I'm young, dont worry about my real age, you shouldn't care.
Ill start with the divorce. my dad took all the money instead of my mum. so we don't have much.
when I was 9 I was raped by a teenager at the shops. there was lots of people there looking at me when i was screaming and he was carrying me away. They didnt care.
Then whn my mum was working , her boss raped her aswel. I never told anyone about being raped. My mum told us though, but she never told the police, she didnt do anything, just like me... a few other things happened, lots of my family died to cancer, then I finally died on the inside, nothing mattered to me anymore, a few days later my mum died, for real, just like me, except worse.So my fat bitch of a nan takes care of us now. I know she hates me though, she hasn't talked to me in over 2 years. I didn't do anything.
My brother cant take it, so he pretends its all better, you dont know what that feels like.
At school, I pretend everythings alright, I have alot of friends, or what I think friends are, but there not my REAL friends because im never the real me. no one knows the real me... Untill i met HIM. Hes 3 years older than me yet we dont care I think I know what love is now, not "oh i loved that movie" coz you didnt. I know what it really is. we share everything together, he gets me. And now hes the only one that knows the real me. And only yesterday (thats why I'm on hear) He died of drug overdose. Yes we did some pot and ice together and I have 6 different drugs in my closet... I hate my life.
I'm going to court tomorow because I was caught stealing, and breaking in shops after hours. I've been shoplifting for 2 years or something. Its not coz i dont have enough money, coz i work at a place they let kids like me work, I'll just say its a plantation of some kind
Anyway I shoplift because of the adrelline rush. Its better and safer than the adrelline shots at the hospital.
Ive seen and done some fucked up things. because satan wants my soul (dont judge me mother fuckers) I sold my soul for better luck, I did for a while but my blood contract is over, Idk why But i still love My Father Satan and MY Demons, they help me through things, even if they still want my soul. But they can take it if they want, coz as I said ive been dead for a long time.
Have you ever been responsible of some ones life? well i have, when you kill someone, look them in they eye, tell them why, then waste them. except I didnt really kill them, I put them in a coma. im not a serial killer I'm not a blood hunter.
I'm just like you
run away before they catch you, stay away from the Illuminati. They will help you, spread there secret, they'll kill you, just like Paul Grey from Slipknot, Michel Jackson, 2pac
dont ever judge me | |
Your Present Card: SKULD(Reversed) The Princess of Swords. A Valkyrie that rides a black horse. Leader of Norse Death Angels. Vigilant, shrewd, sharp witted, and capable of probing hidden weaknesses.
Skuld was intended to shine her light on the world and give warmth and energy to growing things, plants and animals. However, she was afraid of her brother the storm god, and to avoid him she hid herself in a dark cave and would not come out, despite the entreaties of the other gods and goddesses. As a result the earth withered – until she was finally enticed out by curiosity. When she appears reversed in a reading, this is saying that as a result of all these changes and challenges coming up in your life, there is a real danger that you may choose to hide your light in a cave and never come out. We all know people that have seemingly given up in response to life's troubles. This card asks you not to let that happen to you. Since she appears as your future self, she is saying that you have a lot of light and love to share with the world, and your own unique talents and abilities, that may have been hidden up until now due to circumstances in your life or choices you have made in the past. This seeming disaster is a hidden blessing in disguise – part of its purpose is to give you a chance to shine and put into the practice the talents you have been hiding away...
You Future Card: PASSAGE: Six of Swords- Represents a passage over the river STYX the gate to the underworld. Styx aka The River of Blood, represents an anxioius time, a journey over water, a passage toward a dark and unknowable future- difficulties to be faced....
This is what the cards told me, take it for what it's worth... My interpretation would be: Beware of Playing with FIRE- the devil, demons, ect... You may Get BURNED!
Cursed
Cursed
New Comment