I really need a hug. My heart aches. I am emotionally lonely. I need to love, to make a woman happy and for her to make me happy.
I'm 25, have a great job, money, house, all the material stuff, gadgets, etc.
I am also a nice guy to be around (no, I'm not an asshole) and I understand woman. And I'm good looking. I even like dancing (but my cooking is crap :P)
But I am utterly alone. WTF!
I always seem to like the girl who is already taken. Nothing has been moving forward for years. My last relationship was a disaster and did not end well. Did that screw me up? I've practically been alone for 2 years or perhaps more. The other day I came from work, sat in darkness in the living room and cried while playing some dumb game on the iPhone. Now I'm even laughing at myself, that's hilarious!
Haha dude, I am so totally utterly alone. I've been alone since I was a child. I have mastered the ways of solitud and i'm even efficient at being alone. I'm fucking good at being alone, I can be locked in my house for days without seeing anyone and not be bothered.
But this has been going for too long. I want to experience that spark of love again. I reeeeeally enjoy making people happy, I love it when I can make my couple happy.
But here I am. I started by googling 'alone', then landed on 'solitude' from there to 'loneliness' and now I'm here writing this. It's sad. It's unnecessarily sad. The world is full of humans and most of us are feeling lonely.
Anyhow, it made me feel good to read that there are other people out there who are 'perfectly good' and also are alone as fuck. And perhaps reading this can make you feel good too. Who knows. En fin, chau. | |
I can tell you this much: I would so love to be in your shoes right now :). It would be as though all the problems that are bugging me to no end were solved, with the exception of loneliness, but I could live with that :).
"Love being in love" Check
"Good looking mixed race girl" Check
"Up for excitement" Check
"Lives in England" Check
Wonder if he bit the bait for his dream girl ;P
If you really want love, go out there and find it--but I think needing love to make you happy is sort of....not the best idea. You want to be in love with the person, not the relationship. It sounds like you're a giving and caring person--and you're using a relationship as an outlet? Maybe volunteering will help fill that void. You just in general like spreading happiness around and human interaction/appreciation maybe.
Really, though, if you want a to be in love just for love, then aren't you using a potential girl? You'll love her for the relationship, not for who she is. Don't love her just because you're together--love her for the person she is separate from you, her flaws, her strong points.
You seem like a really nice guy, but if you want a loving relationship to last--again, fall in love with the person first, not your need to love.
"I'm sort of the same"=NO YOU ARE NOT!!!!
"I do like caring for someone"=PHFFFFFFFFF!!!
"Maybe volunteering will help fill that void" He isn't asking for a job you arrogant waste of space, he is looking for love!!!!!
"Fall in love with the person fist not your need to love" Well why the hell did you stick your butt in and ruined what could have been a happy little moment that could have cheered him up? I seriously do not understand you! If you do not believe in internet interaction then just leave and save us some time. Please if you are reading this see what is commented for you up on your previous stupid comment where you couldn't believe your senses that a beautiful mixed race girl really does exist in the world and not in fairy tales. God I already hate your guts.....Don't bother replying coz I ain't gonna see your crap, coz if I do then I will probably feel even more sad for you which I do not want to feel.
I hope you find someone soon. Feeling lonely and yearning to be loved but not being able to find it while not the greatest problem, is awful.
Take care me luv...
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