|Posted by Brian at September 1, 2010
What can I say? I dont ever feel happiness. I used to be real happy. It was all cause i liked this girl but she hates me, broke my heart, doesnt care. I have no friends, Im an alcoholic, Im a 25 year old man who lives in a 1 bd apartment on a disabiltiy cheque cause i have some bullshit disease a shrink pulled out of theyre ass (TOO MUCH DOPE IN HIGH SCHOOL) I fight every day to be happy, been through more hell than I can explain and I get nowhere. People got all the answers and criticism for me, Im happiest when im alone cause i dont gotta hear anyones shit, and by happy i mean numb sitting here dreaming of shit thats all empty and crap. Im planning to go to school in January, Mainly cause i gotta do something other than sit on my ass, I aint excited and ill more than likely just end up with a debt and some degree that gets me nowhere! I never have sex, I get treated like shit no matter what I do, people are shallow, its all about how you look and talk that causes people to treat you the way they do, every job Ive worked since I was 16 has been shit, my family is always down on me, my greatest joy is eating crap from the supermarket, a deli sandwich or piece of chicken, I suffer, I suffer more and all I get for it is people tellin me to buck up and get over it, people who have good lives nd dont understand shit, I think the happiest Ive ever been was doing drugs at a young age, beer and dope in high school bout as good as its been so far, what else can I bitch about? Ive been in psych wards, Ive been depressed, I fight with my family, im poor, I aint a badass who rides a harley davidson so girls dont like me, Im just some stupid guy kicking around. Even if i meet some girl I fall in love with which is what usually makes people believers, completes theyre lives and makes them truly happy, it probably wont work out for some reason and ill just be miserable my whole life. lots of poeple are unhappy until they die, it is true. LIFE SUCKS.
|Posted by D at September 1, 2010
My name is D_____ and I'm writing this really just to clear my head, vent a little, and maybe get something across. I live in Louisville and have lived here my whole life. And as far as my life goes, it's been fairly pleasent. A typical child with typical child problems. Now, however, things are not so good. In fact it's unbearable. (Though I'm not one of these overly dramatic teenagers who lives in a white surburbian nieghberhood and who thinks that the world doesn't understand them). I now live with my older sister. I have lived with her for two years now. I want to move - I want to leave! But my problem is is that I have no way of leaving. I don't have a job, I don't have a car, I don't even have a license. I'm completely dependent on other people. I would like to move to a nice, quite place in the country. Maybe rent a cottage in a very wooded area. That is my dream. But I have no way off accomplishing it. And everybody is so quick to remind me that before I can do that I have to do this, as if I had forgotten the last six or seven times they've reminded me!. But that is on the outside; and at a distance doesn't seem so bad. On the inside, howevere, is much more complicated and draining. Before I continue I think I should inform you that I was diagnosed with ADHD at 12 and my have autism (but I doubt that). As for my outlook on life and the world you would say that I'm Nihilistic. I despise the way people do and accept things, I despise the religion, I despise bureauc...
|Posted by hardtimes at August 31, 2010
xmas day 8 years ago wife had a storke (wife was a good person ) her health was ok for a short time then went down hill untill june 28 2010 when she passed away we were married 48 yrs. when her health started going bad we applied to hsbc morage co. to modifie our home lone (a couple days ago i was cleaning out some draws and found a xmas card from my wife thanking me for the new house and it tore me up)i had bought the house new for her. we needed the lone modification to help pay medical bills and still make house payments but they said no. now they sent me a foreclosure noitce and said the house will be sold 12-3-2010 this tears me up to think that i not only lost the moist imporent thing in my life (my wife) but i am also looseing the house i bought just for her
thank you for letting me say this to some one
|Posted by anonymous at August 30, 2010
all i wanted was a normal high school life.
but no i get shipped off to all girls school.
i hate my mom.
i hate my life.
i hate everything
oh and i especially hate the school.
saint Joesph's college.
someone... please burn it down
|Posted by anonymous at August 30, 2010
First thing first,im only 17 years old and i think my life is all fucked up,i wake up every morning to a peice of shit life thinking im a worthless peice of shit that has no meaning,As much as i try to stay postive something always comes around and fucks it up,i have no job,schools a fucken bitch,they only teach what there told and not what you want to learn,while im at home thinking about what i need to do to be successful in life the goverment is wiping there ass with millions of dollars.My dads forced to waking up every morning to go to work just so he can provide me and my family with food,everyone is being forced to work just to live! but people still dont give a fuck and listen to gay ass shit like lady gaga and lil wayne who are obviouly involed with some demon shit,right now as im typing this im starving my ass off and i cant do shit but drink milk or some fucken water.i feel like life shouldnt be this way,god gave us one life and one world and no one should be forcing you to work just to live.why not spread food and clothing to people that need it instead of giving it to rich spoiled bitch ass kids that might not even wear it and leave it in their big ass closet for 30 fucken years before getting rid of it,and istead of giving it to someone thats needs it there just throwing it away as if its nothing.theres alot more shit i need to say but for now ima say fuck the goverment and rich bastards then dont give fuck about anyone but them selfs.thanks and fuck you
|Posted by FML at August 30, 2010
My family hates me.. my friends are making an act.. i get small time bullied but i cant show it.. i cant tell them to stop or il look like a wuss. i get blamed for being brown. high school sucks.
|Posted by screwy at August 30, 2010
Makes life worth living? Abandoned as a child by both parents. Mom was crack addict. Dad was a self declared womanizer. But the bible (which I try to make my "guide" SAYS TO HONOR YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER...I have severe emotional issues because I hate my life. I hate being "black", a college dropout, and all the igorant shit I put up with everyday. I can't see my son, his mother doesn't acknowledge my parental rights unless I fucking pay her...she's the one who persuaded me about dropping out (dumb ass move). I have put in 60 applications for every job I've ever had. I've been poor and living in homeless shelters in Memphis, Nashville, and Atlanta. I moved to Atlanta and the fucking gay lifestyle reminds me of my child abuse (sexually)situation. I have way too many problems lately just staying focused.....my uncle who I was living with kicked me out at 18 for taking money out of my own mothefucking bank account....the chick I lost my virginity too claimed I raped her...and my mother died two years ago leaving me brokenhearted and no inheritance. I hate this life. Fuck it. Memories and all.
|Posted by Flies at August 30, 2010
My life sucks, but after reading many of the impressive tales of woe on here, I realized that I'd be hard pressed to include anything that would live up to those lofty standards. However, I thought a little more about it, and realized that my elder sister's scenario might not be a horrible candidate for inclusion in this litany of pain and misery. So here goes.
My eldest sister, whom I love dearly, went out with a guy for many, many years - possibly something like 10 years - and then eventually they got married. They then had three children together. After quite a few years of marriage, things ended up as I, somehow, always had a feeling that they would eventually end up. They got divorced.
As unfortunate as that is, it's really the WAY that the divorce occurred that was even worse: He walked out on her and the three children they had after telling her that he was going to marry another woman.
My sister, needless to say, was pretty broken up for quite a while. This was a few years ago, and she's managed to move on with her life since then. Granted, she's a LOT more bitter and jaded now, but ultimately (and I told her this) I personally was glad the marriage ended, because I was able to see from as far back as when they were only dating, that he was not the right person for her in the least.
What's worse about this entire ordeal is that only a few weeks ago, the eldest son, only 18 years old - who took the divorce hardest of all ...
|Posted by anonymous at August 29, 2010
i'm going to start of saying my like sucks but only recently. it might sound ok to you and i might have to agree with you but hear me out, this summer has made me realise that i am unsociable and that as a 16 year old girl living with my parents it sucks. they are so lovely sometimes but sometimes its my dad that bugs that hell out of me. its not a big deal to relatives that visit because they don't see it but to me he is so annoying. he ruins my day and makes me cry all the time! i really cant explain it but its the smallest things he does. when he's had a drink he just ruins a family day, he is moody and not that fair. my mum is beautiful and does everything!!!!! for us. i feel i'm not doing enough for her, i upset her and as my brother is married and living far away i feel i have to support my mum because she's sort of alone. she loves my dad and doesn't see what i see. he's really nice i guess but sometimes he changes and makes me so upset.
basically i'm really sensitive. i've only been this way since i was 11. i used to be the strongest and most confident child and had a pretty decent childhood but now i cry over the smallest things for ages and keep making my life worse. im so not confident! i think i'm bipolar but im not sure. this summer i've only met up with family and this one girl who's my cousin, you could call her a best friend, my age, same school but i really don't like her at the moment. she's been making me feel unhappy recently because she do...
|Posted by anonymous at August 29, 2010
im 19 years old. i think ive been an insomniac, full of anxiety, and depressed before i even knew what it was.Growing up i didnt really have a rough childhood my parents made sure we were fed,clothed and had a roof over our heads. Wasnt always the best tasting food or the nicest clothes but they worked hard for us. Only problem was that they fought alot. Only memories from my childhood that stand out to me is me and my sister trying to break up my parents fights because they used to get real bad. I used to go to school just traumatized after a night of yelling, screaming, and just things a young kid shouldnt have to ever go though. my grades spiked and that shot down my confidence so much. i became very socially akward and lets just say that i never failed to embarass myself. Never intentionally but i always seemed to make things worse. fast forward a couple of years and still the same person. Ive just piled on alot more anger, stress, and started truckin down a road of alcohol and drugs. At this point i have dropped out of school, grown apart from my family (seeing how there is no communication with us at all, just the ocasional hi hello and byes. and now i was in a really depressive stage in my life. People have always told me that i am a handsome young man and i could have any girl i wanted but ive never seen myself in that context.
Ive only been with maybe 4 or 5 girls and only 1 of those girls have truly found a spot in my heart. shes was my greatest joy but now...
|Posted by anonymous at August 29, 2010
My life is shit right now coz all of my best friends fight coz of this on girl and i said 2 that girl can u plz stop saying mean stuff about us. my one of my bff stop talking i hate that baby sound but that was just her and yeah i did that but after that my whole world fell my mum and dad fighted and treated me like bullshit and my friend hate me i wlk around alone my bf dumped me coz i was so mean jsut 2 say that and then u started kicking me abd stuff like that so i starting cutting myself so mine plain well only be where i can't my self i what to die.
|Posted by LifeSucksHard at August 29, 2010
I have had the most fucked up life. I am gonna do a quick summary of it. (undetailed). Okay, well 3 years ago I started liking this one girl a lot. So I got facebook a little while after that and added her. We started talking so much. We would go on facebook right after school to talk to each other. (stupid, I know.) But this girl was perfect. She was wayy too good for me, had an awesome body, acted sexy to me (even when she didn't like me), and we had soo much in common. So at the beggining of this year she told me she really loved me. But later on she told me something that really made me sad. She told me she liked my best and closest friend. So that really fucked me over. So he found out and told me he was going to ask her out. He hadn't asked and it had been 5 days. So the girl got mad. She admitted that she loved me again. So I asked her out and she said yes. We were awesome together. We loved each other and had lots of fun. And I had my first kiss with her. But this summer, I went to Italy for 2 weeks and came back home. (Canada). Her best friend told me she was going to dump me. That made me really depressed because I bought her a necklace that breaks in to pieces. (I have one piece and she has the other). So she dumped me, but I still gave her the necklace. It's been 2 weeks since I've talked to her and the last thing she told me was "stop messaging me.". Well, that's one out of exactly 52 reasons that my life sucks.
|Posted by jake manus at August 28, 2010
my life sucks becaus i had a chance to go out with super models and never got to.. dont have a girlfriend never get laid and the worst part about it is that people used to tell me i could have been a model.. thats why it sucks really bad.. i grew up without knowing my mother but thats not a big deal to me the worst part is that i ended up a heroin addict loser .. im always depressed for no reason i have no money no phone nothing.. the worst part is that i blew it i blew it all i must have had a hundred chances at love and im 0 for one hundred at least you could say your zero for zero thats better... my life sucks old men look at me like i have every thing if you only knew how miserable i was you would change your mind... you dont have the right to judge me.. people always think im doin fine i could go on and on about how i took care of my grandma in the hopital and she died but thats not my fault i miss her.... the worst part about life is BLOWN OPPORTUNITIES over and over
listening to people talk about sex and never getting none missing out on parties girlfriends all that
|Posted by anonymous at August 27, 2010
I'm 14 I fell in love with this guy. His guardians don't like me.up until now my parents loved him.they don't want me to be with him but he means the world to me I love him.when I was little I never had anything my dad was always gone and coming home drunk.they would never let me hang with friends and they never liked any of my boyfriends.my brother was born and I was treated worst.nobody cares they treat me like dirt. I've been depressed for so long I don't no wat to do. I need to be with him
|Posted by Bee at August 27, 2010
I'm torn between wanting to be a religious or an everyday married person with kids. My time is running out as I get older. I know it doesn't sound too bad but it is. I have an amazing ability to see the pain in other people especially married people or people with children or sexually active people. I can appreciate the horror of the situation, so if I choose marriage and kids and I encounter sadness and hardship and grief, I will only have myself to blame because I knew all along that it would be. On the other hand I cannot be smug about the fact that I am celebate. The dawning truth is that one day sooner or later I will dry up, my biological clock will wither and I will face the reality that I will never have children in this world. I will never know intimacy with one of the many potential spouses I have met on my journey. There are times when I seriously ask God why I was ever conceived.
|Posted by AdotK at August 27, 2010
this really suck
-i have no girlfriend
-worst i don't even had a friend
-no body talks to me, forget girls not even guys
-i have tried to befriends with other random people on social network but that doesn't work either
-people decline my friend request even though they had bunch of 900+ friends
-and even worse some of the people who are there in my account previously, removed me after i've uploaded my real pics
|Posted by terraV at August 26, 2010
my life right now sucks so much its hard to even get through each day. the year has been horrible. first of all i'm poor. my dad left and my mom struggles to even pay for food and other basic stuff. sending us to school is a battle. i often have little or no money. we don't have a car nor have we had access to one since my dad left. yet still i battle and study and try to make something of myself. it didn't work out that good. i failed a course pushing me back an extra semester. since i am funded for school this means i have to pay for this course with money i do not have, and since i didn't graduate i can't get a good job. that's just the start. i always used to work and try to get some extra to help out around home and have some money. i actually kept a positive outlook on life. i had a gf. it got serious. i gave her my all. all my time and effort. i loved this girl like no other. i swear i wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. we were even planning to eventually get married. obviously though, she left me, for someone else. in one night. destroyed my whole world around me. wait it gets worse. my grandmom who i lived with for a period of time when we got evicted, is dieing. she can't even qualify to do surgery to prolong her life. another big part of me gone. since the start of the year i have been getting rejected from every place i apply to or anything i try to do. being poor would suck right. until you consider that the little i do have was stolen from me. i was held up at gun point more than once this year. f*cking bandits who just held me up. took everything i had. the wounds from the robberies healed though, but the pain of it all doesn't go away. life and the world seems to be fucking me over everyday. i won't be surprised if right now someone is planning to shoot me in the leg, so i feel the pain but don't die. every morning i wake up to realise that my life only gets shittier.
|Posted by Jersey boy at August 26, 2010
Dont know whats wrong with me but Im at the point where i dont want to wake up in the morning. I have a beautiful girl in my life who thinks the world of me but I still feel lost.
Ive alwasys had to struggle with life because Im legally blind in both eyes but I feel like i let it stop me form really experiencing life. I also feel that my eye condition is the reason my father never wanted me around.
Ive lost all interest in things I used to love to do..I just have no energy or desire to do anything..What hurts the most is I know it is killing my wife.Ive tried so many things to help me get out of this slump for her nothing seems to work..
I feel lost
|Posted by anonymous at August 25, 2010
My best friend who lives in SK has not got the greads to come back to the school we went too in the 6th form but me and my other friends have. So hes staying in SK to get tutored . This means i might not see him for another 2-3 years. I have known him at my school for about 6 years, he was my best mate. Life fuckin sucks.
|Posted by JustToVent at August 25, 2010
After 19 years of never getting a girl, despite having a lot to offer, not being a pushover, looking decent, I finally find a girl who I thought was different from the rest. After two years, and after deciding to propose at the end of the summer, she leaves me out of the blue for her best friend's recent ex-husband - he's a drug dealer, he cheated on her, they had an awful relationship, he's dropped out of college: he is the last person in the world I'd ever want to see her with. I was good to her, we never fought, I'm putting myself through college. She's with him, her ex-bestie is with a new guy - everyone hooked up and I'm the lonely one, betrayed and pushed out.
I had to move out, spent so much more money and had to live wherever would take me, and despite all that, have *still* been nothing but good and respectful and walked away. I am 2 hours away from anybody close. Then I lost my already lackluster job for no fault of my own. Then my car broke down. Then I lost my pets. Then back to the same rejection- despite trying to hit it off with any girls, I maintain a perfect record of failure - not even one quick date, not even from a DATING site! I am innocent in all of these affairs and I feel like I have been sentenced the death penalty.