i writing this over the phone, and this language isnt my native but who gives fuck about that. there is a lot in my life that going wrong and i just cant share it all. its just to damn much. the worst part that im ok with that. lol. and yeah i think im crazy. that is now just who i am. im not ugly or gay or asshole anything like that but i never had sex. i just watch life go bye. cant find a job but i know to do almost anything, for example i kick ass on computer, but i give for free my own pc - dont now why cus im crazy i gues. and i cant sleep. not ever. fuck. why is that. and yeah, the worst thing i dont know who i am any more its like im free to watch life but not living it. and then i think how free i am and have nothing to lose but i have. thats sucks and that i have is my own life based on lies and more. i dont want hurt no one that i know so i lie. only about me. they think my life is ok but is not. im not on drugs but i hate pain to. who doesnt. and i think i gonna die soon but i not gonna kill my self. and if that happend fuck it. i just feel sory that i couldnt be the boyfriend for the girlfriend that i could be. but things could be worst - i could be imortal and all of this just stay the same. trust me i try and i kept on trying to find life but its just... you know its just fucked up. | |
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But how about if we change it so it doesn´t suck anymore???? If everybody who killed himself and who wants to kill himself/herself did something to change this world instead – it would be much much better already. Let´s unite and do something instead of committing suicide.
search on google for: EQUAL MONEY ORGANIZATION and DESTENI GROUP... and you will find help and practical solutions… you will also find me there on the forum under Greg and GregWiater
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