I am 29 years GAY , i considered to be a good looking guy ,never was popular at middle-high school , or even at college , i had only one boyfriend and it lasted for one year only , it took my 2 years to get over him, it was hurtful , i had different jobs , all of them suck , i lived in different countries as well to find the ideal city , all of them suck .i came out to my best friend and told him that i am gay , it was awful, he treated me like a second class citizen , he is not my friend any more
I work as lecturer in the University, so i had to move away from my town , i am away from friends and family , just i wanted this job badly because i wanted to be a popular , i wanted to get people`s attention, i wanted to be loved but people don't love me (i guess), they love the AAA`s and the high marks ,i love my job but i am having crush on many of my students , sometimes i feel myself slave to the cute students , just i want any chance to create a connections with them but i know its not going to work anyway , i cant find an ideal partner , imagine i go home and wank on my students? is not awful, how it would be like if they knew! i wish to have one of them as a partner.......
i am trying all sort of dating but cant find him. what`s wrong with me! i am not ugly or bad , even i am so cheerful , respectful , know how to talk , i have interesting lifestyle , music , theatre , food !!! but i suck
I am so lonely , no friends , no dates , no partner, no family ,
just me alone , is this life!
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what would You Think Your Life Will Be
You Are Against The Nature
This Is just Wrong
YOU MUST BE A MAN AND RESPECT YOUR PENIS
YOU SHOULD RESPECT YOUR BODY TO RESPECT YOUR SELF
& YOU SHOULD GO TO AN Psychiatrist & FIND HELP
& THIS WAY YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR LIFE AND HAVE AN PRETTY WOMEN TO LOVE AND HAVE KIDS & CONTROL YOUR LIFE
TRUST ME THATS WHAT YOU MUST ADJUST YOUR BRAIN TO DO
THIS COULD BE HARD BUT
BUT YOU WILL WIN YOUR LIFE & YOUR FUTURE
If you're a good-looking, successful, educated, and interesting guy, maybe you're just not trying hard enough? Not to be mean, but just put yourself out there. Go on dating sites, et cetera. And I know I don't have to tell you that fraternizing with students is unacceptable, and could make your situation much, much, much, much worse. I hope I emphasized that enough.
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