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My will to live is fading..

Posted by Destroyed Hope at July 9, 2012
Tags: July 2012

All my life I've been lonely. I used to try to get in with the 'cool' people to help ease my lonliness, but it never helped. Sometimes I'll just stay in the darkness of my room and try to sleep, until I get really bad headaches.

I somehow have the desire to be with/talk to people, and I don't know why. I wish I wasn't so dependant on others, it really leaves me vulnerable. I get attached way too easily. I always end up falling for girls who have no desire at all to be with me.

I know that my story may not be as sad as others'. However, it still hurts to be as lonely as I am. I don't know what to do. I've contemplated suicide, but it just seems pointless, and would be stupid for me to try. But I don't want to go on being lonely.. What do I do?

(Mercy, Truth, and all you other trolls feel free to comment your usual crap. It'll really boost my self-esteem..)


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By at 31,Jul,13 02:36

i read your story and my story is also similar to yours.there is a psychological reason for you to be like this.probably you were/are the youngest kid in your family and no one appreciated you as much as they did for your siblings.probably you saw your mom and dad fight too much and you really did not live in environment of love,i agree what happened is not fair.though there you were not hurt physically,you have been hurt psychologically.the worst of being hurt this way is you cant explain it to others.the trick is to accept and forgive the wrongdoings of others,accept your weakness and then work and hope things will be better
By anonymous at 18,Sep,13 05:43

Actually the youngest child gets the most attention don't they? well in my family they do... i think the middle child is normally the odd one out.

By ForgottenUnknown at 03,Aug,13 14:23

I know exactly what you mean. I've never been more alone in my life. I fall for people easily too, unfortunately. You just have to hang in there. Start fresh. Find people who like the same things as you. Talk. Just be you. And you'll find the right people. You just have to find your place. And try not to get hurt. By falling for the wrong people. Be a little more reluctant. Love's better that way. It'll be okay eventually c: Keep your head up, you'll do fine

By A at 06,Sep,13 11:00

I'm si
By A at 06,Sep,13 11:03

Sorry about that. Pressed ENTER.

I'm sorry to hear about your troubles. I've been going through a bunch of tough times that are quite lonely. Its worse seeing other people around you with friends and getting families. I can't say I know what to do. All I can say is hopefully things turn out better for you soon.
By A at 06,Sep,13 11:03

P.S. I really don't think killing yourself will solve anything.
By anonymous at 18,Sep,13 05:44

I fully agree, killing yourself won't solve anything and if people realize how much they miss you, it will be too late! :(

By anonymous at 08,Jan,14 16:11

I hope the New Year is better one and things turn around. Feel free to email if you need someone to talk to.

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