Forever Alone | Posted by anonymous at June 26, 2012 | Tags: 2012 June |
I am 23 years old, female
I have no close friends.
I have never had a boyfriend, never been kissed.
I am unemployed.
I have applied for several jobs and have not been successful for each one, even those specialized programs which assist those who are long term unemployed.
I have no money and because I am still living with my parents and at college I am not eligible for unemployment benefits (my family is not rich and I have to hear them complain about working hard for the dollar).
I recently had an interview and I was so sure that I was going to get the job because I was only one other applicant who applied and I still did not get it.
I have an exam tomorrow which I have not studied for weighing 75%
I am in so much debt with college fees
I have rat(s) living in my room
All I do is play video games all day
I am extremely neurotic and psychotic but I do not qualify for any mental illness.
I was labelled an 'at risk student' back in high school and put in special education due to my lack of cognitive ability but I do not qualify for an intellectual disability.
I am a lazy slob.
I have poor self esteem.
I have very poor social skills and am wasting time and money studying human resources because my transcript shows fails for every other subject I do.
I do not see a future for myself.
I hate my life. I am forever alone. | |
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However if you lose weight god will no longer love you because he likes fatties
Once you become more intelligent you begin to understand why certain religions have survived over time and become more popular. You know, the ones that tell you to follow ONLY this religion, and convert other people to this religion, and to not use birth control so you breed a bunch of more people indoctrinated into this religion. Pretty simple stuff. Too bad you're dumb.
And I know this won't convince you to change. But I will probably create some internal conflict deep down in your brain where some part of you realizes that you're totally wrong about everything. But then your emotions kick in. "How dare you say that I'm wrong!" you'll think. Sigh.
If God exists he's a sick fuck
He leaves his semi retarded children, Adam and Eve, in Eden with the equivalent of an open bottle of poison ( the tree of knowledge) and he leaves Satan as the baby sitter. WTF did your IDIOT God think would happen
Later God makes a bet with Satan over Job proving The Judeo Christian God is a narcissist and sadist
Later countless acts of genocide: sociopath serial killer
Then God flips and sends himself in human form to make amends through his sacrifice. The very definition of bipolar
If your pathetic loser god exists at all homo sapiens or our descendants will become clever enough to indict and convict 'God' of crimes against humanity and punish him as he deserves to be punished
In regard to adam and eve. God warned them about the tree, he gave them a big warning. Instead of listening they rebelled and sinned. God created humans with a free will, if there was no free will we would essentially be robots.
The story of Job starts off sad but guess what, Job gets twice more riches afte his test. Most of his life was probably great anyway, he was a really rich guy his whole life, then he went through a period of horridness, but it didn't last forever. You should read the book of Job before you judge its cover.
As for the "counless acts of genocide.." God destroyed wicked people, people who broke his commands, people who worshipped false idols, sinners. Yes, God is a God of love and grace, but he is also a God of perfect justice. Which is why we need Jesus. He will send every sinner to hell, thankfully he is also gracious so he sent his son Jesus to die in our place, so that whoever accepts him will be forgiven. Just one sin committed makes you guilty. Thats how serious God is about Justice.
Have you actually read the bible?
God doesn't need to be punished, we deserve to be punished, were sinners, theres all sorts of evil going on throughout the world with us humans. Most people cant even recongise thier own sin most of the time they're so used to it. If an alien came to earth he would think, 'what savages', he'd elect to have us exterminated...
If God we're so righteous why didn't he stop the various genocides such as the Armenian (Christian) genocide, the Holocaust, Stalins gulags, Maos massive famines, Pol Pots murder of more than 5 million people, Rwanda, Burundi, Uganda, Bosnia, darfur etc ad nauseum
If God exists he's an indifferent apathetic fuck who should be put on trial for crimes against humanity.
In so far as Adam and Eve go, they didn't get free will or the knowledge of right from wrong until after they ate the damn apple.
Oh, in so far as Job goes, cute that God made a BET with Satan about who would win. All throughout the OT God and Satan act as chess players rather than opposing forces of good and evil.
God is a bipolar, sociopathic narcisist
Then Jesus said, "Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Matthew 11:28
I'll pray for you :)
God bless.
If you play video games all day, how can you expect to do well in school? Prioritize your world
Join some organizations to meet people and give your life more purpose (volunteer group, debate, salsa, habitat for humanity, special interests clubs, fraternity/sorority, academic clubs, there are plenty of opportunities for socializing on campus)
If you continue you to put out negative energy, you will continue to get negative energy, no one wants to be around a person who is always sad, so try to stay positive and you will attract positive people to you.
You are not the only person in the world feeling this way. You can and will overcome these feelings, but first you have to believe that you actually can and think about what you need to do to get there.
Of all the sad stories on here, yours does not contain one single misspelled word. Which is a lot to say considering 99.9% of internet users can't type or use proper grammar.
#2 Stop playing stupid video games all day long. That is the sure shot way of never meeting anybody outside your home.
Go volunteer - start with an internship - get your foot in the door, then try reapplying.
#3 Stop playing the stupid video games. They'll make you depressed and feel like a lazy snob with low self esteem.
Your life doesn't suck. But your video game habits suck.
go get any guy you want to pay for everything you need.
even ugly girls can have life handed to them.
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