| | Posted by anonymous at February 22, 2012 |
I am a fat sack of shit looser. I don't even know where to start my story.
I have travled the world and done incredable things but all i can think of while traveling is how lonley i am.
I am a 34year old virgin and in a few more months i am sure i will be a 35year old one. How did that happen? High school girlfriend that i uslessly pinned over for years finally decided to tell her i lover her and she runs off to russia to marry some guy she met online. Next girl we were starting slow and she jumped into bed with a scum bucket drug dealer. Current girl sarted slow, I thought i had a real girlfriend the time she was a little drunk and stayed the night cuddled in my arms the next time i saw her she said she was just drunk. That doesn't keep her from refusing my increadibly thoughtful and or expensive gifts.
Being fat, turns out it might not be entirley my fault. I had a brain tumor and since they took it out i lost about 50pounds and still going down. Now due to that I am on some pretty strong and expensive drugs for life, my workplace medical covers that but now i think i might have to work the same job until i retire just to keep the medical benefits.
Work sucks, I work in a jail in a shitty desolate town. Only half the shit i put up with at work comes from the prisoners the other half is from pompus incompetent blow hards that can't get a job anywhere else but won't admit that to themselves. My previous supervisor was a horrible cunt that for some reason decided that she wanted to get rid of me but i was too smart for that however that didn't keep her from making my work life miserable for years. My new supervisor is a lot better but is still a fucking nut. |
| | Posted by bEn at February 21, 2012 |
i'm 31 and my gf of almost 3 years broke up with me because i need to "grow up" and she's totally right, i do need to grow up. i'm 31 and my parents pay my rent because i dropped out of college and i'm a line cook at a shitty fucking restaurant and get paid 11 bucks an hour so i can't afford my own rent. i'm too fucking lazy and depressed to go find a real job. i have no skills nobody would hire me. the thing is i truly loved this girl, and she loves me, but she can't see a future with me with the way my life is right now and i totally agree. who the fuck would marry a guy who can't even pay rent? it's not like i'm a stupid person. i think what it all comes down to is i was the baby in the family of 4 siblings and everything has always been handed to me, sure i've had pointless menial jobs after highschool but i've never really had to work hard for anything in my life. that's why when i went to college i just assumed i could pass without actually studying, and i was wrong, i failed out. but i didn't even really try, if i could go back and do it again i would of graduated and probably been married by now and happy. but now i'm alone, and miserable, with no friends, no gf, and no fucking life. i go to work and come home everynight and sit on my computer or play video games. i used to love playing video games but now it's just depressing. also i used to smoke ALOT of weed. i did that everyday for about 6 years. i don't want to kill myself, i'm definitely not su... |
| | Posted by stylinroman@aol.com at February 19, 2012 |
I am a 38 year old Male that is completely Destitute. I have little or nothing! I am currently sitting home in my Apartment , Playing "Call of Duty", it's all i do everyday, all day. I am living on a $200 a month food stamp Budget, free housing and I receive $134.00 a Month in Cash for essencials. I live 6 miles from the city and with my limited income it makes driving, with the gas prices as they are, very limited. I am currently awaiting a disability judgement which should be anyday now. Which of course I doubt I will win.
I have been in trouble all my life. Since i was a small child i was always getting in fights in school and getting suspended. I had very few close friends in my life and at the moment i have NONE! Not a one! I was referred early in life to see Phycologists , which I was given medication that did help for a short time. Back then I believe I was labeled emotional desturbed., which would now be ADHD.
My first arrest came at the age of 15, I had gotten involved in Alcohol and Marijuana at a young age also, I believe because of my inability to make friends and socialize well with others. 23 years have passed and In October I was arrested again for the 42nd time. Most of my arrests are fairly minor. Fighting, Harassments, Petty Larcenies and so on. I also want to add with my trouble socializing with others, it made and makes keeping a job rather difficult. I am always happy at first to get a job , but as time goes on pe... |
| | Posted by Princess Puke at February 18, 2012 |
Okay my life sucks here's why.... I'm over 25 stuck at my moms house no job or $ to move out! I'm overweight ..in high school I didn't go to prom or any dates cuz nobody wanted my ugly fat ass.. I couldn't go to my graduation cuz my science teacher failed me for 4 points so I had to graduate in summer school with all the pregnant girls....I was very insecure about my body so lost my virginity at 22..... I have never had a serious relationship ...I fell in love with a guy I dated for two years on and off....every time I asked him if he wanted to be my boyfriend he would say no.....What's lovely..is that he kept pictures of his ex girl friends on his Facebook like a prom pic with his high school sweetheart and also kept her as a friend....I had to see how her life was so much better than mine she's now married and in graduate school with a great job......I also found out she's the person he loved the most......sooo he stopped dating me ...but check this..while he dated me he talked to other girls ...... I should've been aborted and thrown in a dumpster. I'm such a fat loser |
| | Posted by Can'tGetRight at February 17, 2012 |
Well, it appears I've hit an all-time low. Here I am about to publish why I'm such a complete failure at life and for what? Who honestly cares? Unlike most people I guess, I've done quite well being successful, having loved, able to see the world and even help others. Yet, I STILL SUCK AT LIFE! Unable to trust anyone (which makes it IMPOSSIBLE to maintain a healthy relationship), constantly doubting myself and simply f*ckin' up all that comes my way! Not an abusive man nor do I drink, smoke or do drugs (maybe I should), just don't cherish a woman like I should. My inability to make up my mind, appreciate what others do for me, and lack of communication has made everything so difficult in my life from professional to personal. On the verge of losing the last Gift from God in my current girlfriend. She has opened her heart, her life, and even her home to me merely after a few months. Needless to say, I'm on a collision course to destroying us as well as my last chance at true happiness. Now 33, it may seem young, however chances at love for my crazy ass are diminishing every day. If I can make one thing right in my life it would be to ask God for mercy and my baby girl for forgiveness. It I may have this one chance I feel my life would indeed become wonderful for a woman like her can change the world...at least my world... |
| | Posted by anonymous at February 17, 2012 |
I am fifty, and I have been a loser my whole life in spite of trying 110% throughout the whole thing trying not to be one. I am unattractive in my face and body, hate to be around people, tons of mental and physical health problems, poor work ethics, no money, no close family, no relationships, no career, maybe a month from homelessness at any time, no talents, no skills. I am leaving a lot out so that it doesn't get too boring reading this. I feel like my whole life I have been fighting to somehow avoid how I have ended up, but no matter how hard I try life seems to force me into isolation and loneliness and everything I mentioned above. I have tried self help, shrinks, healthy living, positive thinking, meds, school,etc, etc.. I don't have drugs or a drinking problem. I am not a criminal and have no record. I think I come from a family of losers. No one seems to do anything in this family except watch TV. All I can say is if you come from a family of non-losers, and your having a tough time, hang on it should work out. But for me it just seems to get worse. |
| | Posted by CEE at February 15, 2012 |
Iam 49 live in ohio not working i have ben ill for some time now i have no friends i battel depresion i feel i have no purpose in life ican find no joy in life idont no what to do |
| | Posted by Dan at February 15, 2012 |
Nobody likes me. I guess nobody dislikes me either, but that's somehow worse. I'm just a nonentity. Girls smile in that way that means you're never going to date them, and guys just look right through me. I tried to be more outgoing, go to parties and things, but I don't drink or dance and nobody seems to want to just hang out with somebody they just met without a big group around. I even tried online dating; after a long time with no replies, I deleted the account out of embarrassment. For a while there I even tried to be religious, thinking maybe this hole inside of me was where a god was supposed to go - but no matter how I prayed (just for a little peace and strength!) nothing ever felt any better. It just felt like talking to the ceiling.
I literally don't know what else to do. I don't even know why I'm putting this in here. I just have nobody to tell and this feels like a small release. |
| | Posted by anonymous at February 10, 2012 |
Okay where to begin? Let's see...3 years ago I had a high-paying career, very fit/beautiful, benefits, my own place, freedom, friends and a loving boyfriend. When the economy sunk, I lost my job, benefits and then my boyfriend dumped me and married someone a year later. I lost all my friends because I was so damn depressed that I packed on 60 pounds and was ashamed for anyone to see me. When I look in the mirror, I cannot believe what I've become. Also, I had no idea what I could talk about since I had nothing going for me. Then I lost my freedom as I had to move back to my mothers house @ 30 years old.
Presently, I have been only able to hold down temporary gigs but my depression usually gets me fired or let go before my time is up. My car is about to break down on me and then I will have no transportation. Living with my mom has been pure hell. She tells me constantly how disgusting I am and how much she hates me and wants me out. Oh and she constantly is calling me a loser. Which technically, now at 32 and in my situation, I guess I am.. I have started college again but it just seems so hopeless as I have dug myself in such a deep hole that I don't think I can get out of. The last 3 years have been so miserable and I've been going through this completely alone as I cannot call one person my friend. Everyday feels like I'm just floating through and totally invisible to the real world.
I really hate my life. |
| | Posted by Rich at February 8, 2012 |
what up everyone. My name's Rich, I'm 25, and I've destroyed my life, and the life of my fiance and son. I grew up a screw up. My alcoholic father divorced my mother and moved to Arizona when I was 3. Ever since, it's been a race with myself to see how deep I can dig holes. I first experienced addiction when I was 9. Cigarettes. but that was just the start of it. By the age of 13 I was an alcoholic, smoker, addicted to smoking weed and robbing summer homes in the neighborhood. I use to think it was cool to get arrested, and before 18 I had been arrested 15 times. I was rebellious, and angry. And I didn't know why. I met my fiance when I was 16. And she was a good person who helped to straighten my ass out. I got off all drugs and was just drinking until 2008 when I was arrested for the first time as an adult, I was 1 month shy of turning 21. I robbed a gas station in a desperate stretch for christmas money. And it's like ever since that day shit just went wrong. And I stopped giving a shit about everything. Even my health. I graduated high school with a 3.2 GPA and at age 25 I've forgotten most everything I learned. I always wanted to be in that cool crowd parties and drugs. The week after I got arrested, I started taking some of my mother's prescription pills. I had no idea what it would do to me. I did a small amount of time in jail for the robbery, and got released back home. And at this point I hated myself. I felt like I really fucked me this time. So, like a true ad... |
| | Posted by anonymous at February 7, 2012 |
So here's my story. I feel like a loser. I have no money, no car, and am close to homeless. I have no one that I can really turn to for support on any matter. My family isn't around anymore, I only have one close friend (one that is in no position to help), and I just got out of my longest relationship (due to my current situation). I haven't kept a job for anything more than a year (my own fault and I understand that). I have tried opening up my own business in a field that I am really good at(or so I thought) and enjoy doing. I have tried to go back to school and educate myself to be a better person in society, but was forced to drop out because I couldn't get enough financial aid. I have tried loans for school and seem to not be able to get approved. I have found scholarships, but never end up being good enough. Which leads me to my next point. I never seem to be good enough for anything. I try my hardest and put my mind to things, but never ever seem to be good enough...I have actually been told by many that I am "good, just not good enough". With all my trying, I never seem to get anywhere. I follow through with things, I very rarely quit before I know something is completely finished. I follow a good life style (by this I mean I am polite, I hold the door open for people, I "mind my p's and q's" for lack of a better statement). I just don't know what to do anymore. I am fed up with never being good enough, with never being able to achieve or excel at anything. I have been told that if I don't like something then I need to change, and I have tried. I have tried everything I can think of and still I come out on the bottom. I know there are people who are worse off than I am, but I still feel like a loser... |
| | Posted by Nappy Dugout at February 7, 2012 |
I am a 43 year old loser who has never been on a date or even held a girl's hand. I have a job that I hate and I just show up so I can pay for the town house that I hate. The only think I hate worse than work is the time I spend not at work. I have started talking to myself and counting the days since I last spoke to a person besides the clerk at 7-11. I get from one day, one week and one month to the next by inventing small things to look forward to. Small, stupid things. I tell myself "Maybe I'll get a taco tonight" or "If you can make it until next Friday without breaking down, you can do to the movies my yourself".
Not too good... |
| | Posted by Michigan_guy79 at January 30, 2012 |
I came across this site online and im so glad to know that im not the only one it hates my life or life in general.
Okay so why does my life suck here it goes:
No Job
No G/F
No friends
No house of my own.
I have a learning disability it interfers with learning a job or going to school.
Im 32yrs old now with no money and living in my parents basement lol. I dont see a
future for myself. Everything I do seems to be complicated for me, and I always have the worst of luck usally.
In my 29th year of my life, I started Having Anxiety attacks, in which I would get the dry heaves or puke when ever i felt nervous, i couldnt eat or leave my room
until I got on some Meds, and im still on these meds, and i like having energy but i feel so tired all the time.
If anyone can relate to me, leave a short msg.
Sometimes I just think some people were born into the world to suffer until they
die. I just hope Heaven is a better place then this, or else we are all screwed.
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| | Posted by Zach at January 18, 2012 |
i'm gonna skip the boring parts that really started my life to be fucked up and get right to the good stuff
i was an asshole in school and got kicked out at 16, i went to charter school for a few months got like 9 credits then got in a fight with my teacher, got kicked outta that school too, so i just got my G.E.D said fuck it, started partyin it up doin a lot of oxy and shit, and honestly thats when life wasn't that bad, i had friends and i didn't feel like i was a piece of shit, but then my mom sent me to jail for drugs i got out a month later, started using again she sent me back in for another 4 month sentence.. jails easy as shit just long and boring, and the fake as correctional officers (security guards if you ask me) just make the situation worse, the inmates are all fuck ups just like me so it was like meeting a differen't fuck up version of myself with everyone i met. when i got out i stopped using drugs and tried just chillin with my friends like back in the day, but they all started actin shady towards me so i said fuck it left everybody and just started drinking by myself, i spent a few months being drunk every day and finally it caught up with me only being 19 and drinking everyday gets the cops on your ass quick in a small time. i got picked up on a fourth offense drinking and second offense possession of marijuana charge, i got 1203 dollor fine so i spent another month paying that off 50 dollors a day in jail. i got back out and things were loooki... |
| | Posted by Im damned at January 16, 2012 |
I have been dealing with bad luck all my life it's like a cloud of madness over me my whole life. My father left my mother when I was 6 then fews year later she turned to a prostitute of course i had to raise myself cause noone cared about me. I begged for money with my mother on street corners I will always remember a guy pulling up in a nice car then threw change at our feet like i was a dog. Been fighting anxiety my whole life Extreme anxiety. I had 3 kids with a girls I ran away with when i was in high school. Her parents "dad" was racist didnt wants us to see each other. she was 16 I just turned 18 and it was her idea to run away I agreed. Well she got pregnant I got in trouble lots of trouble. "we were only 2 years apart" just to let yall know. anyhow after some time in jail at 18 i decided to get a job which i did car i did that and take care of my future baby and it turns out the bitch lied to me saying she had a miscarriage but her parents made her get an abortion my heart was shattered angry i hated her and her family. So I cheated on her alot but ended up having 3 kids with her. I became a alcoholic. Oh along the way Uncle died and my grandpa which I found him dead naked after he had a heart attack 2 days prior. After a several years of her parent not letting me see her and my babies I gave up on her. I then meet my wife married had 2 more kids. My wife at my throat everyday my ex became a slut and she only let me see the girls when she needs me to watch them. ... |
| | Posted by Mark at January 12, 2012 |
Everyday my wife of 29 years spends money I cant earn. Idiot. kids in jail. i work work work and nothing but pain and sorrow.
Gonna lose my house thanks to this twat.
I cant wait for death. |
| | Posted by Daniel at January 6, 2012 |
GF dumped me, found out she was seeing someone else during the last few months of us being together. Dad has pancreatic cancer. Lost my job which forced me to move back into my moms house where she is constantly stressing me out and expecting me to be a mind reader. My girlfriend was the only person I have actually been able to connect to and all my old friends that I had here are still living with there parents smoking pot, playing video games all the time, and always talking crap about each other. BTW I'm 27. |
| | Posted by The Ultimate LOSER at January 4, 2012 |
I'm 35 years old and I'm a loser in all aspects of life. I have a failed marriage, i'm failing as a father. I can't find work. I can't find happiness or love. I tried talking no one will talk to me. I'm kind, thoughtful, genuine and I have respect for women. So what the hell is wrong with me. Well from what i've been told is that i'm good looking but I don't believe that. I just wish I had the balls to pop all my meds and go to sleep for good. Life sucks. This is just as bad as being a vegetable in a hospital, maybe worse. I pray that i'm a victim of a accident or a mugging or burglary and just be a victim to get off this shitty ass planet. I HATE MY LIFE. |
| | Posted by Millie at January 2, 2012 |
I am almost 40 years old and don't have a single good friend in the world. Almost every single "friend" I have on facebook is a company offering me weekly coupons. I have four kids and a husband, none of whom have any respect for me at all. My house is constantly trashed, and all I do all day is clean - when I clean anything, literally 15 minutes later one of the kids (or the husband) comes and makes it a mess again. I had a chance to get a PhD, but dropped out to stay home with the kids. I am a total, utter loser. I cannot even believe that this is my life. All I want is to be free again, to have the opportunity to see the world, to have real experiences, to do something other than cook and clean and be disrespected every single day of my life. If any woman is reading this who thinks her life sucks because she doesn't have a man - this is your chance. Go - BE FREE. See Bali. See Barbados. See giraffes in Africa. Because if you get stuck with some man and four kids, you are freaking screwed. If you are a teenager, I know you won't believe me, but this is the best time of your life! You can do anything! You can go anywhere! The whole time I was in high school and college, I thought when I "fell in love" and got married, suddenly I would find the real meaning in life, but I'm telling you - it's bullshit. I could be seeing the world right now, but I gave everything up for a man. And I am miserable. I am living in an area I hate, I don't have a single frien... |
| | Posted by anonymous at January 1, 2012 |
Im 27 this year and I wish I died. Since young I've been a loser, fat, ugly and stupid, living in the stress of my over achieving brother, who has a degree and a family. I'm a virgin and never kissed anyone before. Im 89kg and 165cm, 5'5ft I repeated 7th grade 2 times and I have no qualifications. My only girlfriend lasted 2 days and he dumped me and started hating me. My family all detests me and my brother always laughs at me. I hate my life. I always get whacked by older students in middle school and my name was viral in school as being the guy who is short and fat. I hate my m-fking life. I'm poor, doing part time at a towel washing job, with only one hour $3.50 . My life has nothing to look forward to. I hate my life |
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