my life sucks, it started to suck when my now ex-boyfriend broke up with me, almost a month ago after a 3 year relationship. Since then I haven't been able to sleep, eat, o even have a real good time with my best friends.
I used to like school, now I can't stand it, i'm not even interested anymore.. and I just got into college... I try to find it interesting but all I really want is to sleep, or die... or whatever. I like to think that with some time I'll get to feel better and better, but instead everyday gets worse. I have tried to fix things up with mi ex, but he's all confused about what he wants, and I just feel so tired of feeling like shit, i really really really want to die. I can't stand being alone and none wants to be with me all the time, because they've got other things to do. I feel like I'm dieing from the inside to the outside and I can't do nothing about it. I hate myself for making such a big deal out of something so stupid and so "easy" to get over, i'm usually not like this at all, but now I jus't can't control myself and I'm pretty sure I'm going crazy (literally) and I'm failing on everything I do, and failing my parents, apart from the fact that I don't really talk to them anymore, 'cus I think they'll want to talk about how much I suck at everything u_u | |
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