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I feel trapped!

Posted by confused at May 14, 2012
Tags: Loneliness  2012 May

When I wake up early, I feel an overpowering loneliness, so I force myself to go back to sleep. I dream and when I wake up for the second time, I feel better.
When the sun sets, the loneliness returns.
No one can help me. They are vacuous creatures with whom I cannot connect, and I try, desperately. Desperately.
I try to help them help me. It hasn't worked out too well; I cross the line and start with accusations.
I am angry, and bitter, and resentful that they can't reach. I think they do not want to; I do not know if I am right or wrong. It does not matter. They have let me down and continually disappoint me.

I need to meet people... but I don't know how. I don't want to be rejected, and I refuse to pretend.

I don't even feel I have a right to feel this way... doesn't stop me.

Maybe... if I embrace what I'm feeling... but what do I do when loneliness descends and has me in its grip? I can't find solutions then. I feel trapped within walls that are closing in.

What's going on with me??!!


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By Cursed at 14,May,12 14:35

Dear Comrade-
Sound's to me like your stuck in the VORTEX of The Elder Scrolls versus Skyrim. These CREATURES you speak of- are they gray by any chance? The walls closing in, darkness, yup, it's a warped sense of reality. DUDE- you're not stuck in a video game! You are in life. What you do with your life depends on you- I would look into therapy, or get outside and go on a trip with your friends. Get away from the computer. When loneliness grips you- fight back with all you got. You're sleepy way too much! I love to sleep in just like the next guy/gal. But you've got to splash cold water on your face, look in the mirror, and say: GOSH Darn IT! I am AWESOME! who wants a piece of this? Shake yourself outta the slump your in- try different things, spice up your routine- do something exciting that takes your breath away!
You can do it-
Go to the doc too, you could be suffering from a chemical imbalance. Easy fix. They'll do some blood work, and viola, they can tell you what's up...
By anonymous at 14,May,12 20:16

Nice. Keep it up, cursed.
By anonymous at 26,May,12 21:57 Fold Up

You're awesome.
(Writer of entry)

By anonymous at 14,May,12 16:19

Rent your apartment. Have a room mate and make a friend like that. Be open. Only you can defeat you. Fight. And stand up when you fall down.

By anonymous at 14,May,12 21:38

Nothing wrong with you. You need to focus on a higher goal to get over this. The problem with most folks is they are too focused on themselves..just look at the number of I's in your statemnet.

Also notice the number if I's in similar posts...

The real solution is to forget the I and focus on something beyond yourself

Finx a higher cause and work for it. You will get over your current problem

By RealityOverHope at 15,May,12 01:25

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By anonymous at 15,May,12 05:54

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By anonymous at 26,May,12 21:51 Fold Up

What is wrong with you? :)

By anonymous at 20,May,12 12:13

here's a better advice....dont get angry and bitter? controll urself

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