I'm 18 years old and am completely alone, I'm a really nice person but no one gives
A shit about niceness anymore. People want fake
Friendships. I never thought someone could be to nice. I fucked up when I was 16 made the wrong friends who then introduced me to drinking weed and lsd. Then got diagnosed with drug induced psychosis, bi polar and OCD. I turned into a recluse isolated myself because I was unable to even string a sentence together. I'm a failure and the scars on my wrists prove that. I will never be the same . I hate this damned life | |
I bet you are a nice person and if I were you, I bet you could find some NEW nice friends? I wonder if you're on any meds for bi-polar and OCD? If not, consider taking them. They could help, so make appointment with your doctor ASAP. Turning into a recluse is fine for a few days, but eventually you're going to want a friend or two. Yes, people can be fake, but that comes with the territory. Usually people are fake, because they are insecure, so just pay no mind to their "fakeness" and focus on YOU. You're just a babe- and there is a whole big world out there for you to explore! Pull up those boot straps and make yourself become the person you want to be-
And PLEASE- continue to be nice, it is such a rare and wonderful quality:)
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And some people aren't fake, they're genuine, but you have to look in the right place. even if they're not the "popular kid"...I'd rather have 2 loser friends than 100 popular fake ones. anyways you can do it, there's a saying Nicki Minaj always says: "IF IT SI TO BE, THEN IT IS UP TO ME" I hope this helps
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