hello. Life is shit. I am a 26 yr. old Canadian male. I feel bad for all the people who have written on here about all the shit that happened to them, and is happening. I came here tonight thinking about how I hate my life, well I do. Anyway, life is shit all around the world. I grew up in the middle east where my two older brothers and I were beaten, molested, and tortured for being white kids. My father is a narcissist, who thought it was fun to beat us too, and in the next breath would tell us that he was a messenger of God to a heathen land. When I was 6 was the first time i tried to kill myself. held my head under in a bucket of water, didn't work. I tried riding my bicycle as fast as i could into a concrete wall, resulted in little more then a massive lump on my head. I hated my life. when I was 10 my teacher molested me, she would take me, tell the other kids i had been bad, she would threaten to tell my parents too if i didn't do things with her. When I was 12 my family went back to Canada, and for once i felt free, i wasnt kicked out of bakeries, beaten in the street for being blond. I wanted to stay in Canada, and when my dreams were shattered I hung myself before we could go back when i was thirteen. I didn't die, obviously, not sure how i lived, but i did. For the longest time i thought it was God, and that he had finally been there and saved me, but when i was 16 i realized that if that was the case, God has a sick sense of humor. When I was sixteen my father sent me to cypress by myself, some stupid visa renewal thing. While in cypress I got in a car with three men who offered me a ride into town, instead the drove into the country and raped me, forced me to give oral, and take anal. I havent talked about this till today, not even to my wife of 6 years. but, more now than ever i hate my life and i want a refund. I would rather not have lived at all than have lived this life. I am tierd of bottleing it up inside, I hate every job i ever have, i lose control when i feel i am being taken advantage of or being teated unfairly, and thats all this world is. I used to think i was going to change the world, but i give up, its just too much shit. THank you for reading.
God is such a hypocrite. God has fucked so many virgin it's incomprehensible. We used to shoot up on heroin and listen to the grateful dead, before they were alive. Then we would go have massive orgies with other gods such has Bauchhus (Roman wine god). Bauchhus could fucking party. Bauchhus could snort a pile of coke, eat a few pounds of shrooms, and inject countless other mind altering drugs and still be able to get his dick hard, very impressive. We had some good times to say the least. Then one day we invite this crazy bicth to one of our parties, MARY. She was such a crazy uptight whore. Loved to do anal, but her father beat her so she had some issues. One day God calls her up for a late heaven booty call. She comes over and takes off her clothes and with a very swift motion CHOPS OFF GOD'S DICK with a machete !!!!!!!!!!! She demanded that she forever be known as THE VIRGIN MARY, or else she would chop off his head. He obliged.
Shit changed real quick. God stopped partying and at the same time some fucker named Moses came up with some ten commandments. God saw a good opportunity to ensure that everyone experienced his misery, so he got on his high horse and started condemning everyone that disobeyed these commandments, which denied pleasure. God, because of his inability to ever have sex for eternity cursed man with Moses ten commandments!
Long story short. Let the blow jobs flow free!
The Devil ;)
When will I be expecting you? I love people that are too lazy to deal with their problems in real life so they vent online to dumb sites like this. This laziness is indicative of the pathetic human condition. I have a special place in hell for these people: the online gaming section. You perpetually play diablo 3 and WOW.
In Heaven, people who do more good deeds will have bigger homes than others. That is clearly stated in the bible. Hence, people like you will have to sleep in shit holes in heaven and service the "rich people's" cars and cook their food.
Hence, I suggest you stop bitching and being lazy. Because the afterlife is not going to be any different now you fucking idiot. Either start selling drugs or trafficking women, or take a note from the Rockafellas'/Rothchilds'
this is a quick message to help you guys. i 4 one could never under stand but i believe that this approach to life can help the smallest problem like being timid or being abused. i had a big problem were i was bullied for being skinny for my age. this is bloody degrading and made me feel like shit. so anyway i was in front of a mirror about make my self bleed for the first time. i was fuck off scared. i plunged the blade into my forearm and then it heart. it heart a lot. then it came to me i still feel things. by this realisation i decided to go on the internet and find a man who from email sent me a workout program. i did it and he sent me harder and harder. then i built my self up and now 3 years of people saying that u couldn't do it i couldn't get there I'm just waisting my time I'm now 210lb this is BIG. i didn't then go on a revenge mission i simply scared the living shit out of them, and now i help others like me.
what I'm trying to say is that you guys should please stop cutting and tearing and feel. then u can get out of drugs and tell dim head boyfriends to fuck off and find a man who will be caring and kind. inform police or friends and get help to get rid of abuseres. now this can't happen just like that . like me u can all be the best of ur potential. you can all change. it will take time it will be painful, grab those demons by the throat and fucking thow it out. and once it is done you will all be so relieved you will lay your head down and sleep better than u have ever ...
please we can all reach r goals and dreams just do what you have to do to save your self and live . come on