I ruined my life by using drugs and dropped out of school. I'm not a junkie just mild drugs but it screwed me up mentAlly. I'm now 18 and have no friends I go to work come home and watch tv. What a pointless fucking life. What's stopping me from ending it? The fact I'm a wimp, the scars on my wrists prove that. I'm awkward can't talk to people and I'm extremely nice but for some reason people seem to hate me still. Why do I bother? Fuck this life, this lonely life | |