|Posted by Ginger at August 1, 2010
When mother became abusive toward me and my siter I decided to leave and I tok mmy sister with me. It had two ywears scence the devorce and my father had remarried. I asked my father if I could live with and he to ask May his wife. May said it would be fine. We id get into like most girls do but my and may never hit us the punishments we being ground ciner time outs. One I accidentlly broke one of May's favrite vases. I told i was sorry and I told I would pay for it but she made glue back together. I took almost a week to do that. I embaressed onece by accident. TRhe bathroon dppr knob broke and it will lock shut. I opem the to enter and I saw May nude I was embaressed but may was morembaressed abd I don't how but My sister got a picture I told May I was sorry and she no punbishment. That wa an a ciident and you clould not have known I was in there. My 6 years ago and May died last year. Miss her. I called her Mama May. She more of a mother to me than my biological mother. No crack about my name please I have haerd all before. I am a R.N.
|Posted by Liz at August 1, 2010
I got stopped by the police for D.U.I. and it was vilation of my probation. I was hauled in the jail thyecuffed and made tak of y shoes for a pat down then they out my shoes backon took to area where ask yous ome question about your health and they put me into holding. I called my she she couldn't bail me out so I would be there. After couple I was caleed and thetok me to the striproom and the sign the door said female officer onlyOne the woman office told get undress and take and to wet my hair but before that they isued me my clothes the told me to wear all three pair socks panties and bra after I had showered and got dress they took m down which called the long walk the man officer was nice no yelling or ordering to do things he talked and if i had any children i do one duaghter. this the embaresing part the was V crew fil ming what goes on when mother and duaghter get pit behind bars. I am mout now I nver want go back. I have quit drinking Becuase i never wan to thapen again.
|Posted by Alex at July 31, 2010
okay ill get straight to the point.
im only 17 and as u guys know at this age its typical for me to go out and date girls however i can only do it when i introduce them to the fake me ..in other words i have to lie to them as a matter of a fact i created a fake identity of myself so i can date them .you must be asking urselves why i do that?well i live in israel and jewish girls would never go out with muslims although i dont have the look of a muslim at all but still i have to lie to them in order to get them thats the only way and as for my family well they are nothing but a pair of evil bashing rednecks who hates my guts they already kicked me out of the house several times they both call me a demon because i have a long hair (it reaches my jaw) i live in a village that hates me too for the same reasons and they called me "gay"because i have a long hair and im trying to change myself plus ive got into countless fights with them in order to protect my honor and yes it invovled ploice and thanks to them i have a criminal record of holding a knife .
i hhate muslims i hate israel i wanna live in peace i wanna relax i wanna love i wanna be who i am i wanna express the way that i feel but instead all this hatred within me is locked deep down inside its so heavy i cant find anynody to talk to .if anybody whos not from israel and he actually lives here in israel please inform me because i would really like to meet you
|Posted by jacob landers at July 31, 2010
First of all i dont have any parent my father left before i was born i dont even know his last name and my mom left me to dhs when i was 7 i have no friends im so skinny that its ugly i cant gain any wheight im very ugly most people think of me as 2 things:a psyco or a mentaly retarded child. Im thirteen years old and i have honestly never had one reason to enjoy life and to all of you people outthere who think everyone should be happy just because thier alive, wake up you freaken bush hippies cause some people like me would much rather be dead.
|Posted by anonymous at July 31, 2010
Well lets see...
Last year, when I was 14, my (now ex) boyfriend sexually harassed me. HE would shove his hands (and finger) places where I didn't want them and wouldn't let me resist. Then when I broke up with him he made my life hell by blaming me for his depression and how he waqs suicidal.
Then another guy decided he'd tell me about how he was suicidal and also blamed me.
I started cutting myself In January. And since last August I have had an eating disorder where I only eat dinner and throw it up straight after.
I havn't told anyone any of this before.
I get called good looking by guys ad some girls, but to myself I see a fat ugly biyatch.
Up until this year I have always been the nerdy straight-A chick. Now my teachers tell me I dont put any effort in, am not enthusuastic, need to improve. No one gets that I don't give a f***! I have other stuff going on in my life and I'm still decently passing so why bother?
My family have tight as rules and I'm not allowed out after 6pm unless I'm with friends and supervised by an adult my parents know. Im 15 for gods sake I think I can look after myself.
I don't know why I'm so f***ed up thats why I almost want to be raped or something to have an excuse.
I can't see myself living after high school unless I become a cop. My parents don't want me to become a cop because I 'am too smart for that.' They don;t get that I can do what I want.
I would kill myself, but I don't wanna die fat. 99lb is too fat.
|Posted by anonymous at July 31, 2010
My Life Sucks Because...
-No true friends
-parents always fighting
-little brother being annoying
-people think i'm weird
-did i mention single ugh NOBODY I REAPEAT NOBODY Likes me!!!!
this may not seem all that bad but trust me its bad to the point of thinking about commiting suicide
My best friend had a terrible relationship with someone who she thought was decent and a high-flyer. He made her do so many perverted things and now he has destroyed her because she found out that he is doing the same thing with other women, at least 3 other women.
My friend was always cheerful, helpful, trustworthy, dependable but she recently tried to commit suicide over this piece of shit who is dangling some smutty pics of her as blackmail. Do not ask what he is blackmailing from her - it's just too horrible to describe but my friend feels she has no choice.
Both our lives are just ruined but I now want to fight bad. How can I get even with this evil bastard (he is german)? He is such a slimy piece of shit but he works quite high up in the telecoms business and looks so respectable.
|Posted by anonymous at July 31, 2010
What a site. A lot of messed up sh__ on here. So here is mine:
Got a good wife, got a good life. For several years. I rescued her from a bad life and put her through school. Everything was great. Then the wife gets addicted to pain pills. I find pills and needles all over the place. She keeps getting stuck without a job and the finances fall apart. And every night I have to come home to her being wasted on pills. She even totalled her car while she was messed up. And now we are deeeeep in debt.
So I get cynical and am angry a lot. I yell all the time and am always pissed because I have to babysit her. She starts telling me that she wants something different for her life. Yeah, no sh*t, I think. So do I. Well she starts cleaning up her act and going to a lot of girls night outtings (ya see where this is going yet?)
One day she says she needs to go be alone for the weekend to reflect on her life and how she is getting older. She comes back and tells me that God has told her to leave me because I was a bad influence. WTF???? She goes on and on about her spiritual revival and how she has been counseled by this pastor's wife.
Flash forward a few weeks and guess what? There is no pastor's wife... just a pastor. And she's been sleeping with him. I confront them both and they make up some BS about how it wasn't the way it looked. And they keep doing it. When I finally got proof, she's shrugged it off and he doesn't see...
|Posted by saphtrav at July 31, 2010
i feel loss pain and sadness why do people commit suicide and leave us behind suffering, wondering,blaiming ourselves.it makes me so angry and so frustrated at the same time i have a emptyness that will never go away my boyfriend hung himself at 18 i was 15 and had his baby girl im 38 this year and still can,t get over it ,i found him u see, i blaim myself and getting pregnant and for being ugley mabey if i had been the girl he wantef he,d still be here end my 22yr old daughter would have a father ???
|Posted by anonymous at July 30, 2010
So a couple of months ago I told my story on here (the story)...
I'm still stuck. I have been stealing my neighbor's wifi (which is a very bad connection and IDK who it even belongs to to ask if I can use it) to periodically check on job postings and whatnot hoping I can find something close by and pray that somehow all the pieces fall into place. Well this has been uneventful and nothing has happened with my job hunt. I still have no car. I still have no real way out. Then yesterday morning we got a phone call from out of the country that my boyfriend's mother passed away after an extended illness. He left this morning to be at her funeral. He can't come back due to his immigration status and knows this. He hasn't made any contact as I have no phone and his family has no internet in his home country. He has left me here alone in the middle of nowhere (without one red cent) to care for our son how??? The only option I have is to email my parents and ask them to drive 6 hours and move us out of here and in with them... When it's known it's "not an option" to live with them. FML... I just want to curl up in a ball and die. It was hard enough that my mother-in-law died as I loved her very much, but now that he's gone as well and our son and I may never see him again and I don't know how to get a job without a car or an appropriate wardrobe.... It's the hardest thing I've ever been through. Make it stop hurting... PLEASE.
|Posted by J-Ice at July 29, 2010
I was ready to get married when my fiance came home from no where and told me she didn't want to be w/ me anymore b/c she wanted to do her own thing. She also said she didn't want a boyfriend right now but if she was w/ someone it would be me. We have a year and a half old son together and were really happy. I helped her through school, get a car, a job, a better home, paid her bills and gave her money constantly b/c she was only workin part time and didn't have much. Well here after being broken up only 2 and a half months she already has a new boyfriend, who just got out of jail and has a herion habit. Put a PFA on my b/c she said I was threatening her, mean while her new boyfriend is callin and textin me, tellin me he's coming after me and wants to fight. Also while she is with this guy, callin and textin me and askin me to help her with money and with her bills. While again tellin me that maybe we will get back together, she misses me and that she wants to see what happens b/w us in the future. I didn't see my son now in days, she also told me when wer broke up that I'm the best boyfriend she ever had, she still loves me, I'm the best father a child could have, I did and do everything for her, and she didn't want either one of us to date people while we were broken up. Now she has that guy living w/ her, has my son call him daddy, is doing drugs also and said that I'm never gonna see my son again. My Life Sucks!!!
|Posted by corey at July 29, 2010
MY LIFE SUCKS. EVER SINNCE EVER SINCE GIRLS NEVER SEEM TO FALL INTO MY LIFE.. CANT FIND A JOB SO I CANT FIND A GOOD WORKING CAR.. I MEAN EVERYDAY I WAKE UP I HATE IT. I JUST SEEM TO NEVER CAN FIND MY BREAK.YOU KNOW LIFE DRAINS ME. I MET A GIRL I THOUGHT WAS THE ONE FOR ME BUT SHE THOUGHT DIFFER I GUESS. SO FUCK HER AND FUCK LIFE
|Posted by Ganja man at July 28, 2010
Hi I'm 19 and I used to be a sweet kid and a gentleman up untill my last girlfriend she cheated ok me while I was over seas which sent me into depresion cuz everyday I would ache And get so upset to see this girl and I knew she wasn't feelin same way so I turned to drugs and over dosed I believe tht god saved me but and then before I got back I flu d out she fucked my friend on my mother fuckin birthday and since then it's been a year already I cnt talk to girls how I used to I'm scared to get. Close to one I feel like it's gna end the same way and then I get nervous can enybody help me pleaseee
|Posted by anonymous at July 28, 2010
my life sucks
i always sit alone during class hour, being mock and back stab by other female friends,
come back home and facing my only friend: computer, nobody seems to like me, neither family, stranger, or friend.
so what ?
it didnt really matter isnt it ? i love myself and i wont let anyone to bother or disturb my life, what ever shit people wanna do behind my back or in front of my eyes is their own problems, and it doesnt effect me at all. Why should i let my self get worry or angry to something un-important. Friendship is bullshit. Without them i am better off, no one will make me jealous nor affect me.
we are alone in this world, we came to this world alone, and dying alone. Just love yourself and be with peace & honest with your own feeling, dont fight your life mates ~
find a single moment to contemplate in a day, and just feel grateful at least we are still alive and breathing instead of dying~
|Posted by anonymous at July 28, 2010
... I just hate everything - the fucking endless WARS!!! they cant account for our TAX MONEY - BILLIONS - Kill all those fuckers, All this money could pay for health care - these FUCKING Republicans - Kill them ALL
NO FUCKING JOBS, all these fucking immigrants come here to commit crimes, the Fucking Chinese - fuck them too, NO GOOD dog eating mother fuckers - our troops are in Korea and Japan - they use their money to compete with us and KICK our ass too - why the fuck are we not getting paid for the services
Why the fuck are trading with FUCKING CHINA - cant trust those fuckers
NO GOOD unethical FUCKS - DON'T EVER TRUST ANY OF THEM
STOP TRADING WITH CHINA......
NOT JUST the Mexicans - why aren't rounding up the Indians and ASIANS
They are here illegal too - we should KILL all those illegal fucks
Why do they have to have the street name in Chinese here??? OAKLAND AND TEXAS ..There are NO street names in English over there, FUCK THEM ALL - ALL those Fucking ugly women - this country is gone to SHIT!! all these fucking politician don't trust any of them.
ALL these fucking companies that send the the jobs to South America, India, China - then they come here to get FREE MEDICAL CARE!!!
I am fucking MAD - The congress should take a 20% pay cut- all those fuckers make too much for doing SHIT!! WE need to get rid of all those ass holes - the next time the refuse to sign employment? THEY SHOULD NOT GET PAID EITHER, THE PEOPLE ARE SICK OF THIS SHIT - WE WILL BE COMING TO WASHINGTON SOON
|Posted by Kary at July 27, 2010
Well, I went on this website to see if other's people's bad luck would make me feel a little better, but I don't think they're worse than me.
My dad died when I was 6, my mom moved to the United States and I was left with my aunt for 4 years (best of my life), then I was forced to go with my mom, but when I got there, she never took care of me, and I was constantly molested by my uncle and her business partner.
As soon as I turned 16, she kicked me out of the house and I moved in with a friend, when I was 17, I met a guy who was 33 and showed me that life could be great. At 18 I got pregnant. He's from Mexico and we moved there, as soon as I went there he completely changed, he started drinking all the time, and beating me when he got home, not caring if our daughter saw everything. I recently left him, and moved back to my country, and now he's harassing me on the internet, he opened up several pages and blogs using my name, he's invited my friends and family and is sending them naked pictures of me that he took when we were together! and posting crazy stories about me that are not true!
He is not leaving me alone, and people are constantly calling me and asking me to please take those pictures off the internet, problem is I CAN'T!!!!!!!!!
Now, I have a 2 year old daughter who I have to tell the whole story to someday, before she finds out on the internet, everytime I start seeing someone I have to tell them before they google me and see for themselves, and I have to live with that the rest of my life.
|Posted by Randi at July 27, 2010
we have differnt restrictions in society that we have that are different. I t actually makes me wish i was ugly. For instance, i cant give my sister tips on what she wears bc if i say it looks bad (and im being honest and only wanna help) shell tell me that "not everyone can look like you, randi" in a snide voice. It makes me feel bad as a person that i cant even help her on anything as far as appearances go. All my life shes told me "i wish i looked like you" and "i hate you" playfully. but she doesnt realize that it really gets to me.
another thing is that some ppl in society will decide that they dont like you solely bc you are beautiful and they are not. (some are thinking "well, thats their loss" but....that also begins to eat you inside after a while. And that is only a glimpse of the life of beautiful people. Isnt so beautiful, is it? appearances can be deceiving.
|Posted by asucker at July 27, 2010
alright so i met this girl in highschool when we were both 17. im 20 now i been in the marine corps for over 2 years and we've been together the whole time and everything is cool. i tried to see if she wanted to get married because i could make more money so when i come out i can be better off. she doesnt wanna do it because she doesnt have a degree yet? what the hell sence does that make. we both love each other and we put in enoupgh time so why is she doing this. it hurts me to think about it and i been using her to have sex when i go on vacation back home but apart of me still has feelings for her even tho she didnt want to commit and strengthen are future more so pretty much i got fucked and it still haunts me till this day that im living like shit for her reasons cause she is to selfish cause shes clearly thinking about herself and not both of us.
|Posted by JacK at July 25, 2010
How about growing up knowing that you weren't wanted by your parents? Well, that happened to me. I overheard (I wasn't evesdropping, I was just in the next room) my mother talking to my sister about how my father had a vasectomy when she (my mother) was pregant with my other sister, who just happens to be over 2 years older than me. I guess I can't blame me on stray sperm. Anyway, my mother told my sister not to ever tell me, and she didn't until I told her that I already knew.
Just imagine growing up in a family that struggled financially (that's putting it mildly), and thinking you are the reason for it.
Of course my very religious mother now says that I was a true "gift from God." Yeah right. What a bunch of B.S. Of course my very religious mother is another reason that my life sucks, but that's another story.
|Posted by anon at July 25, 2010
So i was with my ex girlfriend for over 3 years, the start of this relationship i was incredibly happy. However, as time passed i became more insecure about the relationship..for no valid reason. I allowed external factors to influence my actions and cheated multiple times. I felt incredibly guilty following this and told my partner each time, we seperated a few times but moved passed it. last year we split up and had no contact for a few months before we started to sleep together again and become close. She had however already booked a trip away for a year to get away and clear her head, she left without even saying a proper goodbye which hurt massively. A few months later we began to have contact again through email culminating in agreeing to see each other when she returned from travelling and speaking about our relationship. This hope was destroyed a few days later by an update on her facebook of being in a new relationship and a failure to reply to my messages. In the end i sent a messages asking if she wanted to cut contact and wishing her the best for the future, she confirmed this as being the case. It would have been decent of her to tell me rather than finding out through facebook..although i guess its something i deserved through my past actions. I am struggling to move on...i was an idiot and i guess thats just something that will always stay with me