| | Posted by Sandy at February 1, 2012 |
I guess I hate my life too! Why are we all so unhappy people? They say be positive and make yourself happy, believe in it and make it happend. Sure!
Try, keep trying, try harder, an even harder, again and again... and then, for what? To start over. Why does money run the world? Why can't we just be happy?
If I compare myself to others that have lots, I feel like I have not much. If I compare myself to others that have less then I do, I tell myself, I'm not that bad my life could of been worse. But then, I realise what ever it is, I'm still not happy. One day I wake up, and thank god I have everything to survive. But then, some other days, I ask myself why is my life so miserable.
Today, religion, values, education and money runs tha world. Why did I marry a man from other culture, religion and diff values? To finish like this? Unrespected, that doesn't believe in me, careless what I think or what I wish for, that berly show sign of love or affection, that treat me like a dog. Why go through a controling man that manipulate me and put me down, put myself esteem down? All this to survive, make sure my two kids survive. I left many times but had to go back cuz never been able to last by myself with the cost of living and debts. Was this my life, my faith? Last time my husband was drunk he almost killed me. Never though I would have to go back to this miserable life to not lose my kid. All I want is my kids to be happy. Sacrifice, sacrifice, sacrifice... I just ho... |
| | Posted by Egyptian Revolutionary at January 28, 2012 |
the thing is that . i am from the ones who made the played a role in the egyptian revolution until the the stepping off of Hosney Mubark then the SCAF took the lead
and said we will give the power to a president after 6 months after those months nothing happened i pretested again and i was hit in my chest and leg by a bullets and when i was at the hospital the SCAF tied me to the bed and i was trailed by the military (i'm not a soldier) with 15 years of jail then the SCAF told that they will let us go but didn't so then i was released then after 6 months of jail and now i'm protesting against them until they step down one word to the president of the SCAF Hussein Tantawy that is fuck you |
| | Posted by Breathe at January 25, 2012 |
That I've had, the people who do the wrong things get promoted. I just for the life of me don't understand. I show up early and stay late and don't get a raise. I'm not having children in this ass backwards world...oh and a bully from my old job just made her first million. FUCK LIFE. |
| | Posted by anonymous at January 17, 2012 |
I used to think that I would have things and be somebody and that I would get respect from people because I give them respect. I have spent most of my life being put down and laughed at and why all of this I don't know. I do know that I have ADHD and that I have a very hard time with focusing on anything for long. I get frustrated with things cause I lose interest in them. I became a carpenter and a plumber cause I did not know what else to do. I guess that I just fell into it and never left. I have allot of great ideas, but do not know where or how to start to get them off of the ground. I have a high IQ but still cannot seem to stop my brain long enough to figure out the common sense things like where to start to get a business going. Even hear I am just rambling. I am 48 and my whole life people have put me down so that they can feel better. tell me that I am stupid and tell me that the ideas that I come up with are dumb and will not work. I have not held as job for more than a year in my whole life. I can do better than this I have some very good ideas, but I need help getting them off of the ground. Man people always have nothing but negative things to say when I tell them about my ideas. It is as if they think that if my idea works then they will look bad or something....who knows. I am now about to be homeless with no money and no car no job and when I asked my mother for a little help she said that I should go to a homeless shelter and eat at a soup kitchen. Now mind you that I have asked my mother for very little help and that she has plenty of money. I do not know what to do from hear I feel very very lost and indeed. |
| | Posted by anonymous at December 28, 2011 |
yes, it is true, life sucks. If you are born into money, you may have no worries, but life still really sucks. If you lie and cheat, and screw people over, you may get rich, but your life still sucks bad. I have learned that everyone is selfish no one gives a S about anyone but themselves. Even happiness is fake, your life still sucks. We are all lied to, manipulated, and walked all over, and then you die. Did I mention life sucks. Atleast when you are cold and in the ground, then you won't know anymore how badly your life sucks. Do some drugs, get drunk, beat someone up, whatever makes you feel better. you won't ever get far from the fact though that this world is nothing but sufferring and don't forget, you are not alone, because I too know how much life sucks |
| | Posted by Dr.D at December 24, 2011 |
Don't get me wrong, my life is pretty average, I've got a girlfriend who's loving and caring, but what makes life suck, is that everyone is expected to be something - the world has standards that they want us to meet and I can't seem to reach that standard, what I hate the most is all the Ignorant people, I can't stand them in any way, I've got a crazy ex who continues to turn people against me, heck she even turned my best friend against me by saying false things to him, he didn't even bother to see if it was true or not, even now (after 3 years) she seems to try and turn my girlfriend against me not just my girlfriend but everyone, I hate people and their stupidity. |
| | Posted by Jim at December 15, 2011 |
ever since i was a kid my parents have beaten me some times just for running around on being a kid they've hit me with sticks and my father has punched me in the face repeatedly and now im 18 i got no job ive been to the fucking useless job centers a fucking 100 times there's no jobs in this fucking shit hole called australia not 1 single job because the fucking government of this worthless country keeps letting these fucking immigrant fucks come here and they take all good peoples jobs because the company's pay them less wages that is fucking bullshit fuck this fucking country and fuck these fucking immigrants fuck off we don't fucking need you or fucking want you here its impossible to get a job for me but these fucking cunts come here and they're set for fucking life they automatically get a fucking job and what ever they fucking want which is fucking bullshit when my grand pa came here in 1960 he had shit he worked his ass off in the factory's to get money and build a house for his family but these fucking immigrants get money from center link which is taxpayers money on a bunch of scumbags who already have fucking jobs and to the job centers fuck you they say you need a lot of experience to have a job then how do these fucking refugees get fucking jobs explain that to me you fucking cunts take your job center diploma and shove it up your fucking ass you motherfuckers |
| | Posted by dodo777 at December 11, 2011 |
Since david cameron has got in power people are suffering food gone through the roof people cant afford to put thier heating on its getting so bad here now cameron has messed up with the EU and more people in wales will lose their jobs and homes he is pandering to his back benchers that put us were we are now.He is a cruel man that just wants to make a name for him self and his eton buddies.The working man is in fear of his home and job there has been more riots in london today 100 odd people wer arrested i THINK MORE WILL FOLLOW as this government pushes more people in to poverty.Christmas is coming and I for one havent spent this year even though the shops are giving 50% off their stuff.I hate this tory led government so much. |
| | Posted by dodo777 at December 9, 2011 |
I hate my country its so cold cant afford heating no money.Cameron our prime minister is a nasty dude that is making the poor pay for the bankers mistakes.Christmas is around the corner and its so depressing.Living on benefits people are turning on each other.Life is one big worry and I hate living here.They say life is what you make it well that is bull.People are stuck in a rut in britain.I would like to move were its warmer and money wasnt such a need.No jobs here.Drug dealers are thriving.My son is on a big downer.I am coming into money when my mother dies and my life will change a bit but its not enough to change my life but will not have to worry about bills all the time.Food prices are going up every time I go to the shop asda is the best.I got no freinds but thats the way I want it as people are like leeches some times borrowing and not paying back asking for smokes and money for drugs i am good with money some people I hung with was getting more money than me and was still useing me for a drive or borrowing for electric so its more trouble than its worth.My life is lonely but I can live like this.I used to buy my freinds when I was younger because I didnt want to stay in my house with my nutty parents I even grassed myself up to police so to go to prison away from the beatings .I am 51 now and my health is detereating.I hope my next life is in a warm place spain egypt or australia.Life sucks in britain so dont think of coming here. |
| | Posted by dodo777 at December 8, 2011 |
Because money is getting hard to earn or steal or con people in wales.Britain are turning on each other say people on benefits are lazy and get to much benefits while thousands of jobs are being lost because this government is cutting back so fast and deep people cant afford to live.Life is becoming horrible its freezing and people cant turn their heating on christmas is coming and its so depressing 3 people have commited suicide in the last few months one woman hung herself by a school.I am sick to death of hearing people complain about money.Cameron our prime minister is a rich guy trying to tell us how to live its a hard life getting the bankers of the time have ruined this world greed is the norm and the poor are suffering because of it.Not one banker have been taken to court for fraud.I would like to know why.Bankers and their bonuses must stop.How there hasnt been civil unrest in this country yet I dont know.I hate this country the haves are even turning on the have nots saying we are lazy and dont want to work.LIFE SUCKS |
| | Posted by John at December 8, 2011 |
29 years old. Did a undergrad in arts, (didn't have the required 90% average to get into a major that makes money (i.e. medicine, and/or law) (I had an 80% average) so chose to become an accountant. Unemployed for a long time, finally got a job. Now being bullied at work. Hey you know what? If you're out of it for a while and then go back to work people may think you're a little bit timid or a bit of an over-achieving nerd. Well, I try to play it down as best I can, but if they get that impression it's because I'm scared shitless of going on welfare or U.I. not because I don't give a damn about them. Can you blame me? Live with my mom but my parents are divorced. $50,000 student loan debt. I know I know I'm lazy and stupid that's why I majored in accounting. See if I majored in neurosurgery then I'd have a job but because I majored in accounting I deserve it, I should have known better.
From day 1 tried to do well in school to get a good job so I wouldn't be poor. Ever since I was young people told me the reason I'm broke is because I'm either lazy or stupid (the reason was that my parents were divorced but employed so yeah each of them made $30,000 a year but I lived with one of them and the other one didn't give a ****). But throughout the process of going to school and getting a job people would really bully me. They always thought that I thought I was trying to be superior or something. WRONG. Unlike some people, I don't have the brains so I hav... |
| | Posted by anonymous at December 7, 2011 |
I consider myself a nice person. When a friend needs someone to talk to I'm there, if someone needs to borrow money I lend it to them if i can, and even try to help out friends with school. I ask for nothing in return and guess what? That's exactly what I get. None of my friends or family ever offer to help me when I'm struggling. I have to beg for favors and usually I'm met with unsympathetic stares . People are only ever nice to me when they need something. I can barely ever get my "friends" to return my phone calls, texts, or get them to hang out. I feel like they mistake my kindness for weakness. I can't even talk to anyone about how I feel about anything because the only advice I ever get is to suck it up and fix it. They blame me for my own problems. Yet when someone is telling me they're having a hard time I'm nothing but nice and I try to cheer them up, not tell them that they're their own problem. People rarely ever pay me back on time if they bother to pay me back at all. I'm sick of being walked on but whenever I try to act the way they do no one wants anything to do with me. On top of that I'm doing horribly in school. Not for lack of studying or trying but I guess I'm too fucking stupid to figure college out. When I try to ask friends who have taken the classes I'm struggling with they barely do anything and say go to tutoring. 'I already tried fucking tutoring it didn't help at all why do you think I'm asking you' is what I think while they act as if I'm just not trying. WTF is wrong with me that I can't get anyone to feel anything for me but annoyance and disgust I feel like just quitting, shutting down and going through the motions like some kind of robot. I can't take feeling like a door mat anymore |
| | Posted by dodo777 at December 7, 2011 |
Since my depression i have eaten chocotae every night and putting on waight slowley not to much though but a night without it I feel so low and lonely.The paster came to my house today to pray for me as i went to church last sunday for the first time.Well i was 7 last time i went soo.I am reading in the news about people that are on benefits people are calling them scroungers and sherkers but the truthe is there isnt any jobs and since cameron got in power jobs are getting hard to come by.75 people are loosing thier jobs before christmas to really sad but since money is getting tight people are turning on one another it so sad they are now picking on people that are disabled saying they could work and shouldnt be having so much money in benefits .They them selves could be on job seekrs allowance soon.That is what this government is calling it now.I hate this government so much.People can see how they are useing the media to stir things up.Thousands of people are so fed up food is going up in price not by a couple of pence but 20 to 30p and we been told its gonna get worse.Chocolate has doubled in price so i am making the most of it so is my son love him he havent much of a life and i cant see much of a future for him.My mother is dieing and is leaving me £20,000 i know its sad but i cant wait to get it as my house is falling apart and I need a plasma tv and other electrical things.Life has gone so cruel I fear for the young kids of tomorrow and what they face I really do. |
| | Posted by vertigo gypsy at December 7, 2011 |
I will warn you up front, i dont know how write good. So grammar nazis please cut me some slack.
1. worked with husband in successful business
2. Divorced him taking nothing as i felt (at age 30) he had given me a great life whiel we were together financially, & knowledge in the industry we worked, we had no kids... Afterall i was his wife/companion, not a prositute.
3. I decided pre 9-11 to join the military so i could add electronics to my knowledge base.
4. 9/11 happened I was deployed in 03 got a blast injury
5. fight with military for over 3 yrs about diagnosis, meds ect ect.
6. They compromised with diagnosis to get me out before my 6 yr mark.
7. the VA i went to~ totally changed my diagnosis to mental after ONE inprocessing interview.
8. Under mental i didnt qualify for free meds & forced to pay for them, because NONE were related to their diagnosis... I had TBI, PTSD, MSTD~ VA decided sme kind of somatoform disorder.
9. due to the disorder diagnosis, i didnt qualify for many of the voc rehab programs "just wouldnt have been able to handle the stress"
10. They didnt want me to disclose to potential employers that i lose conciousness or have bouts of vertigo & migraines which tend to make me throw up at the most inopportune times.... lol the food industry would love to havve me ^^
11. I insisted to have that in writing, as a response they "compromised" & wrote the following so n so may work for 2-3 days a week but the VA b... |
| | Posted by dodo777 at December 6, 2011 |
My nerves are shot I am getting feelings I cant explain but they are horrible my stomache is turning.I get panicky for no reason and i FEEL SO alone.I cracked up before and it wasnt nice couldnt look people in the face and avoided any one i new.I am due to see a forensic pyciatrist and it cant come quick enough my son and my x knows i am on one and that doesnt help I am 51 now and in a state.How sad is that.Life is so negative with all the cuts and the government is means testing the benefits system and people were i live is comiting suicide as the government is useing the poor to get back what the banks have lost.Life is getting so misrable.I just dont know what to do? |
| | Posted by dodo777 at December 5, 2011 |
This government in britain is cutting back so much its killing off this economy.David cameron has shown nothing but contept for the poor end of society and he will continue to cut untill we stand up and say enough is enough.Thousands are loosing jobs.The rich are not taking any of the waight that really the rich bankers and their freinds have done the damage to our economy.About time tax evasion become a title in our news papers instead of people being caught for claiming benefits.Billions of pounds are being stashed away in swiss banks and what is this government doing about it.?The tories have always been the same for them selves the rich.Directers have given themselves a 49% increase in wages while the little man is struggling to pay the bills this country has become to capitalist if thats the right word. |
| | Posted by analogue eyes at December 4, 2011 |
Meh,
Everything is garbage.
Religion is nonsense, a good idea but completely abused and distorted.
A quick view of older religions opposed to Christianty shows that Jesus was just a fresh coat of paint on Osiris.
Religion mentally crippled me for about 10 years.
I'm agnostic.
Humans know nothing.
We can't govern properly, 2/3rds of the world lives in squalor.
Oh well, we have the luxury of overpaying for 500 channels of garbage.
Yay America!
People are out for themselves,....no big deal, I am to once I smartened up.
I want nothing out of life. I realized that when I was 23.
Credit is a trap, debt will crush you.
I love my studio apartment, chill out and write, or hit the streets on my bike and take photography.
I love my girlfriend, but let's just say the thrill is gone after 18 years.
We're pretty good roommates when I spend time at her house.
Everyone I know is crying about turning or being just over 40.
Quit bitching. We grow up, get old...the end.
WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WE'RE DOING AS A SPECIES!
I feel like we're all just wasting our time on a little blue marble that's spinning around in some ass end of the universe.
And we keep having to go to the bathroom!!!!!! |
| | Posted by anonymous at November 30, 2011 |
Why is it so impossible to make it in modern America?
I hear all these baby boomers calling my generation lazy. I don't understand what they expect us to do.
I work very hard, working two jobs while trying to complete an engineering degree. I want to succeed, but I don't see a feasible pathway to the middle class.
If you're 18 years old in this country, what are you supposed to do when you graduate high school?
1.) You can follow your dreams and go to college, but that will almost certainly make you a debt slave for 10-20 years. And when you graduate the likelyhood of getting a job is small at best.
2.) Join the military that is now so full it is competitive to get into.
3.) Go work a series of minimum wage jobs that give no health benefits, and no chance of promotion without a college degree.
It must have been nice to go to college for a sixth of the cost, to have almost instant opportunity upon graduation.
It must have been nice to pay into social security and expect to receive it yourself.
It must have been nice to quit your job and migrate to San Francisco, sit out in the grass, smoke pot, and listen to music for a week straight, to burn your draft card and take acid everyday.
It seems to me that of all the people who can critize my generation, the baby boomers should be the last to open their mouths. |
| | Posted by Forked at November 29, 2011 |
Sick of working for the rich.Worked 60+ hours all my life.Everytime i lose my job iam bak 2 scratch again.All i ever want to do is support myself.Been lied to all my life.Work hard & u can have anything...BS!Pray to god 4 help..BS!Goverment r 4 the people...BS!The only way to fix climate change is to tax..BS!
I can see the rich laughing saying.This god thing is great the poor think they will be looked after when they die.LOL! In the mean time they can help me enjoy my life.Climate problems?haha i dont have 2 change my ways i can aford it.If these people really believe in god they wouldnt be rich they would be helping the poor.Well i dont want help from the MF greed merchants.I want the wealth shared more evenly.I dont resent any1 making more money than me.Though when some1 i no is making over my yearly wage in a week they can get Forked.
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| | Posted by SickandTired at November 23, 2011 |
When I was 17, I was on the top of the world. I was one of the Top fifty college football prospects in the state. I was on my way to a big university. Season is almost over and i get real bad sick, hospitalized. Lost almost eighty pounds over he next few months. Scholarship goes out the window. So i end falling in the love at 18, i've never been one to trust anybody and i let my guard down. I go off to college (in same county, still live at home) and by the end of the first semester im ready to marry this girl, one day i have some problems downtstairs so i go to see the doc. Turns out i have a bacterial infection, clamydia, awesome so the girl im bout to propose to gets a train run on her by two of my best friends! and gives me chlamydia! HAHA! so i go on a little depression experiment with drugs then get my life back together. Go back to school, have my own apartment now, have a good job everything seems to be working out. Unfortunately i was still smoking weed at this time, i ride with a buddy so he can pick up some product, he decides to rob the dealer, dealer turns out to be an undercover detective, im in the passenger seat so i go down with a six year sentence also. Spend almost two years in prison. Finally get out, enrolled back in school, meet the most amazing girl i've ever met in my life and i get her pregnant. Im a fucking bum that can't even get a job at the shittiest of places because of my felony. How do i support this baby? No one will give me a chance, and i feel like i've completely ruined her life because she is stuck with me now. I understand why so many people end up going back to prison because in our society, regardless of what you did, if you're a felon, then youre a modern day leper. |
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