OK. I was a wife and mother. l always put my children and my husband first. I had a career but my husband had me give it up to homeschool our kids. He started beating me and convinced me that it was my fault i was being beaten. My son agreed with him and started to abuse me as well. My daughter turned out OK and is now in college. My son graduated from college. All the money I had saved from when I was working went to making sure my son and my daughter could go to college. But after I got out of the marriage and got a restraining order, my husband held my mother prisoner and abused her. I rescued her but stepped into a hornets nest and got the D.A.'s girlfriend fired, so he had the charges dropped against my husband, who had stolen all my mom's money and abused her so badly that I eventually she was died of a cold because I couldn't get her condition to improve more. Then I had to beg for funds for her funeral.
My husband of 33 years is rich and making a fortune but the judge wouldn't let me have attorneys fees and so, without an attorney, I couldn't get support IN CALIFORNIA. My husband cut my health insurance while I was in the cardiac intensive care unit being told I might need open heart surgery to live and I left the hospital uninsured and a popper. I finally got Medical as I got on SSI. Because my husband paid into Social Security, he will be eligible for it but I'm not because I didn't pay in enough quarters on my own and can't get Medicare. SSI (the same stuff the illegal immigrants get) and Medical was the only way I could get my heart treated at all.
They cut my gas in the house and I burned my foot carrying hot water upstairs for a shower.
My husband regularly breaks into the house and trashes it, but it is likely to be lost as he refuses to pay the mortgage, and tonight I noticed that in the piles of my husband's trash in the living room, there is now a family of rats. I have rat-phobia and am now afraid to go into the living room.
Nobody cares. The only good news is that I've lost so much weight, my figure looks great and I've still got blonde hair, but I don't have anybody to love. My daughter is 500 miles away and is wonderful but just wants to forget that she ever had a father, and I'm part of the baggage. She tried to file charges against her father as well but the police refused to take the report because of the district attorney's girlfriend.
I am so used to caring about others, I just wish I had someone to care about. I know, you probably think I'm awful too. Everyone has an opinion on how I am obviously responsible for all my problems.
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