"my life sucks" is somethin evry1 says at a point in their life.. for me its pretty much bcome my slogan throughout day, for years now..
i had jus the perfect life.. luxurious...n i was the perfect kid.. good grades in skool.. graduated college.. got a wonderful job!!! evry1 was proud!! my parents n siblings alike.. n then...
then i fell in love!! n my life turned upside down.. i married against my parents approval... left my job.. n moved to another country...
my hubby aint that rich (reason parents dint approve)... but v r okie.. but i totally dread my in-laws... n dunnow y but i jus cant seem to get a good job... n my in-laws ridicule me for it... its been 3 years... n i jus worked for 5 months doin a not so good kinda job... n im not gettin pregnant.. again in-laws keep pokin their noses..
my mom-in-law taunts me in front of others.. but in front of my hubby shes jus the sweetest... such a bitch!!! i ve shed oceans of tears n prayed fervently to God... but im still heartbroken..
its like .. whtever i try.. whteva i pray for doesnt happen.. n worse my heart pains all the time.. thinkin of my family.. how much i dread takin this stupid decision..
n my health is pathetic... sick all the time... sittin at home n gainin weight... no frnds to talk to.. nuthing.. its like im under a spell... i ve been patient for 3 years.. n now im suicidal...
dunnow wht to do... | |
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