i am a straight man that had been married twice, i was a very caring and loving husband that never mistreated them in anyway. i was very happy and committed to them at the time that i was married to them, and loved them very much. my first wife cheated on me, after being with her for almost fifteen years. i thought that i was going to spend the rest of my life with her, and have a family as well. my second wife, seemed always depressed. especially after her mother passed away. her mother passed away before i knew her. in the beginning when i first met her, she seemed okay at the time. but i knew something was wrong. we were married for just seven years, then i left her and moved in with my mother. she always yelled at me, when things went wrong. then i realized that she is bipolar, which made it worse. she always would say to me that i wish i was dead. i told her that you should not talk like that, because i love you very much. and i did love her very much, when we were together. then we bought a house together, but we really could not keep up with the bills. that was certainly a very bad mistake on our part, especially when i had the final say about it. so i had her ex move in with us at the time, to help pay the bills with us. at the time, he was having a lot of problems with his landlord. so it seemed to work out fine, but he is an alcoholic which made it worse. he drinks every single day, at the time that i was with her. then he became friends with the next door neighbors brother, who is also and alcoholic. and they both did drink everyday. she cheated on me before i left her, because she would start coming home late. when i asked her were have you been, since i was worried at the time, she started screaming at me and said that it was none of my business. it is pretty obvious that she cheated on me, like i have mentioned before. she is very hard to talk too, because she would always snap at me, and keep saying that i wish i was dead. now that i am single again, it is hard meeting women at my age. they are very nasty and have a very bad attitude problem that i have noticed. i am in my late fifties, so as you can see, it is very hard for me to meet a good woman again. i want very much to meet a good woman for me again, since many men that i know have met the right woman for them and have a family as well. i always wanted a family as well. but at the time when i was with my second wife, i helped raised her daughter who is autistic. now going out again, is like a game trying to meet a good woman again, since many of them are so dam nasty and hard to talk too. i do feel very sad and lonely, but my mom is like a guardian angel for me. | |
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