I am 50, had shity childhood, mother died when i was young, 7 kinds left, all ended uo suffereing with drugs and alcohol, dad is a mess, well i escaped, joined the army, made CSM E/9 in 17 years, still married, 30 years, two children, girl and boy both college grads, I make over 200000 a year, and life sucks. Why, I suppose i live so others live and i have no freedom to be who I want to be without running into some conflicts with the job, wife, kids, my faith. I am always under some expectaion and it sucks. I will overcome and have a better day for sure, but nevertheless, life sucks for me. I just can't do what I want and sadly I don't know what that is as my life idefined by so many others. Take care everyone, and don't give up!!! | |
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