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| Posted by Nae at July 5, 2011 |
I used to feel down & depressed a lot, but then realised who fucking cares. The worlds shit, every cunt is dishonest and inconsiderate towards one another. It is very hard to find true friendship. People that are actually genuine and loyal are a rare find nowadays. So yeah, fuck it. Just do whatever the hell makes you happy. Fuck what people think of YOU. It is better to be alone than in the presence of a fake person, anyway. The world is made up of both leaders & followers. Unfortunately, the followers outweigh the leaders. So much injustice amongst us.. The sooner you accept this, the better off you will be. Honest..! |
| | Posted by P2 at June 30, 2011 |
So let's go in order. The girl I liked and who I thought liked me turned me down for a guy she had admitted to not liking.
No big deal really, happens to us all. Then the community college I was taking classes at tells me I'm not allowed to take anymore classes due to a bill for a class I didn't take.
Fine, I'll sort that out, even though it'll cost me a year of my life. Then I get in a wreck. Not my fault and the damage is minor, but it still takes my car out for a month.
Then my house gets robbed. They took everything I had of value; TV, computer, video games, you name it. This is 3 days before Christmas.
Then some "friends" come over and one of them gets into an argument with me. He is drunk and takes a swing at me, misses, and I hit back. Now none of my friends want to talk to me because they think I hit first. None of them are willing to listen. Fine, I'll make new friends.
Then I get laid off. I now have no job, no friends, and little self-esteem. I still have my roommate and my car and some prospects though.
I decide to join the Air Force. I am on my way to meet the recruiter when a 90 year old lady in a boat of an Olds turns left without a signal and totals my car as I am going through an intersection. So now I'm injured, have no car, and can no longer join the AF.
I am depressed at this point. Nothing is going right. I figure I can't get much lower than this.
Wrong.
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| | Posted by sm190113 at June 13, 2011 |
i hate my life, it's as simple as that
2 years ago i realized that i'm bisexual and i tried telling my mom only to find out that she's homophobic and thinks being gay is just wrong. so we kinds just let it go, i was scared to bring it up, still am. so I've been in the closet since then and let me just tell you that it gets really lonely and claustrophobic in here. it also doesn't help the fact that i have no friends what so ever so i never have anyone to talk to about anything. now when i get depressed i cut myself, but I've been trying to stop and i haven't in about 2 or 3 weeks. which i think is the longest I've gone without cutting since i started.
i mean i try to make friends but i can't, i'm not that talkative and it takes me a while to let someone get close because in the past whenever i let someone in they just end up leaving without ever looking back. I've always been the i'm-just-hanging-out-with-you-cus-i-have-no-one-else-to-hang-with friend, or i'm-just-using-you friend. so it's really hard for me to trust anyone because of that another thing is that people seem like they wanna be friends with me but when it comes to hanging out after school i never get invited. i'm just the lone loser.
plus my low self esteem doesn't really help, i try to move on and look to a better future but it just keeps getting harder everyday, especially when you keep getting shot down.
oh i forgot to mention, things have also gotten so bad at a point when i though about suicide so now I'm just doing whatever it takes to get out of this shit hole of a home and looking forward to a better future. hopefully i'll make it
till then i just hate my life. |
| | Posted by decepticon. at June 7, 2011 |
i have a queston. is it important to have friends in life because i dont have the guts to make any.too shy and every thing.i have avoidant personality disorder. the people who say there my friend end up turning on me.so i just ignore people.imma 15 year old black male going to the tenth grade.i am really timid around people at school.they tease about it to.so im not making any friends. people always try to tell me that i should but fuck it.i want to really bad but cant. |
| | Posted by jan.tour.com at June 6, 2011 |
I am 45 years old and have spent most of my life being alone. I meet people all the time and they seem to want to be my friend but when I associate with them I find that they contribute nothing toward the friendship and expect me to do all the work. Consequently I end up feeling exhausted and used, then the so called friendship comes to an end because I ask them to contribute to it; for example I might ask them what they want to do, so that I don’t have to make all the decisions. Or I might ask them when they are going to cook me a meal after I have cooked 5 or 6 meals for them. As a result they begin to avoid me and I feel used. Now days I have pretty much given up on people because they are just too selfish, but I feel very lonely. |
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| Posted by anonymous at June 3, 2011 |
cant take it any more i have no life and no girlfriend and no real friends.when i am with my friends they give me shit and take the piss behind my back even though their no better than me, never invited to parties all ways left out. no girl can stand me or what i mean is no girl has never spoke to me as if they were interested in me, i have never had a real girlfriend, my parents are expecting great things i know i cant deliver, i wont amount to anything or have a great job and earn lots of money. i feel as if life is over already before its really started and i dont wont to carry on anymore. im not perfect but i am a decent person and im sick of the shit i got from those chavy bastards at school who thought they were so special and now jobless and time wasters yet still they get recognition for being right cunts and doing fuck all in life, and have time to party and be cool. and one of the main thing that really gets me down is girls love the guys that amount to nothing smoke pot, time wasters, jobless, think their so special and girls love them for being right pricks. yet im respectable and deceant and not a right arsehole and dont give people shit yet i get nothing. i have love to share but know one to share it with. |
| | Posted by anonymous at May 31, 2011 |
Well to start off with, I come from a wealthy family. But the way i was raised was to not take advantage of what you have, my sisters on the other hand didn't absorb that context. They got whatever they wanted without even asking for it. Electronics, coach bags, anything. I feel that i have to work for my money so i actully work 40 hours a week, still go to college, and never ask my parents for money. I voulenteer often, donate blood regularly, and im generally very nice to everyone.
Im recently have every problem in the book with this car that i bought off my freind because i trusted him. I cant keep the car for 2 days without something getting wrong wih it. My dad never listens to anything i say and always compairs me to my sisters who have better grades than me but thats it. Their both the daddys girls (especcialy my little sister, she has my parents on a damn rope) so they get away with everything. Another thing is my sisters are the luckyest ones in the family! My sisters win evrything! From concert tickets, to vacations, they win everything and it pisses me off because they dont deserve it. I dont win anything like that...
Im just sick of the way the world runs, i sucks. |
| | Posted by anonymous at May 13, 2011 |
The way i look at life is that its all a load of crap. all where here for is to reproduce, pretty pointless if u ask me. all my life ive had shit from every1. yea i might not be the coolest person out there but still, u dnt hav to give me shit for it. i pretty much left school as the only friends i had were the teachers, all the students were imature and retarded faggots. here i am now, 1 and a half yrs later still with out a girlfriend and still with no friends. the only people that i could call friends are the guys that only like me for the accects i got and the money i have in my account, ya dnt hear from em otherwise. im a good person, respectfull to woman, respect for the police but still i get laid with OCD, talk about shit thngs happening to good people. i look at the people who gave me shit in school and think, why do they get it so good, they treat adalts like shit, hate the law but here they are, happy as hell with anuf friends for every1. partying evry weekend while im sitting in my room all week, no one to talk to, life sucks! |
| | Posted by anonymous at May 10, 2011 |
Ok, this is my story.
Im 20 years of age spent the last 2 years heavily smoking miss Mary Jane.
Dont fuckin get me wrong Mary Jane was the best bitch to walk into my life (so far)i will emphasize later .
Now, lets talk Love.
Sure i had a girl before, but this is how the shit went down. We dated for 3 years everything was fuckin sweet at this point i was happy more then ever. FUCKIN BOOM!!she cheated on me at a mates party and to make it just that little bit more fuckin fucked she keeps it a secret. even my mates who were at the party never told me. a few months go on and rumors are spread. obviously being the caring boyfriend i am blindly rejects all notions that she did anything. i eventually found TRUE leaked info from anonymous. I call her up and ask. she replies on the fone "its true" 'beep beep beep' i fuckin hang the fuckin fone up never to talk to the bitch that broke my heart ever again. [its funny how girls wanna be fuckin friends after they rip ya heart out]
Now, lets talk Money.
I got a job at subway (i know right?) after graduating senior school. the money wasnt the greatest but i had to start fuckin somewhere. i saved enough money to further my Education at tafe. but thanks to the bitch in the last paragraph i fell into a deep depression that caused me to quit my shitty job at fuckin subway and spent the well earnt money saved for tafe on high quality mother fuckin Mary Jane. [ive grown up in a poor family all my lif... |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 30, 2011 |
Back in elementry school i had tons of really good friends who were always there for me. My stupid ass decided after the first semester of 5th grade to homeschool due to some problems of leaving school early alot which i dont feel like explaining why. So i homeschooled the rest of 5th to 7th grade.
During those lonely 2 and a half years, i slowly started to stop seeing my friends. They were starting to not hang with me as much. Soon enough i would find myself every weekend doing nothing. Very lonely. So i went to a small charter school for 8th grade.
I met one of my old friends who did drugs. He didnt start going to my school till the 2nd week so since i got shy from being alone a while i was always alone. He was really popular so i ONE other GOOD friend now. After the 2nd semester i was smoking weed with him almost every week. My grades plumeted but some how managed C's and B's.
I gotta say i had some good memories from 8th grade, but none as good as the time i was with all my real friends who i no longer even see. I was hoping to hang out with my old elementry friends since i found out most of the group i was with was going to the same high school.
They seemed like they changed a lot and just didnt really wanna hang with me anymore because i was so quiet and shy. So i sticked with my one friend i had. Not the one who introduced me to drugs. He would smoke every now and then though and i would almost everyDAY alone. even though im in... |
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| Posted by anonymous at April 28, 2011 |
My life is shit. My ex-best friend constantly puts me down and treats me like shit, she always says things to piss me off on purpose, she always makes mean little comments and it's fucking depressing. I'm trying my hardest in school and yet I always get F's and disappoint my teachers, I'm failing all of school and I doubt I will ever be successful, what makes it worse is that all my friends are really clever and get A's and B's and I know they'll move out of this shit hole town and have a good life. I have 3 best friends now, two guys and one girl, the girl is my main best friend, although I always feel like a burden to her. The guys are really nice but one likes me and I don't like him, which makes everything awkward. My mom and dad are okay but they are annoying as fuck sometimes. My sister is great and I'm quite close to her, but she's moving out of this horrible town and going to university really soon, so I'm stuck with dealing with my parents on my own. My other two ex-friends both hate me now (although I do hate them too) and leave me abusive messages and avoid me in school, so I'm alone in my classes and have no one to talk to. I feel like I'm losing everyone, and I probably am. fml |
| | Posted by A at April 6, 2011 |
I am 34 years old and I work in a crappy retail job that I am probably about to get fired from. I have almost no friends and the ones I do have live out of state. I left them and moved to a new city to be closer to my family, but turns out we don't get along and I never see them even though we live 10 mins away. I have never had a boyfriend (yes, virgin) because I am almost never attracted to anyone. I only ever Liked one guy and he was gay. I think I am probably Asexual. I try to go out and get better jobs, but I am so uncomfortable with new people that I come across as uptight and timid in interviews. I can't make any friends even though I go out to meetup groups and talk to people. The only people who want anything to do with me are guys who ask me out on dates, but since i am not attracted to them, they leave.
Why is it so hard to make friends? |
| | Posted by Haskins at March 15, 2011 |
I guess its safe to say i hate my fucking life. I hate my friends, and my family especially. My parents are complete assholes. My sister thinks she has just the same power as them, and my brother thinks he better than me, because he can seduce underage girls into having sex with him in parks, all because he can get them drunk or high. I mean come on. Seriously?
Now i can understand that parents were just like us, with the same exact parents as they are now. Blah blah blah. But if anyone ever takes the time to think about it. Why must we continue the cycle? Why must we put our kids in the same bullshit as us? Is it because we feel they must suffer just as bad as we did? Or just because its fun? I don't get it.
But i hate having to do the same fucking rutine every fucking day. It gets old real fast. Having to get up and go to school just to come home and fight with the siblings and the parents. And then leave for an hour come back and start over.
And not only that. I'm 19. Never had a girlfriend, never had sex. Never did anything sexual once, except one time. I met a girl at a party. Hit it off afterwards. And it became known to eachother that we seriously like one another. And one night she gave me my first kiss. I fell hard. Heart always pounding when i knew she was coming over. Whenever she smiled i just wanted to tell her how i really felt. But i stayed strong hoping to make something of it. Then one night as the usual story goes. A so called friend of mi... |
| | Posted by anonymous at March 10, 2011 |
I never had any friends before. All the people who I thought were my friends are really not. All of them stabbed me in the back and told lies on me to let other people hate me to. I don't even go to church anymore because those people told a bunch of lies about me and every time I go there someone is always laughing at me and talking shit. Even when I was in school I never had any friends because I was quiet and shy. I even starred cutting myself and usually thought of suicide. Everyone usually laughed at me there and I was teased there a lot too. I was tormented at home to by my foster parents relatives. They usually teased me and pretended to like me so that they can set me up to hurt me. I still live with the pain today and I am still being tormented because the people I live with don't like me and when I go to school I have nobody to talk to. I can't trust anyone anymore because I was hurt and still is hurting. I hate my life, it's a living shit hole!!!
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| | Posted by Someone whos life sucks -.- at March 5, 2011 |
My mum died when I was small, when I was 12 I found out how.
She committed suicide.
When I was 7 my dad died of cancer, i miss him because I actually knew him.
I've been living in a care-home ever since.
I met my best friend Joel there, he's amazing.
But then, he found out his parents were still alive and the care-home were lying to him.
He took it out on me, he physically abused me.
I had bruises all up my arms and ribcage.
He broke my foot by slamming it in the door, I had to wear really long sleeves to cover and I had to lie about how my foot broke.
Because he was my best friend and I love him.
I started cutting, and couldn't stop.
I cried every night, and thought about taking my life.
I was put on ant-depressance.
I was failing at life, and I still am. |
| | Posted by anonymous at February 27, 2011 |
life really sucks i lost my job after only 3 days and now i have none infact everyone who seems not to have had a job has one and yet me who had one doesnt have. my bestfriend who was a boy hates me and after just i thought i had found myself a new best friend but she doesnt tell me anything and she now talks to some babe with whom we used to share a boyfriend who was cheating on me and yet i had really liked him .this gal called rachael seemed like all she could talk about untill she nolonger even talks to me anymore.i fell in love with a guy but he had dissapered for about a year and i cdnt get him out of my mind and then he came back told me how he still loved me and i believed him and after just about three weeks he dissapeared and his phone is off plus his apartment is locked and the worst thing is that now i seem to have no friends at all and no one to talk to plus i have debts to pay within one week.all the cigars in the world arent solving the huge troubles i have with my family also |
| | Posted by wesmoney at February 7, 2011 |
I met this cute girl my freshman year of college. We clicked instantly, in fact, she's the only girl I ever picked out instantly and started talking to, like love at first sight kind of thing. i'm usually very shy and rarely just walk up to a random girl and start talking. we had great chemistry, things started to get physical and that's when I froze up and rejected her, even though i really liked her. i'm still a virgin, because i'm so fearful of being intimate with somebody, even though i long for it so badly. she got the wrong idea because i was being so cold. we still hung out, but i wanted my space. we were great friends. i had this other guy who was in all my classes, and we became really good friends too. these two people met, and after awhile, started a relationship. At the time, I didn't really mind because I valued my solitude too much and wasn't really interested in a relationship, so I let them get together.
I hung out with both of them for the next 3-4 years. At first it didn't bother me at all. Over time though, I realized how much I fucking loved this girl. I haven't gotten any action at all these years, just fantasizing being with her. I tried dating other girls, but would get rejected because i couldn't make a move. So, it's my senior year, I'm depressed and sexually frustrated and they break up, for the third time after 3 years. Every time they would break up, I would feel bad, but get very excited. After hiding my love for her for all these yea... |
| | Posted by jeremy at February 5, 2011 |
I'm a 29 year old single male. First and foremost I have a younger sister and my parents have always treated her better than me. When I was 16 I had to get a job to get a car, pay for my gas and pay for my insurance. When she turned 16 they bought her a brand new zero miles car, they paid the payments, gave her a gas card and put her on their insurance. I was married when I turned 25, lasted 8 months and then I found out she was having an affair behind my back with my very best friend. I got divorced and of course no longer had my best friend. Well I had another best friend who was married, he turned his back on me when he got married. Well when I was 27 I fell in love with a new girl, we dated for almost 2 years when I found out she was also seeing her brothers friend on the side. Well my best friend who had turned his back on me, he started going through a divorce and came to me for support. I supported and helped him 110%. Well all this was about 6 months ago, he is now dating a new girl and has basically turned his back on me again. When me and my ex broke up I had to move back in with my parents, but live in their shop behind their house. My company I was working for went out of business and now I'm on the verge of losing my car cuz I can't make the payments. My sister who is 22 now on the other hand, still lives here and she now has ANOTHER brand new car that is being paid for by my parents, but yet they can't help me just a little bit to keep me from losing mine. I'm not even allowed to eat dinner with them, I have to find a way to fend for myself. I have no problem doing that.... I have lived on my own for 11 years now and have just ran into hard times lately. I live in a 12x12 building, my friends are nowhere to be found.... I feel like I'm in prison with no way of getting out. I don't know what to do anymore and honestly I'm ready to just give up. I hate this. |
| | Posted by Devoted Saint at January 30, 2011 |
I don't have the energy to write long.
My GPA is shitty that I can doubt I will get a job after I graduate.
My parents divorced.. moved around with my mom...from New York , Cali and now in Mass.. my sister got pregnant at 17 and went off with some idiot.. All my friends left me. New "Friends" do not like me.
No one talks to me, etc. Never went to prom in high school or college..
Psychiatric bills are killing me. I don't see the point but the judge tells me I have to.
I was a Christian, but I deviated.
Because from all the posts I see... if you ask God or other Christians about all these pains..
Don't bother... They will all tell you the same.
"Shut The Fuck Up, it's free-will.. nothing we can do." "Plus, God works through pain to shape people up." rofl... ya right..
with this kinda anger, I am not afraid of all these criminals robbing people around... with this kind of mentality.. I think I can fight 4 guys at once and win..
trust me, I've been stabbed and it doesn't hurt that much..
'nuff said.
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| | Posted by Kailee at January 29, 2011 |
My life really sucks. I'm Kailee, I'm fourteen. I guess I am mature for my age but.. We can't afford much and don't have much food. My mom is a weed head and my dad is a alchoholic. They smoke weed around the house so I inhale it and I have to go through the withdrawel symptoms too because they can't afford some for awhile! I wear the same hoodie and pants everyday (different shirts) because I have no other clothes. I have a big nose (literaly) My so called 'best friend' makes fun of me and ditches me for girls she says she hates. I have to pluck my eyebrows because they are really bushy and I have too many pimples.. I have 'friends' but they ignore me and just mainly hang out and talk with eachother. I have cried my heart out and no one actually noticed! THEY SAID NOTHING! but my 'best friend' was acting a little bit sad and everything was all 'YOU OK!' YOU OK! Gawd.
Life really does suck. |
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