucks. |
| | Posted by 2 jobs at September 12, 2011 |
math major, trying to find full-time job, 5th year of teaching.
I work 9-4 pm at my real job then 5-11 pm at my minimum wage job every day
Everyone I work with also works 2 jobs because you cannot survive on $10/hr
I'm cheap. I make $0.15 per minute. I struggle to raise my family, pay the bills, and please my wife. I would like to be active in social issues, raise awareness of the poverty of third world starving nations but of course, I am selfish and think only of me and where to find beer money.
I live in Canada. I am taxed to death. Why is it that anyone can find a minimum wage job but so many choose to live off our tax dollar collecting welfare, baby bonus or disability? I want to hear your reactions on how many of us live pay cheque to pay cheque paying minimum balance on credit cards while those on welfare have it easy eating the same food we do and sponging off hardworking folks!
I'm trying to tell my friends about this site so we can all complain and hear your sympathy while belittling those who screw the system stashing away their under the table income while being rent free. We have habitat for humanity here where we give a house away to a deserving family. I think it's a scam. These people always drive nicer cars and wear brand name clothing than those of us working 70 hours per week |
| | Posted by Living in the wrong time, wrong at September 12, 2011 |
I feel guilty for writing about how miserable inside I am since I should say be grateful everyday for my 2 awesome children, nice roof over my head and kind husband, not to mention my doggie, but I have never been more miserable in my whole life. You see I live and breathe nature and the natural world. It's the only place I find truth and solace, yet now everywhere I look, oil rigs and technology is raping the last of the wild in this part of the world and my beloved earth is being destroyed all around me. Worse yet are the masses of people that have become soooo disconnected to the world that sustains our life with air, food and water, that it absolutely breaks my heart and leaves me speechless. I have no desire to live in a world that is dead and money means nothing to my soul or happiness. Even in a job that took me three long months of testing to obtain kills me with coworkers that lack zero compassion to people's suffering (& we are exposed to it daily) and have even less regard for the four legged creatures or the natural world. I understand now how the Native Americans felt as their culture was violently stolen from them, and their once free spirits became enslaved to an industrial society that has now made slaves out of all of us. How is this living anymore? It seems to me more like existing - now I understand why almost everyone I know has a substance or alcohol problem, because we have been forced to deny our souls; their own truths from their destinies creating us to lead vacuous lives.
My life sucks because aside from my children, the only thing that means the world to me is nearly gone and with it my spirit that is dying too.
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| | Posted by anonymous at September 8, 2011 |
I'm a 20 years old student from eastern Europe and all my life seems to me like a movie which I do not want to watch any more. I'm not attractive - A tall fatso - I'm not sociable - have been taught to be independent - And I do not have people to call friends. If you have met in your life a quiet tall + fat and rather smart fat-ass than you should know what I am like. Nobody even considers me a person and tries to avoid me.
I'm just a scary fat-ass with weak social skills I guess. My life does not really suck, but in world where you can clearly see the corruption and meaningless of most things that look like a useless ritual you start to wonder whether your life is not a meaningless ritual as a whole. I feel like I have understood how the world works and now I am sick of it. I feel like an old man who only looks towards death. I have lost hope to find at-least a tiny fracture of miracle in this life which would give my life some meaning. It is hard for me to make friends, other people seem to have problems of being my friends. Although I have some people to hang out with (as long as I have money) they are not my friends.
My life is not fucked although I have been shadowed all my life by elder sisters accomplishments. Not really loved, not really hated... just ignored. You see in this wretched world I have no-one to trust and express how I feel. This post might seem like arrogant words from a spoiled brat but I want to confess - this is the first place I express my pain and while typing I am drowning in my own tears.
I hope you all who read this have a good life. It seems that being a dumb blond chick is the easiest way to live this life. I'm gonna try to change from now on - have to lose 20 kg to gain some self-esteem and good looks as a start... then... we will see... suddenly I feel better.... |
| | Posted by dw at September 8, 2011 |
I worked hard all my life until an injury took it all away from me.I lost my home and everything I owned including my health.I applied for disability but everything the government wants takes a long long time.
I live with my elderly mother .She is behind on her bills and home taxes .loseing her home would kill her.I owe 2 doctors and an attorney on top of my moms bills.All I want is to catch up hopefully then we can fight to stay even until the disability payments kick in. Can you help with 3500.00
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| | Posted by unlucky at September 7, 2011 |
i born in a rich family,with boys n im the only girl.so i had everything love care everything.but when im 8 yers our business loss and we shift in to middle class family.everyone says"you are pretty,cute".my dream is be an airhostress,when im 16 i asked my parents to change my school,but our family sitation was not that much good to do so,after my highschool education i thought of flying abroad n start my degree unfortunatly afetr my faters death i miss that chance.But the sad thing alsways this FUCKING MONEY PALYS ALOT.my class mates who always sit for repeat examination were now in abroad..... I'm the batch top student but....................................... I Hate my life, always im unlucky...... |
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