| | Posted by Camrun at October 14, 2009 |
im 15 nd my life sucks so bad i just want to die... well its like this im 15 i go to a private school nd im yr 10 adn im not popular and im like the smallest kid in yr10 and the weakest i get picked on and teases nd evrything someone will be like ur ghey nd ill be like no u r nd they punch me so i pucnh them bck and guess wat they have just smashed me as hard as they can i hate it i cnt stand up for my self coz im weaker then evryone.... then i got my home life i come home to my dad who is allways liek haven ago at me nd takeing it out on me coz he cant go to the pub nd get shitfaced so he hits me nd i cnt fight bck i hardly ever get to go out were my brother does my brother brakes his leg and i get made do do all the chores but wen i broke my arm i still had to doo them WTF:@ i never get a birthday party i litureally have never had one on my birfday i have to do chores but on my brothers he gets to PARTY!!!! and thne u got m brother sayong im a selfish cunt nd all dis shit nd that i shoulda been dead nd i should go die in ahole...nd my dad forces me to plzy NRL rugby nd in my team im the oldest great btu the fuken smallest nd weakest nd all i here very trainin day nd game day awww catch the ball u fuk head but wen the captain drops the ball come on bro do it again hahhah...WTF is the diffrence between me nd him??? but then at trainin its aww ur shit catch the ball go stand over there aww dotn takle coz u cnt wow ur shit go die in a hole nd i herd that same shit for 7 fuken weeks OMG GOT ANYTHING NEW TO TELL ME??? i have tried to kill my self that many times that it seems like im just ment to be alive nd suffer this shity life i tried cuttin my rists in hot watter just survived tried hangin ma self the belt fuken snapped i jumped out infront of a car OMG only a broken arm OMG yyyyyy cnt i just die :'( QQ its just not fair i cnt takle it ny more....... thats practiclly my life |
| | Posted by Lala at September 25, 2009 |
College graduate, Married to a Dr. with tons of student loans and debt to get through school. Parents not rich so had to make our way. Not a druggie or alchy. I've always worked my butt off, never counted on the government or others tax dollars for help. Our business is slow, so not much money, can barely pay bills much less make a dent in the debt. Found out we were pregnant after putting it off for 6 years to get educated. I'm 31 so not old yet. Had to pay the entire things myself... no medicaid for me. Only to have miscarried in week 12. So the silver lining is I don't have to pay the entire $15000. I hate everyone who never works and gets to have the things they want: children, vacations, boats, etc... Sometimes i think i should have just been an idiot dropout with no education and no skills and too lazy to get a job. I'd probably have a hell of a lot more than I do now. LIFE SUCKS!!! |
| | Posted by 3lement at September 18, 2009 |
Hii Guyz am 21..my life sucks. n i hate my life.. i hav nothing to do in my life i smoke i sumtimes drink.. any thing happend in my life is incomplete i never passed ma exmas..tests..etc.. n am a big burdon on my parents they also hate me cuz in return i have never given them any thing.. i am doing BSC..still sitting at ma place and eating ma dads sallary...my dad is Sugar Patient...n i cant do any thing for him.. |
| | Posted by robbie at August 31, 2009 |
I definitely do not have it as bad as some people. (after reading some of those stories) Wow! But i am definitely not happy most of the time. Just about everytime I go to Meijers and stand in the line to check out I start to cry. It happens when I am driving sometimes. Everytime I see an attractive girl or couple I get sad. Really sad or worse, mad. For no reason. Imagine crying for no reson at all, or atleast not knowing the reason, in all kind of public places and also at my WONDERFUL house where it is just me and my cats. Atleast I have them. I guess. I wasn't abused when I was growing up and I can't think of any logical reason to be sad. Yet I am. I have major anxiety issues . Just the thought, LITERALLY, just the thought of talking to a girl makes me start to sweat and my hands get all clammy and my minds goes blank and I don't know how else to explain it. It is the, one of the, most uncomfortable feelings I experience or can imagine. I have OCD, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. And although on a scale of 1 through 100 I am probuly only a 50, maybe 60, it takes me 10 to 20 minutes to leave the house, EVERYTIME I leave the house. And quess what, the more stressed I am or the more of a hurry I am in (both of those , alot) the longer it takes me. So if I am in a hurry and then it takes me longer, then I am going to be even later, and so on. Nice circle. I can't imagine ever having kids because dirt drives me insane, germs too. Kids get dirty and it is p... |
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| Posted by anonymous at August 23, 2009 |
i want to experience sex and drugs i wanna no y i see people killing themselves wif dope nd shit.. i fuken hate drugs but if u cant fight em join em,,, i wanna get as high as a kyt nd forget bout how much everything sucks. i belive in god but y the fuk would the big man care about sum1 who is fat nd ugly like myself,,,, im truly the walking dead i have lost all my love nd i now hate more than i ever have. i have pushed the self destruct button nd it is stuck in my finger aint coming off it till im dead. YER THATS RITE dead!!!! I HATE U but i hate me more. i hate reality so i live behind the wall, i just feel alone nd sad :( |
| | Posted by anonymous at August 21, 2009 |
Six years ago my wife dumped my 3 month son on me and asked for a divorce.3 years later tired of paying daycare,babysitters and no sex i married a lady that spoke no english.we cannot communicate and she always needs money.this feb.i invested 80,000 in bank and insurance stocks margined out 3 to 1.3 weeks later lost all of it on a margin call.If i could have ridden out till now it would be worth almost 300,000.Ive got horrible luck in every sphere of life.My clotheing business is bankrupt my home in forclosure due to stock market loss.
Got sepsis from apendicitis middle of march.applied for food stamps,public houseing. everyday is hardly worth liveing I hope god heres my cry for help.
thanks for listening |
| | Posted by anonymous at August 14, 2009 |
It's not YOUR life that suck's. It's life in general. Their is nothing about this miserable existance that is worth doing. I have a good job, good pay, but who really care's. It dosent make me any happier, im bored to ol hell, and aint nothing God Jesus Buddah or tom fin cruise can do about it. |
| | Posted by born loser at July 3, 2009 |
My life sucks because my life sucks....what more can i say. i am a total loser piece of shit. Had a good job and got laid off about 2 years ago, havent worked since then because no one seems to want to hire me. living back in my home town with my wife and 2 yr old boy. My neighbors are bigger losers than i am and they bother us constantly. I want a job. I want to move. I want a life. I can not handle the ....oh fuck it ...who cares anyways |
| | Posted by Joey at June 27, 2009 |
Imagine going through your life knowing that you weren't supposed to be born.
I found this out when I was about 9 or so. I overheard my mother telling my oldest sister that my father had a vasectomy when she was pregnant with my older sister. My father had to have a second one after my mother found out she was pregnant with me!! Of course my mother told my sister not to tell me, and she never did, it just so happened that I was in the next room, and could hear the conversation. Why didn't my mother let that little family secret go with her to the grave? I know that my father would have never told me. Maybe that's the reason that I feel that I have to give so much of my time and money back to my siblings to make up for the things that they couldn't have since my parents had to spend more money on me.
Oh well, when I die, my small estate will be given to them in equal portions, hopefully that will make their lives better.
That's just one of the many things that sucks big time about my life. I have many, many others growing up in a screwed up family!!! |
| | Posted by biteme at June 21, 2009 |
i know my life isnt bad like most people but i just felt like tellin everyone.
1. my boyfriend i come to find out cheated on me our whole relationship. and slept with other women. then i find out when i went to break up with him he had his other g/f over at his apartment and she was my best friend.
2. i lose my purse with everything in it. ID, SSN, debit card, and my medication which btw was the last bit i had.
3. my parents are furious with me and they didnt have to make me feel any worse.
4. my friends dont seem to care about my problems which the dont know most of them and neither will you.
I-F-U-C-K-I-N-H-A-T-E-M-Y-L-I-F-E |
| | Posted by anonymous at June 6, 2009 |
I have no future. I am 28 going on 29 and I graduated college in last May in Broadcast Journalism. In case you didn't know...media is not one of the best fields at the moment. I have only had ONE interview for my course of study since graduation and I turned it down b/c I was "guaranteed" a better job. Well, the other job didn't happen b/c of the economy but fortunately I had found a great job many months later. Everything was going really well until they had to lay-off employees and me being new meant I was gone. That was in January and still I haven't found anything; well that is anything that would support me. I have been in a downward spiral since.
I use to be a very positive person, mostly b/c my family is very supportive, but b/c of my situation I keep looking to myself to blame for everything turning out the way it has. I mean...look how pathetic my life is right now:
1. I am an unemployed 28 year old.
2. I moved back in w/ my parents.
3. I have not been in a relationship since college (not that I would want to deal with that at this moment).
4. I have a worthless degree.
I am not really enjoying life right now, especially when I look at the lives my family and friends are living. Mine is that of a small fraction of theirs. I constantly feel embarrassed about how things have turned out, even more so when I think about the opportunities I have had throughout the years. I have ruined everything and now the future looks bleak.
I am strongly considering joining the Naval Reserves, in fact I have a scheduled test Tuesday and physical Wednesday, in hopes that I can go back to school (again, unfortunately) for a more meaningful degree. I really don't want to join but I see no other way out?
I am a dreamer...and I believe that this way of thinking makes matters worse but I know no other way. |
| | Posted by anonymous-53009 at May 31, 2009 |
You can't imagine how many times I have wondered and asked myself "is this all just an illusion, a cruel joke by some divine source, how can so many people have the will to go on in this cruel and pointless world"?
If you feel like me and want to surrender don't have any children - you are doing your unborn descendants a favor. This is not the type of world and society I would want my children to "live" in. |
| | Posted by anonymous at May 19, 2009 |
everything bad i ever did gets exposed ;why and also so many bad things happen to me that i didnt deserve; imagine all ur secrets and private life being exposed consently; i get no privacy i am every1 scarfical lamb; every1 feels better exposing me ; every1 i confided berayed me; i have no self respect i am embaressed people dig thru my trash; i am so depressed and sick mentally and physically;some guy totaled my car and blamed it on me and got away w/ it; i have no money ; i was blinded by stupidity and choice the wrong relationships that haunt me ;torture my soul; i am so lost in this world; i cant hardly breathe; |
| | Posted by that jonny kid at May 17, 2009 |
What more can i say when i say life sucks; much much more. my life sucks because i was bullied in school, my life sucks because i was never that bright A-grader in highschool or that Hunky dude who excels in sport. my life sucks because i am short and i am therefore treated like a second class citizen. my life sucks because i am poor thanks to my saab, or should i say general motors who rip off their customers whose cars break down every second. my saab keeps breaking down and i cant get my licence cos i have pefectionalist instructors where i live. my life sucks because i hate all the women i know except for mother who i lost thanks to cancer. my life sucks because i keep seeing the word cancer on the news and on commercials. my life sucks because my job has robbed me from my freetime. my life sucks becuase i humiliate myself everytime i go to work. my life sucks because women tend to see through me. my life sucks because i am "ugly" according to women although i am only being myself. my life sucks because some of my friends may be backstabbers and are plotting things behind my back. my life sucks because i go to uni and now i have sleepless nights. my life sucks because i go to the gym but i am still that scrawny little bastard i see on that mirror. my life sucks because very few people understand the pain i feel. my life sucks because i know things will never get any easier as i grow older. my life sucks because i will become an adult and i wont get to be a teen anymore. my life sucks because i am not looking forward to getting a new home. my life sucks because i have a tiny amount of friends. my life sucks because i somehow repel people from me. my life sucks because i am black and i keep getting mistaken for an indian even though i am australian. life bloody sucks. but life doesnt suck anymore because i am used to the shit that life throws at me. |
| | Posted by anonymous at May 15, 2009 |
Sometimes I just don't even know. I wasn't aware that things could go from totally normal to such crap in an instant. It's terrible, I hurt all the time no matter what I do or where I am. I just can't escape who I am and I'm afraid that it's killing me.
I wake up every morning disgusted with myself. I'm fat, and definitely NOT happy. I'm on the border of an ED, which is making me feel even worse. I've been skipping meals so often that I'm dizzy and nauseaus, but I'm afraid to touch food in case I gain back the weight I've lost so far. It's a vicious cycle, and my mother is starting to catch on. I can't get sick from this because I can't miss anymore school, or I'm going to loose any chance of a scholarship which would be my only chance to get the hell out of here.
My dad is loosing his job, which is more stress on the entire family. Who knows what's going to happen? I'm terrified, but my parents insist on treating me like it's somehow my fault, if I get one more glare from either of them I swear I'll live on the streets. It's ridiculous, and I just want out of this house. I need to escape, because real soon I'm gonna end up doing something stupid that I'll really regret. And I can't afford that.
Our best family friend has a brain tumor, and things aren't looking good. She used to be a goofy and fun person, now she's quiet and in pain. The doctors can't say how long she has to live, it's completely inoperable and in a part of the ... |
| | Posted by anonymous at May 12, 2009 |
I lost my job last year, living off my savings, hooked on painkillers, taking two types of anti-depressants and just buried a dear friend. My only thoughts at the mass were that I wished it was me in the coffin. But betters days are coming, right? |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 22, 2009 |
everyday i go to skool with a suckish teacher that i think hates me and i hav parents that get mad at me for no reason .i go to a karate skool later and all i see is a bunch of annoying boys. i hate my life . am i the only one. help |
| | Posted by James Saloufakos at April 21, 2009 |
I am only nine years old an my life sucks.Let me tell you how it sucks.Well it all started when i met my freind Trenton.Iwas in 1rst grade.It started when he got a girlfreind and i was jealous.Then i noticed that i started to get boring. Every time i taked to sombody (including my freinds),they would ignore me.I got depressed and did'nt talk to anyone for a while.Then i ran into my old freind from kindergarten,Ryan.Then he turned into my best freind again.The next 3 years after that we just did'nt talk to each other for some reason.It is 4th grade now and me and Ryan are freinds again.He tells me he likes this girl,Breanna.I kinda like her too.A couple of months later i find out that Breanna likes him too.So now im in a situation where my freinds going to have a girlfreind and im not.It sucks and i dont know wat to do.
LIFE SUCKS
by James Saloufakos |
| | Posted by anonymous at March 25, 2009 |
-growing up with eleven siblings while my pathetic, bullying father worked as a laborer with limited resources sucks.
-It really sucked doing all the housework for my mother while she sat around all day in her nightgown.
-going to catholic school really sucked-12 long, nasty years being told I was a bad person who was going to hell and witnessing abusive behavior from teachers sucked also.
-I haven't heard from any of my friends in decades (husband chased them all away).
-my crazy/cheap, unfaithful,violent abusive husband sucked for 15 years. His 4 exwives agree with me.
-I was determined to protect my children from a sucky life by spending most of my adult life making sure to take responsibility for "being nurturing and paying to educate my ungrateful children who don't bother to visit at xmas or call me on my birthday or mother's day or even talk to me now that they are so smart/yuppyfied (I wish I never had any children).
-I sit at a desk 40 hours a week waiting to be laid off which also sucks.
-How is it possible to have such an awful life? I doubt it is going to improve so I'm just going with the flow and warn any readers not to put up with people who suck and live it up now. I'm 62 and it's too late to do it all over. Lastly, I'm broke paying for all the tuition so NOW WHAT? Is there a point to all this? |
| | Posted by anonymous at February 7, 2009 |
I am 26 yr old male who still live under my parent's roof, and currently helping our family business. I would be nobody if it wasn't for the family business, which my parents created. I was never successful with anything. My grades were always average during highschool, but dropped out of college after 2 years. My relationship with girls were.... well,,, nothing, I still had no chance to have a real relationship with anyone. I am a loser who dropped out of college, yet didn't even get to have fun like I was supposed to,,, like most of the college dropouts did atleast. Am I going to be alone forever because of this endless cycle? How am I suppose to get out of this shithole and start new? How can I have any sort of confidence when I'm a mamaboy still,? My life seriously sucks. |
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